@Crisis
I hate everyone and everything and want the world to either burn or simply end
I hate everyone and everything and want the world to either burn or simply end
Mood atm
I hate everyone and everything and want the world to either burn or simply end
oh
another mood
look at that
guess now isn't the greatest time to ask: how was your day at school honey?
I want to die
Who's with me?!
guess now isn't the greatest time to ask: how was your day at school honey?
hatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehate
We stayed in our TA for the whole day
It was boring as hell and all the idiot kids from last year are in my class
hatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehate
Ooooooooouch
oooh I'm so sorry
I love you
I'm sorry
I have two kanker sores from my braces cutting my cheek
I can't fucking chew a slice of damn BREAD
Everyone in my TA is an idiot (besides my bff)
I'm depressed
And I'm tired
I apologise for this small rant
oooh I'm so sorry
I love you
I'm sorry
I love you too
How was your day?
oooh I'm so sorry
I love you
I'm sorryI love you too
How was your day?
I'm actually pretty good
I mean
my basket of folded laundry is on the floor next to me and it wouldn't be hard to put away but it is bc depression
but other than that good!
would you like to know good news about college and my bi/ace-ness
oooh I'm so sorry
I love you
I'm sorryI love you too
How was your day?I'm actually pretty good
I mean
my basket of folded laundry is on the floor next to me and it wouldn't be hard to put away but it is bc depression
but other than that good!
would you like to know good news about college and my bi/ace-ness
Mood
And yes I would love to hear the good news
crap crap crap crap crap
just realized I put my school name in
I'll change it in mine, change it in yours please?
Yup np
ANYWAYS
GOOD NEWS
Last night
I went stargazing with Aaron, Zac, and Paulee (a girl… I swear it wasn't just me and three guys sitting in the dark looking at the stars) and we were all taking turns oversharing and you know what I did???
I came out as ace! I was like "hey can I tell you guys something I've only told like 3 ppl in the world?" and then I did!! And they all knew what it was and they supported me and listened to me cry and talk about my fears
bonus friend points to Zac who like… grabbed my hand when I started to cry then let me cry on his shoulder and cuddle with him and kept his arm around me for like an hour as I just kept like…. being angsty. good friend.
And then later I was like "welp might as well let you know the other part too. I'm bi too. girls are like…. really really pretty."
And yes
it was good
they were all so chill about it
they have all become my support group now.
And they also now all keep their ringers on at night in case I need to call so I'm not like…. crying alone in my room bc I hate myself at 11 pm.
I love them.
Also I made an anti-suicide pact with Aaron. Neither of us will commit suicide if the other doesn't.
Yup np
ty ty
so yes
now I have friends and a support system and they love me
but wait
there's more
Awwwwwwwww that's great!
ANYWAYS
GOOD NEWS
Last night
I went stargazing with Aaron, Zac, and Paulee (a girl… I swear it wasn't just me and three guys sitting in the dark looking at the stars) and we were all taking turns oversharing and you know what I did???
I came out as ace! I was like "hey can I tell you guys something I've only told like 3 ppl in the world?" and then I did!! And they all knew what it was and they supported me and listened to me cry and talk about my fears
bonus friend points to Zac who like… grabbed my hand when I started to cry then let me cry on his shoulder and cuddle with him and kept his arm around me for like an hour as I just kept like…. being angsty. good friend.
And then later I was like "welp might as well let you know the other part too. I'm bi too. girls are like…. really really pretty."
And yes
it was good
they were all so chill about it
they have all become my support group now.
And they also now all keep their ringers on at night in case I need to call so I'm not like…. crying alone in my room bc I hate myself at 11 pm.
I love them.
Also I made an anti-suicide pact with Aaron. Neither of us will commit suicide if the other doesn't.
I have no words
But I'm v happy for you
but wait
there's more
Yay what is it?
On my field trip hike thing
I was alone on the trail with this girl named Sarah
and we stopped for a break and she was like "I wasn't gonna tell anyone this but I think I'm bisexual"
SO LIKE
THERE'S ANOTHER ONE LIKE ME
not ace
but BI
AND LIKE
I CAME OUT TO HER TOO AND IT WASN'T REALLY SCARY AND WE TALKED FOR LIKE AN HOUR and also she was like "have you watched/read love simon? do you wanna watch it together?"
SO YES
YES WE'RE GONNA DO IT SOMETIME
just realized I'm talking to you about my coming out successes when I need to be writing my final, a letter to my professor about the course……continues telling you
and like we're both gonna stay in the closet but we're gonna help each other out and like… she said that if I ever need to like… check out an ebook or listen to pride music I can do that on her amazon account or this other music site (can't remember what it's called, knockoff spotify she said lol) bc like… then I don't accidentally get outed to my parents
so thanks I love her
BONUS POINTS she also thinks Jess is cute
so like
not only do I have 3 allies
I have another bi on my side
KAT THAT'S AWESOME
Another bi friend for you to… bi with
How fun :)
On my field trip hike thing
I was alone on the trail with this girl named Sarah
and we stopped for a break and she was like "I wasn't gonna tell anyone this but I think I'm bisexual"
SO LIKE
THERE'S ANOTHER ONE LIKE ME
not ace
but BI
AND LIKE
I CAME OUT TO HER TOO AND IT WASN'T REALLY SCARY AND WE TALKED FOR LIKE AN HOUR and also she was like "have you watched/read love simon? do you wanna watch it together?"
SO YES
YES WE'RE GONNA DO IT SOMETIME
just realized I'm talking to you about my coming out successes when I need to be writing my final, a letter to my professor about the course……continues telling you
and like we're both gonna stay in the closet but we're gonna help each other out and like… she said that if I ever need to like… check out an ebook or listen to pride music I can do that on her amazon account or this other music site (can't remember what it's called, knockoff spotify she said lol) bc like… then I don't accidentally get outed to my parents
so thanks I love her
BONUS POINTS she also thinks Jess is cute
Once again I have no words
But I'm v happy for you
KAT THAT'S AWESOME
Another bi friend for you to… bi with
How fun :)
yes!!
I'm just like
so relieved that I was safe coming out to the three of them
because like
It was not planned nor premeditated it was just a feeling and a desperate hope and also like… knowing that I had spent Sunday night crying because…. reasons. bi/ace reasons. college reasons. oof
thank you sol lol
thank you for your happiness
I can't wait until I leave for college, and hopefully find some queer friends irl
That is a day I look forward to with passion
just
don't go to a Christian university where it's not actually all that great for LGBT kiddos lol
like me
don't be like me
KAT THAT'S AWESOME
Another bi friend for you to… bi with
How fun :)yes!!
I'm just like
so relieved that I was safe coming out to the three of them
because like
It was not planned nor premeditated it was just a feeling and a desperate hope and also like… knowing that I had spent Sunday night crying because…. reasons. bi/ace reasons. college reasons. oof
Aww, I hope you feel better
Remember! Crying is natures way of getting the sadness out of you, tears are just compressed droplets of sadness, crying is healthy and a good way of letting out bad emotions
Kat… I just got back and heard about your stargazing trip… I'm so happy :')
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