"Yeah, you're right. I don't think I would've let him live if it was just going to be a one night stand." She chuckled. "But now it's a joke."
āI was genuinely surprised when I found out you were dating the guitar guy but he makes you happy. I can see that. Congratulations Belle, Iām happy you found your person,ā it hurt a little to say that but she needed to know.
Lillian was smiling, until it slowly faded away. Without Darren keeping her mind away from it. From ignoring what today was. She was vulnerable to the demons in her mind. She shook her head quickly, keep those thoughts back.
His hand felt around helplessly looking for hers and failing, his smile faded away. He just wanted a hand to hold.
"I like to believe that when I got dragged into the spotlight I just grabbed the first person I saw and dragged him in with me."
Lillian grabbed his hand fairly quickly. She didnāt want to see him unhappy, so she just had to look happy right?
"I like to believe that when I got dragged into the spotlight I just grabbed the first person I saw and dragged him in with me."
āThat sounds accurate but now youāre in the spotlight with someone who truly makes you happy. Does it feel weird that youāre soon to be someoneās wife?ā
"It's so weird! I swear, I'll never get used to it for as long as I live."
Lillian grabbed his hand fairly quickly. She didnāt want to see him unhappy, so she just had to look happy right?
Their fingers laced together and everything was right in sleep world for Darren.
"It's so weird! I swear, I'll never get used to it for as long as I live."
His focus was completely on her ring. Heād been staring at it for a long time now and it had finally caused him to fall silent in deep thought.
Lillian let out a soft sigh. She could do this, it was just one stupid day after all.
(I have school tomorrow unlike a certain heathan. So Iām beading to bed. Night yāall.)
She smiled a little, spinning the ring on her finger, watching it shimmer and shine in the light.
Lillian let out a soft sigh. She could do this, it was just one stupid day after all.
They were watching a happy movie and had hot cocoa, snowmen and endless cuddles. He had tried to set her up with a fair enough representation of how happy winter should be.
She smiled a little, spinning the ring on her finger, watching it shimmer and shine in the light.
His eyes drifted over to her lips, noticing her smile. She was nothing but happy and at least he wasnāt miserable when she was around, this was much better than trying to die which is how he spent he days before now.
Lillian looked back at the day so far, he really was trying to show her how great winter could be. Sometimes she really wondered if she did deserve him.
(NIGHT YāALL CAUSE I FEEL THE NEED TO SCREAM IT!)
She could see all the memories they'd made so far in each beam of light the ring reflected. The good, the bad, the ugly, and the dirty, all mixed together into one big jumbled ball that was their relationship.
(OKAY NIGHT)
Lillian looked back at the day so far, he really was trying to show her how great winter could be. Sometimes she really wondered if she did deserve him.
His darkness was filled with swirling colors, bright and happy that was truly nothing more than the light coming in through the window and hitting his eyes but his sleep made it pretty.
(NIGHT YāALL CAUSE I FEEL THE NEED TO SCREAM IT!)
(GOODNIGHT!(
She could see all the memories they'd made so far in each beam of light the ring reflected. The good, the bad, the ugly, and the dirty, all mixed together into one big jumbled ball that was their relationship.
āDo ever wonder how much that cost him or how long he had it before he finally asked?ā
"Well I knew he had it for a while. I like to think it was his mother's. We were going through a bunch of his stuff from his childhood and he had a little box, couldn't hold anything much bigger than a ring so that's what I assume it was from."
"Well I knew he had it for a while. I like to think it was his mother's. We were going through a bunch of his stuff from his childhood and he had a little box, couldn't hold anything much bigger than a ring so that's what I assume it was from."
āWait Ryan has a past?! Ryan has a mom. Woah! Iām intrigued, please go on,ā
She rolled her eyes with a smile. "I don't know too much detail since he doesn't like to talk about it so meh."
āI only know about his sisterā¦ just Ryan and Elizabethā¦ā
"Um, untrue. I met Chris once and I hear him talk to andrew (Our Supreme Lord and Overseer) all the time."
āWait. andrew (Our Supreme Lord and Overseer) is the little one that died and he used to talk to himself all the timeā¦.. OOOHHHH, okay but whoās Chris?ā
"His older brother!"
āI didnāt know thatā¦ I do now, thanks for the data, Iāll be sure to tell the boss. It might help in the assassination,ā
"Don't you dare." She was only half joking but smiled a little anyway.
āI would never kill Ryan, I value his life quite a bit believe it or not,ā