I stopped Elias from jumping off of a 40 foot cliff today ( I was freaking out…)……. I was feeling weird, and I decided to run all over town to try and find him, and this lady told me that he went rock climbing, and I realized that he never brought a rope or harness, so I literally ran as fast as I could to stop him, and I did, and now he doesn't want me to leave his side……
I need someone to talk to, and Connie hasn't responded…….
Nevermind…. I have to go. Ny family needs me, and Elias is talking to them…. Hopefully they can help him….
Hope everything is okay
I'm sorry I wasn't here. I also hope everything is okay.
I know what made him try, and it wasn’t suicide. It was his friends…. They were pressuring him to jump, and there was water at the bottom…. They told him that if he really loved me he would do it. I foiled their plan, and I realized that the have had to been watching him. So, they also saw me prevent him from doing it…..
How could they do something like that?! They are not his friends.
okay
im sitting here, sunday night, still have to do like all my homework that i didn't know i had
and i just found out on top of homework stress that i have to take confirmation classes at my church
and y'know that would be fine except for the fact that they're on MONDAY NIGHT which is like stressing me out so much rn
also my mom is mad at me for having anxiety. (long story she was kind of just like I hate how you're always looking down and never making eye contact with anyone and on your phone and such and tbh that sounds like anxiety so…)
And my head is still like whoooo the fuckkkk are you attracted to boys or girls or boys and girls and UGhahdaskhfkhkhagsdds
im on the verge of tears
anything could set me off right now like my dad could ask me to put my dish away and i would probably start sobbing.
help me
;-;
i wanna heeeelp youuuuuuu
How could they do something like that?! They are not his friends.
Idk man. He's inside, and refusing to go outside, unless I'm with him… I think they broke him. He's just become the world's biggest introvert in a 24 hour period. I'm trying get him back to normal, and it's working a little bit, but other than that….
;-;
i wanna heeeelp youuuuuuu
i've decided to make lists of all the things i need to do everyday and just check things off one by one and hopefully that'll make the school work better
but idk what to do about all the million other mental problems i'm having at the moment
literal empathy sobbing
legit every little thing is making me almost start crying
I HATE LIFIEEFEEEEFE
hooooooowwwwww do i heeeelp yooooouuuuu
idk kill me in my sleep?
No no dying.
No no dying.
jk;dsfjkfasd;kjldklkhl;ga why notttttttt
No no dying.
jk;dsfjkfasd;kjldklkhl;ga why notttttttt
I've already had to deal with peer pressure trying to get someone to jump. So, you can't die on me.
i dont even have the option of killing myself
i don't have the resources
i dont even have the option of killing myself
i don't have the resources
Good. You don't need that option. I'm pretty stressed about people who are thinking about ending it…. Yesterday was too close of a call….
yeah..
i guess it's good..
even if I did i think i would be too scared to do it…
I made a pact with myself about four years ago. I promised myself I'd never kill myself, self-harm physically, or give up, for the sake of myself and others who care for me. I promised myself that the only way I'll go out is by a hitman, murder, growing old, or of cancer. I made this pact so long ago, but it has only grown stronger with time, as well as my friends and family reminding me constantly that I cannot go out that way.
I should do that
except nobody in my life knows i'm like this
I made a pact with myself about four years ago. I promised myself I'd never kill myself, self-harm physically, or give up, for the sake of myself and others who care for me. I promised myself that the only way I'll go out is by a hitman, murder, growing old, or of cancer. I made this pact so long ago, but it has only grown stronger with time, as well as my friends and family reminding me constantly that I cannot go out that way.
I've done that toooooo!!!!!
except nobody in my life knows i'm like this
well, what does that matter? if you don’t want people irl to know, make the pact for yourself and your friends here
also @@Winte hey what the actual fuck is up with his ‘friends’
Update: I’m feeling a little better. Still rly stressed but better than yesterday.
except nobody in my life knows i'm like this
well, what does that matter? if you don’t want people irl to know, make the pact for yourself and your friends here
also @@Winte hey what the actual fuck is up with his ‘friends’
Apparently they all dislike him….
@"Nobody.Thinks.What.I.Think" I hope you get better. Please don't die.