"S-sorry…" Cyrus muttered, "I'm done. I didn't hurt you too bad, did I?"
He had his arms crossed. Cyrus didn't know how to feel. He was angry, ashamed, and such a large mix of other emotions that he couldn't quite put words to it, much less deal with them properly.
Uriah put his hand up. "J-Just having a hard time breathing but I'll be fine." This is exactly what I was afraid of, hes freaking strong and could probably kill me if he wanted too. Finally he sat up, he didn't stand he just decided to sit in the rain. "You have the right to be mad, but you know it's not entirely my fault right?" He didn't want to make him more mad, but it was the true. "If you liked her so much, you shouldn't have been so scared to just tell her."
Sparrow stopped and wiped the sweat from her face. Still in her wet clothes, she took a quick shower and changed into a camouflage tank top and blacks jeans. “Room lockdown code alpha-b1.” She said. The room locked and two cameras outside her door started up. She turned on her lights and some old music then she got to work
"You think I don't know that?" Cyrus snapped, "You didn't deserve that! You don't deserve to be the target of my anger at all because I did this to myself."
He turned and drove his fist into the trunk of the tree he had been leaning on. Of course, with as hard as he hit, the tough bark of the tree hit back just as hard. It was extremely painful, but Cyrus was convinced he deserved it.
"Sparrow deserves a guy who has his shit together. A guy like you."
Uriah chuckled. "I don't have it together as much as you think." He's practically using Sparrow to make himself feel better, and honestly she might be doing the same. He felt bad. Sparrow did deserve someone who can take care of her. She was kind, beautiful, strong, Uriah truly likes her, but maybe not in the way he really thinks. "You think I'm such a good guy, but my first love died not that long ago and here I am moving on already." He tried not to yell because it would make things worse. He stayed as calm as he could. "And don't be made at her, I made the first move."
Ten poisons later sparrow felt like she was going to throw up. “Lockdown lifted.” She said and the door opened. Putting on a jacket, she went out of the bunker and into the forest to go hunting
"You have to get over her somehow," Cyrus said, "I don't blame you for feeling a… a hole in your life, and trying to fill it by being with someone who shines as brightly as Sparrow does. And she… she has free will. She's not my property. She's not yours. She has chosen this, and I can't act like it's not a consequence of what I did."
Cyrus held his injured hand a little closer.
Jesus, I hit hard.
Ignoring the two men, she went deeper into the forest and climbed a tree
"That is true, she can make her own decisions." But, this one? Did she actually like him or was she doing the same. "I'm just so confused. " Uriah buried his face in his hands. He wasn't sure what to feel in this moment. A memory of Zhavia crossed his mind. Her smile and gentleness, her strong willed personality. Maybe Sparrowed reminded him a little of Zhavia. "I miss her, Cy. I miss her a lot." Uriah didn't like to cry in front of people, but he couldn't stop it.
“Dammit, Uriah! Now I'm going to start crying….” Cyrus sighed, “I miss her too. A lot.”
He shuffled slowly towards Uriah.
"You're not allowed to cry right now, you have to be the strong one in this relationship." Uriah laughed a little trying to make himself forget about Zhavia. He was going to have to talk to Sparrow again. He hated it but she probably felt the same, so it's okay. Forget about her. She's gone and theres nothing you can do about it.
"Me? The strong one?" Cyrus asked. He laughed. "I don't… I'm not so sure about that."
(If I’m not on, donut take it personally because my family is hosting a bbq party and people are just about to start coming)
"I know, I know… We both know I'm the strong one in this relationship, yet here I am crying." He wiped his tears before looking up at Cyrus. "I really am sorry you know. I think I was just attention deprived or something." He really didn't want to lose Cyrus, even if that mean giving up on him and Sparrow.
"Stop making excuses. If you're going to be dating, I want to know you actually like each other. It's… it's okay if you do. I messed up royally, and it's not my business to meddle in a relationship because I did."
Cyrus felt a bit choked up.
Uriah still wasn't entirely sure still. He felt like he did something horrible, but he did have a bit of feelings for Sparrow. "Listen, I just need to think." Uriah stood and walk out into the forest a bit more and sat under a tree, where there was a dry spot.
(Where are the others? I have a feeling info on the Zoe mission would be best right now)
(that's what i was going to ask)
(FrickIm back, where is Shade?)
(I've been waiting……………….)
(AHHHHHH Im soooo sorry
stupid life
anyway where were we?)
(we were packing up the tents and about to head out)
(Ok.)
After packing the tents and going on a 7 mile trek, they reached their old guild, Zoe comfortable sat in a tree as she scanned the area, observing what had changed.
Alex hid behind another tree and looked up at Zoe "See anything different?"
Luna hopped up on a tree nearby scanning. She was playing a game of spot the difference.
Alex climbed the tree he was hiding behind this is just one big freaking game of spot the deadly difference
"Aren't you the tech expert?" Zoe had expected him to see something.
(Since the rest of us had this huge span of just talking, y’all can just converse. Lol)