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Untrue but I accept your compliments.
Untrue but I accept your compliments.
I’m hardly fantastic but that is a state of opinion so I appreciate your opinion.
Imean from what I know about you, Superstitious, you’re pretty neat.
Thank you. Lol. You can call me Darren.
Darren I think you're absolutely fantastic too
Ooh, well, Darren, you can call me Emi. It’s a pleasure to meet you!
Thanks, I’ll be back I’m gonna go do the dishes so my mom Doesn’t have to then I will fight with you.
Ooh, well, Darren, you can call me Emi. It’s a pleasure to meet you!
You too, if we met before I used to be Typhoon1912.
Ooh, well, Darren, you can call me Emi. It’s a pleasure to meet you!
You too, if we met before I used to be Typhoon1912.
Ooooooohhhhhh Okay. Well, reintroduced, heheheehee.
wonder where Catherine and I's FRENSHIP went? LOL haven't spoken in days maybe a couple weeks tops and I've been a bit worried
wonder where Catherine and I's FRENSHIP went? LOL haven't spoken in days maybe a couple weeks tops and I've been a bit worried
She’s been going through some things and hasn’t really been too keen on talking to people. She needs some time plus she’s getting used to college.
So the other night, I sat on dewey grass for an hour, gazing up at the stars. Looking at Polaris, wondering how I can find the right direction to travel. I was cold, I knew that, I felt that, but I still didn't really feel anything. I was numb to the world. Yesterday morning, I was depressed. Really depressed. By the time last night rolled around, I still wasn't top of my game, but I was better, much better. I still lost hours of sleep thanks to depression-induced insomnia, but today was better.
And here's a little thing I just wrote as I walked into my building because I didn't want to lose this experience I just had. I wanted to share it with you because I know most of us struggle with depression or some other form of mental illness and it's not fun to be numb and not feel or to only feel sadness, despair, or self hatred. So I hope this little bit of sunshine helps you the same way it just helped me.
what it feels like to feel- a reminder
You're walking home after a dinner with friends, still laughing inside. Loving who you are and who you've found. Warm asphalt and petrichor perfume the air. The sun is just beginning to set. You close your eyes against the glow, but the sun embraces you, warming your face and entire body, not too hot, not too cold. Perfect. You are alone but not lonely. You are perfectly content, right here, right now, in this moment. Something whispers that this moment won't last forever, and it's right. So you write it down, tuck it away for a rainy day or a dark night. So next time you need a little sunshine, it's right at your fingertips.
ok well, whenever The time is right, I'm here
Thank you for understanding my man.
and I'm thankfully in a much better place mentally now after I basically poured my heart into an almost 3 hour multi-song recording session
that was almost 5 days ago
I love my friends dearly
But they just made me walk to the stadium to get Paulee's bag which they thought wouldn't be allowed in
But it APPARENTLY WAS
so I just lost like 20 minutes of study time thanks babes
I love friends I love my friends I LOVE MY FRIENDS
deep breath
I am a boy and I am quite dumb.
Everyone is dumb
Humans blow balloons
I love my friends dearly
But they just made me walk to the stadium to get Paulee's bag which they thought wouldn't be allowed in
But it APPARENTLY WAS
so I just lost like 20 minutes of study time thanks babes
I love friends I love my friends I LOVE MY FRIENDS
deep breath
MOOD
ONE TIME I SPENT THIRTY MINUTES BEFORE SCHOOL TRYING TO HELP MY FRIEND FIND HER PHONE (we were walking around outside before we went to school, and she thought she lost it then)
IT WAS IN HER PURSE
I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE TAKING A TEST RETAKE IT WAS IN HER FRICKING PURSSSSE
WHAT THE HECK
THAT'S TERRIBLE
also I told them they all owe me pumpkin pie this fall
they agreed
so GUESS WHO GETS PIE
Ooo nice
Pumpkin pie
Yo dudes my mom finally let me get the side of my head shaved
I feel Glorious
Yo dudes my mom finally let me get the side of my head shaved
I feel Glorious
DUDE THAT'S SO GREAT I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU
dm me pics?
Yo dudes my mom finally let me get the side of my head shaved
I feel Glorious
Congrats!
Yeah gimme a second lol
Yo dudes my mom finally let me get the side of my head shaved
I feel GloriousCongrats!
Ty ty
While we were getting it done I was like 'can we shave my whole head please?' The answer was no
you tried lol
Yup
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