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bACK TO OUR REGULARLY SCHEDULED ASS KICKING)
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She was too lost to hear him. She squeezed her eyes shut, could he hear the screaming match in her head? It hurt to listen to. She sniffled slightly, hoping he wouldn't see the few lone tears that had slipped out the corner of her eyes.
Ryan winced , he shouldâve listened and stayed out of her head. He wrapped his arms around her and lifted her to her feet. âCmon honeyâŚ..â
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(Sure)
(Where were weâŚ.)
But more importantly he would lose me, Lillian forced a small smile, âYeah. Sorry I was being dumb. I wonât go anywhere, promise.â
âItâs not dumb,â he buried his head out of sight.
(Where were weâŚ.)
(No clue)
(You know it's going to be a lazy day when your normal strict parents let you sleep til 10.)
Her knees were shaking so hard she could barely stand. She couldn't bare listening to people argue about her. What was the argument? One side was saying she didn't deserve him and the other was saying that she did. Now normally she could handle the arguing but it had since evolved to a yelling match and she was backed into a scared corner where she was on the verge of having a mental breakdown.
(Lol)
âIt sort of is,â Lillian looked at him curiously.
(Lazy days are best days.)
Ryan pulled her close, he couldnât stand seeing her this way. âBelle?â The silence between them made his head spin, he had to fix it, she had to say somethingâŚ
âIt sort of is,â Lillian looked at him curiously.
âNot even a little bit,â
âHow is it not dumb?â
âHow is it not dumb?â
âIâve never heard you say a dumb thing except that you love me. You always have reasons for what you do and itâs never stupid,â
She didn't speak, she wasn't sure that she could. It hurt to listen to but she couldn't stop them if she tried. She just had to wait it out, as painful as it was going to be.
Lillian laughed slightly as a blush grew on her, âOkay, but I love you is dumb? Thatâs the least stupidest thing Iâve ever said.â
She didn't speak, she wasn't sure that she could. It hurt to listen to but she couldn't stop them if she tried. She just had to wait it out, as painful as it was going to be.
Ryan sat on the ground with her in his lap. He decided just to sing to pass their time, â1600, 1600, 1600 on the SATs. Said they gettin', said they gettin' said they gettin' me an SUV. Just a couple miles from the lights of the city, pour a little liquor in my Starbucks Venti. Just 11, just 11 when they said I had the ADD,â
Lillian laughed slightly as a blush grew on her, âOkay, but I love you is dumb? Thatâs the least stupidest thing Iâve ever said.â
âLoving me is stupid but youâre still her with me,â
âDarreeen, loving you is the best thing thatâs ever happened to me.â
Her resolve shattered like glass and she broke down. Her tears were fast and harsh, but silent. They only seemed to get louder, moving from the argument to attacking her. She couldn't take it, but she knew they would never allow her to say anything.
âDarreeen, loving you is the best thing thatâs ever happened to me.â
âBut I couldve have broken you by now, what made you trust me?â
(Calliâs? XD)
Her resolve shattered like glass and she broke down. Her tears were fast and harsh, but silent. They only seemed to get louder, moving from the argument to attacking her. She couldn't take it, but she knew they would never allow her to say anything.
Ryan hugged her closer, âI've been trying to keep up with all of these great expectations, so I keep on faking. We're secretly out of control, nobody knows it, but my mom's got a problem with oxy's and she's angry, cause my dad's office door's always closed, but I stopped knocking. Yeah, we're secretly out of control and everyone knows Oh, it's morning in America. Oh, it's morning in America,â the writers have decided that this was Ryanâs song, it was a lot like his life.
(Calliâs? XD)
(Lol. NEW CHARACTER! Jk)
âDarreeen, loving you is the best thing thatâs ever happened to me.â
âBut I couldve have broken you by now, what made you trust me?â
Then, it started. It was rare that this ever happened but it was definitely possible. The glass shards from her resolve were picked up and slashed across her like a punishment. She winced in pain as cuts appeared on her skin. Most noticeably, her wrists and around her neck. (Sound familiar?? I swear that was not intentional!)
âBecause I know you wonât. Youâve been by my side through thick and thin, why wouldnât I?â
(Sweet dreams are made of this, who am I to disagree? I travel the world and the seven seas⌠everybody's looking for something)
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