Do you hate me?
No I don't hate you
But I am a bit upsetDo you have questions?
No not really
I just don't like that you withheld vital information, then told us we shouldn't be talking because we didn't have that vital information
(And I use talking as an expression you didn't actually tell us not to talk)
I'm glad Chuck is still here.
Honey
I meant like with us in our hearts, you know?
Oh k
No not really
I just don't like that you withheld vital information, then told us we shouldn't be talking because we didn't have that vital information
(And I use talking as an expression you didn't actually tell us not to talk)
So you’re pissed at me because I didn’t know how to tell you that my best friend died?
Do you hate me?
No I don't hate you
But I am a bit upsetDo you have questions?
No not really
I just don't like that you withheld vital information, then told us we shouldn't be talking because we didn't have that vital information
(And I use talking as an expression you didn't actually tell us not to talk)
Let's just all agree that we won't get out of hand again if (God forbid) something similar happens. Talk it out first. Tensions were high, and grief and stuff and I think we all acted a bit irrationally but like…..grief does that to a person. Note I have no experience with hard-hitting grief/grief psychology besides a crash course in Grade 4 during Bridge to Terebithia
No not really
I just don't like that you withheld vital information, then told us we shouldn't be talking because we didn't have that vital information
(And I use talking as an expression you didn't actually tell us not to talk)So you’re pissed at me because I didn’t know how to tell you that my best friend died?
I'm not pissed at you
I just don't know, okay? I'm sorry
Well, I’m not here to fight with you. I forgive you and I hope you can forgive me as well.
Alright
How are you doing with everything?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
no I'm great how r you
My eyes are literally in pain from crying.
I'm sorry
I can't cry
That makes everything 1000x better
sarcasm
Get music my dude.
Can't atm
But I'll try
I just really have no time or place I can listen to music anymore
I need matches
Golly I feel like I'm having withdrawals
Maybe a lighter
But those are scarier
I'm sorry
I can't cry
That makes everything 1000x better
sarcasm
Yeah same. IT EFFING SUCKS NOT TO FEEL GRIEF LIKE MOST PEOPLE DO, IT MAKES ME FEEL UNHUMAN!
I'm sorry
I can't cry
That makes everything 1000x better
sarcasmYeah same. IT EFFING SUCKS NOT TO FEEL GRIEF LIKE MOST PEOPLE DO, IT MAKES ME FEEL UNHUMAN!
What do you mean by that?
I need matches
Golly I feel like I'm having withdrawals
Maybe a lighter
But those are scarier
Please don’t darling. Why are you doing that? I hope it’s not because of Chuck.
I'm sorry
I can't cry
That makes everything 1000x better
sarcasmYeah same. IT EFFING SUCKS NOT TO FEEL GRIEF LIKE MOST PEOPLE DO, IT MAKES ME FEEL UNHUMAN!
What do you mean by that?
Idk my dude, it's just that like…I feel sad, but I don't feel grief to the extent that most people do. Like I usually don't even cry if I'm sad. My theory is that depression has numbed my emotions, but I honestly don't know. I wanna feel sad.
I'm sorry
I can't cry
That makes everything 1000x better
sarcasmYeah same. IT EFFING SUCKS NOT TO FEEL GRIEF LIKE MOST PEOPLE DO, IT MAKES ME FEEL UNHUMAN!
Well there's are a couple reasons I can't cry
One is that I don't have time
Another is I'm grounded from notebook and I couldn't tell my parents why I was crying
Another is I just
Feel like crying? But I can't
But yes, it makes me feel inhuman too
I'm sorry
I can't cry
That makes everything 1000x better
sarcasmYeah same. IT EFFING SUCKS NOT TO FEEL GRIEF LIKE MOST PEOPLE DO, IT MAKES ME FEEL UNHUMAN!
What do you mean by that?
Idk my dude, it's just that like…I feel sad, but I don't feel grief to the extent that most people do. Like I usually don't even cry if I'm sad. My theory is that depression has numbed my emotions, but I honestly don't know. I wanna feel sad.
No you don't
I'm sorry
I can't cry
That makes everything 1000x better
sarcasmYeah same. IT EFFING SUCKS NOT TO FEEL GRIEF LIKE MOST PEOPLE DO, IT MAKES ME FEEL UNHUMAN!
What do you mean by that?
Idk my dude, it's just that like…I feel sad, but I don't feel grief to the extent that most people do. Like I usually don't even cry if I'm sad. My theory is that depression has numbed my emotions, but I honestly don't know. I wanna feel sad.
No you don't
I'd rather feel suffocated by emotions than feel nothing at all.
I need matches
Golly I feel like I'm having withdrawals
Maybe a lighter
But those are scarierPlease don’t darling. Why are you doing that? I hope it’s not because of Chuck.
No
No drugs
Just
Fire
slight pyromaniac here
I would never touch a cigarette
Or anything else
I'm sorry
I can't cry
That makes everything 1000x better
sarcasmYeah same. IT EFFING SUCKS NOT TO FEEL GRIEF LIKE MOST PEOPLE DO, IT MAKES ME FEEL UNHUMAN!
What do you mean by that?
Idk my dude, it's just that like…I feel sad, but I don't feel grief to the extent that most people do. Like I usually don't even cry if I'm sad. My theory is that depression has numbed my emotions, but I honestly don't know. I wanna feel sad.
No you don't
I'd rather feel suffocated by emotions than feel nothing at all.
I feel you
I need matches
Golly I feel like I'm having withdrawals
Maybe a lighter
But those are scarierPlease don’t darling. Why are you doing that? I hope it’s not because of Chuck.
No
No drugs
Just
Fire
slight pyromaniac here
I would never touch a cigarette
Or anything else
Sounds like self harm.
I need matches
Golly I feel like I'm having withdrawals
Maybe a lighter
But those are scarierPlease don’t darling. Why are you doing that? I hope it’s not because of Chuck.
No
No drugs
Just
Fire
slight pyromaniac here
I would never touch a cigarette
Or anything else
Glad I'm not the only borderline pyro on here lol I just like fire a lot
It's pretty and cool!
I'm sorry
I can't cry
That makes everything 1000x better
sarcasmYeah same. IT EFFING SUCKS NOT TO FEEL GRIEF LIKE MOST PEOPLE DO, IT MAKES ME FEEL UNHUMAN!
What do you mean by that?
Idk my dude, it's just that like…I feel sad, but I don't feel grief to the extent that most people do. Like I usually don't even cry if I'm sad. My theory is that depression has numbed my emotions, but I honestly don't know. I wanna feel sad.
Huh, I think I’m the same way sometimes? I get upset a lot, but I’m never really sad, or at least as sad as other people may be about something.
Memesters
I need matches
Golly I feel like I'm having withdrawals
Maybe a lighter
But those are scarierPlease don’t darling. Why are you doing that? I hope it’s not because of Chuck.
No
No drugs
Just
Fire
slight pyromaniac here
I would never touch a cigarette
Or anything elseSounds like self harm.
No
I just burned all my matches yesterday
I only had four left
which I had stolen
Golly I'm a mess
Memesters
?
Okay. Then that’s fine.