forum Anyone want a British friend? https://www.notebook.ai/forum/general-chat/did-you-know-lostboy2

Started July 06, 2018 by Deleted user

tune

Wait who is Alice?

she's from the v early days of this chat
haven't seen her in forever
ALSO can we talk about what a perfect beginning to a new page that one was lol

Hai Gabby

THE BANNER

YEAH

Ha
Ha
Ha
You know when you're just doing stuffs, having an okay time, then depression comes and hits you like a brick? Ductaped to the front of a bullet train?
Lol
Good times

YES I KNOW THE FEELING

But what can I do to help you right now?

Idk I don't have a nail file so methinks we're good for now
Idk I don't want to be alone but I don't want to be around my family
I get annoying lol

Talk to us! We are people! And not family!

Idk
But I can't help but wonder what meds could kill you if overdosed
And if they might be in my cabinet
I'm not gonna do anything but my brain apparently wants me dead
And like
We were driving on our way home earlier and like
We were on a freeway ramp?? Idk but if I had opened the door and jumped I would have fallen 20? Maybe 25 feet. And my dumb ass brain was like,, 'oPeN ThE dOOr aNd JuMP'

Sol no
Talk to us.

Idk
But I can't help but wonder what meds could kill you if overdosed
And if they might be in my cabinet
I'm not gonna do anything but my brain apparently wants me dead
And like
We were driving on our way home earlier and like
We were on a freeway ramp?? Idk but if I had opened the door and jumped I would have fallen 20? Maybe 25 feet. And my dumb ass brain was like,, 'oPeN ThE dOOr aNd JuMP'

I HAVE THE SAME INTRUSIVE THOUGHT ALL THE TIME
okay sorry I need to stop relating and be helpful

Okay
We're going to stay away from medicine cabinets and sharp things okay?
Then I have a very important question for you:
what gets you excited about life?

Um idk
Nothing really?? I'm not generally excited about life
I do like clothes shopping
And wild coloured makeup
I really look forward to buying a binder
And California rolls
Fooooooodddd

Um idk
Nothing really?? I'm not generally excited about life
I do like clothes shopping
And wild coloured makeup
I really look forward to buying a binder
And California rolls
Fooooooodddd

yes food!!
Stuff that gets me excited about life:
books
you guys
music
nice socks
hugs
college
the feeling of being barefoot in nice sunwarmed grass on a balmy day
cute humans
van gogh quotes
forehead kisses
new shoes (I just got new running shoes lol)

next question!
if you could change your eye color, would you? to what color?

Golden or teal
Or maybe one eye each

ooh that's super rad

I would wanna have……
actually idk
maybe grey or blue
but I don't think it would look good with my current coloring lol

Oo that would look really pretty.
I would do like a grey or silver color.

what's a quote you live by?

Do no harm but take no shit

Nice nice
right now, for me, it's probably….
"there will be a day where you can say you're okay and mean it"

And 'I really hate when ppl do this. But you know what? I don't care. I'll let them do it. And I'll do something twice as annoying to them!'

WAIT NO
NO NO NO

Ooh that's s nice one I like it

WAIT NO
NO NO NO

WHAT

mine is "If I am worth anything later, I am worth something now. For wheat is wheat, even if people think it is a grass in the beginning."
that's like, my favorite van gogh quote

And 'I really hate when ppl do this. But you know what? I don't care. I'll let them do it. And I'll do something twice as annoying to them!'

MOOD

WAIT NO
NO NO NO

WHAT

I decided to change my quote lol