today I learned that irrational anger can be caused by anxiety
But I don't have anything to be anxious about and I'm not anxious?
Okay that's a lie I do have things I can be anxious about
But I'm not so
Idk
Not the feeling, the disorder
Hmm…
Perhaps that is why? Dunno….
It could also be heightened levels of testosterone which can happen for..many reasons
also
my laptop battery is dying
but I'm like
if I let both my phone and laptop die
then I have to go to bed
I'm in California dreaming about who we used to be
When we were younger and free
I forgotten what it's like before the world fell at our feet
There's such a difference between us
And a million miles
HELLO FROM THE OTHER SIDEEEE
I MUST HAVE CALLED A THOUSAND TIIIIIIIIIMES
TO TELL YOU I'M SORRYYYY FOR EVERYTHING THAT I'vE DONE
BUT WHEN I CALL YOU NEVER SEEM TO BE HOME
AT LEAST I CAN SAY THAT IVE TRIED
TO TELL YOU I'M SORRY
FOR BREAKING YOUR HEART
But it don't matter it clearly doesn't tear you apart anymore
That's all I know of that song
me too I'm so glad you stopped
OHHHHHHHH ANYMORRRRRE
(Idk if that was the right verse)
okay
imma go to bed soon
just gotta finish my convo with darren
then get ready
then I'll sleep