Marlowe opened her mouth to reply when her phone buzzed. She checked it to see Ash’s text about not being able to come to lunch, shoving it back in her pocket. She had planned on talking to her friend then but since she wouldn’t be there, Marlowe felt helplessly alone. “I’m fine,” she replied, trying to keep her voice steady. “Why wouldn’t I be?” Her voice didn’t have the usual edge to it.
"Well I mean because–" Lila looked at her eyes. "You know its alright to not be okay, right? You don't need to act perfect all the time."
Marlowe looked away, blushing a little. "It sure feels like I do," she replied. "But it feels like everything I do is wrong anyway."
"Well if you surround yourself with a certain type of people it's going to feel that way." She looked down. "Especially if one of those people is your mother."
(Hey im gonna be gone for a few hours, just letting you know)
oh ok//
Marlowe sighed. "You're right but I don't know how to fix it. Instead of doing anything about it I lash out at innocent people who never did anything to me and then convince myself that they're the mean ones and hurt people just to make them feel as shitty as I do all of the time." She put her hand in her heads. "Forget it. It's not your problem. Your friends are probably always there for you and your parents probably see you as more than something to brag about to their friends." She took a deep breath. "You don't deserve all the crap I've put you through, including this."
The intercom rings I need Ashlyn Calore to the front office please. The loud voice yells over the speakers. Ash gets up, lowering her head in shame for reasons bystanders do not know. What did i do? Did Dad find out about the voices? Is he not proud of me? she worries in her mind, the voices murmuring in the back of her head don't help. Your father found out they whisper He isnt proud of you. they drone.
(Idk if 'cursing' is allowed, so imma just replace it with something else so I don't get myself kicked out of an rp.)
Adresin ran through the hallways, a genuine smile on his face as he ran from the biology classroom.
"Welcome to high-school, freshmen!" He yelled, laughing when he heard screams coming from the younger kids. The ravenette thought it would be a great idea to let the crickets free from the large wooden box they where kept in - the bio teacher thought it would be a good idea to bring in a frog for class pet - and ran, hoping he wouldn't get caught with a 'harmless' prank.
(This boy is like, probably the most troubled child out of the three 'popular' students, behavior wise, i believe he just has a lot of bottled up emotions that even sports can't help :/ )
you can sware//
( oh thank the lord, because I try to avoid role-plays that don't allow it, swearing is a big part of me, I honestly have the dirtiest things to say if I'm allowed to say them, I have no self-control sometimes xDD )
sameee, i literally spent the majority of the day making drug jokes and swearing…//
Yeah, today in GSA I was making a joke, calling myself a word that some people take as an insult, i'm not gonna say it, because uh, I know there are other LGBT+ members who aren't comfortable with it like I am, but uh yeah xD He like kinda gave me detention, but I managed to get out of it.
cool, i do the same thing. A lot. like a lot a lot…. Im mentaly stable i swear.//
and i dont snort crushed smarties… i swear.//
omfg, honestly, my friend once crushed up those minty like uh, life-saver candies once, and snorted them during lunch xD It was so funny.
This is what i do everyday… i make drug jokes. My friend got these scented highlighter and he let meh smell them. i said "This smells like oregeno." he was like "Wtf" so i just said. "Weed, it was a weed joke."//
( lmfaooo )
"Its a weed joke bitch…" just me being a pre-druggie and in his opinion im going to become a dictator//
What did I miss? Sorry it's homecoming and I'm in the band//
i have no clue, i was just making drug jokes.//
Marlowe sighed. "You're right but I don't know how to fix it. Instead of doing anything about it I lash out at innocent people who never did anything to me and then convince myself that they're the mean ones and hurt people just to make them feel as shitty as I do all of the time." She put her hand in her heads. "Forget it. It's not your problem. Your friends are probably always there for you and your parents probably see you as more than something to brag about to their friends." She took a deep breath. "You don't deserve all the crap I've put you through, including this."
(Were they walking? I think they were. If they weren't I'll just edit it.)
Lila thought for a second, then looked at Marlowe. "You need new friends. If they're not there for you, you really need new friends." They got to the classroom door. Lila looked at it. "So, um I guess we're here."
Lol idk if they were walking so I’ll just roll with it//
Marlowe looked a bit sheepish. “Right, well, thank you,” She said, taking a deep breath before her usual sardonic smirk came back to her face. “And don’t tell anyone about this, please?”
Lila raised her hands. "Hey, I won't if you won't." She opened the door for her and gave a small smile, the last she would probably give her in a while. "After you."
Marlowe nodded slightly, strutting back into the classroom. It was almost as she had transformed, becoming the cold and comtemptous girl she had been only a few minutes previously. She glanced around the classroom dismissively.
Adresin laughed, looking behind his back to see if anybody was following him. He stopped, bumping into a strange surface.
"What the hell?" He said, looking up, only to be met with his father, blood draining from his face, "Oh, uh, hey coach."
The large elf let out a growl, his arms crossed over his chest.
"I-uh, I can-I can explain." He squeaked out, shrinking in his place, "I was just, getting ready for…track?"
His father sighed, patting his son on the shoulder.
"What did I say about stuttering, kid?" He asked, a smirk, almost identical to his sons on his face, "And stand up, you're gonna hurt ya back."
Adresin let out a relieved sigh, running a hand through his hair.
"Nice job in the biology room, now I gotta clean up your mess." He joked, shoving his son lightly out of the way, "Now get back to class, and be home before dinner!"
The ravenette watched his father go, nodding to himself, before searching for Marlowe.
Halo sighs as he exits his classroom. It was currently his free period so he went to the gym, hopefully he could be left alone while he worked out.
"Hey boo!" Adresin said, throwing his arm around Marlowe's shoulders once again, "You okay?"
(what did I miss?)
“I’m fine,” Marlowe replied, smiling at him. “My mom just sucks.”
Adresin set frogs loose in the biology classrooms as a prank, and Marlowe’s mom embarrassed her by being a jerk in front of Lila so they talked about it and Lila said she wouldn’t tell anyone then they got back to class.//