@ShadeStar
Lillian laughed sorrowfully, "No me mothering you."
Lillian laughed sorrowfully, "No me mothering you."
"Because men are easily manipulated creatures. Leave anyone no matter how loyal they say they are for anyone else." She had her reservations. Her heart was guarded with body armor, she knew better than to just trust blindly.
Lillian laughed sorrowfully, "No me mothering you."
Darren laughed through his tears, āYou have a point. In a month or so, Iām going to go to the doctor and theyāre going to tell me if I have cancer or not but I donāt want to wait. Iām going to try to be the person I was before, donāt try to stop me okay?ā
"Because men are easily manipulated creatures. Leave anyone no matter how loyal they say they are for anyone else." She had her reservations. Her heart was guarded with body armor, she knew better than to just trust blindly.
āJames and I used to date, Colton was just my toy most of the rims but with James it was real,ā Ryan began, āBut he cheated on me and it hurt so we stopped talking. He came back into town and weārs trying to make it as friends. I didnāt tell you because I thought you would be mad that I was cheating which didnāt work out,ā
"Yeah, that clearly didn't work. Listen, I will never be mad if you tell me. If I have to find out for myself, then I'm gonna be pissed."
"Yeah, that clearly didn't work. Listen, I will never be mad if you tell me. If I have to find out for myself, then I'm gonna be pissed."
Ryan nodded, āIām sorry, you shouldnāt have had to find out like this. But Iāll be the first to tell you if I cheat. Iād feel too guilty,ā
She smiled softly. "I love you. I do."
āI love you too,ā Ryan rubbed a hand over her ring, āYou still want to marry me?ā He asked half joking.
"Of course I do. You're worth all the trouble."
(I brb. Food.)
(Hey girls Iām sorry. This is an apology to all girls)
"Of course I do. You're worth all the trouble."
Ryan smiled, āGood, Iāve never wanted to spend my time loving anyone more.ā
Lillian laughed sorrowfully, "No me mothering you."
Darren laughed through his tears, āYou have a point. In a month or so, Iām going to go to the doctor and theyāre going to tell me if I have cancer or not but I donāt want to wait. Iām going to try to be the person I was before, donāt try to stop me okay?ā
"I-I'll try."
āI need to lie to the school though,ā
"That's nice to hear." She smiled.
"That's nice to hear." She smiled.
He was glad she was smiling again, back on the road to trust.
She sighed. "I'm sorry this keeps happening. I find something out and instantly assume the worst. I'm so used to guarding me heart with battle armor, I've forgotten how to just relax and trust people."
āI need to lie to the school though,ā
"About what?"
āI need to lie to the school though,ā
"About what?"
"My cancer⦠If I'm going to be quaterback again they have to think I'm at least in remissionā¦"
She sighed. "I'm sorry this keeps happening. I find something out and instantly assume the worst. I'm so used to guarding me heart with battle armor, I've forgotten how to just relax and trust people."
"I mean, what reasons do you have to trust me anyways?" Ryan laughed.
"You haven't left meā¦like you promised. I think that's a pretty good reason."
āI need to lie to the school though,ā
"About what?"
"My cancer⦠If I'm going to be quaterback again they have to think I'm at least in remissionā¦"
"N-Fine. Just don't get to hurt."
"You haven't left meā¦like you promised. I think that's a pretty good reason."
"I suppose," Ryan sat back down but didn't touch her this time. If she was okay with contact she would do it herself, right?
"My cancer⦠If I'm going to be quaterback again they have to think I'm at least in remissionā¦"
"N-Fine. Just don't get to hurt."
Darren smiled, "You didn't say no?"
She laid her head on his shoulder, slowly starting to come out of her ball.
Lillian got quiet as she mumbled, "I really want to. I really should."
She laid her head on his shoulder, slowly starting to come out of her ball.
Ryan smiled and wrapped his arms around her, "Hey, can I call you Mrs. Lerman? Or Mrs. Russo?"
A shock of electricity shot down her spine. "I will never get used to that. Never. I will hear it ten thousand times and I'll have to force myself to remember that that is me."
Lillian got quiet as she mumbled, "I really want to. I really should."
"Well? Are you going to?"
A shock of electricity shot down her spine. "I will never get used to that. Never. I will hear it ten thousand times and I'll have to force myself to remember that that is me."
"Mrs. Lerman?" He laughed, "Belle Lerman is nice, it reminds me that you're mine. Belle Russo is less mine but it's still a family name,"
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