forum To Gay or Not to Gay; That is the Question (one on one//closed)

Started July 21, 2018 by @_sleeby_rat_

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Vin sighed a little too as he felt Vien do so and grinned a little down at Vien. Just then, he realized he's never loved anyone else more.

Vien smiled widely as he held Vin a bit closer. He had "loved" people a lot before, but this? This was what love was supposed to feel like

Vin squeezed Vien tighter, wanting him to feel their love, but then he realized, Does he love me as much?

Vien's smile only grew as Vin held him tighter. "I love you, you know that?" he mumbled, his voice a bit muffled from being pressed into Vin's neck

"Yeah… I love you too, and you should know that too."

More of that funny warm feeling spread in Vien's chest at Vin's words. "I know," he eventually answered

"Good." Vin grinned widely.

Vien turned his head a bit so he could press a kiss to Vin's jaw, still grinning as he did so

Vin smiled a little wider and raised his head a little.

Vien continued to press a few affectionate kisses to Vin's jaw and neck, giving him a small squeeze as he held him close

Vin chuckled gently, enjoying the sensations they brought while tightening his grip slightly on the other.

Vien continued what he was doing, doing his best to stay as close to Vin as possible. He had never wanted to be so affectionate before, but he wasn't complaining

Vin moved his arms down to his waist, realizing if he squeezed and harder on Vien's neck, he might've choked him, which death for Vien is the opposite of what he wants.

Vien snuggled more into Vin's hold, not quite realizing that Vin had been squeezing his neck. It was something he had grown used to, what with his "side job" and previous abusive partners

Vin pulled Vien closer and shut his eyes, feeling much more comfortable than wrapping his arms around his other's neck.

Vien smiled as Vin pulled him closer. He snuggled into Vin's grasp, his eyes falling closed. He hadn't realized how tired he was, especially since he had to take care of his prior job

Vin moved his arms up a little and started rubbing Vien's back gently, hoping to return the gentleness that Vien had displayed earlier.

Vien let out a soft sigh as Vin began rubbing at his back. He was usually very tense, even when he thought he was relaxing, so the motions definitely felt nice

Vin smiled a little. "Are you okay? You're a little tense…"

"I'm always tense," Vien mumbled, the words a bit muffled from how he was still pressed against Vin's neck. "Just sort of normal, I guess."

"You should try to relax more often. Bodybuilders can't be tense." He giggled.

"I'm a stressed bodybuilder, I suppose," Vien chuckled. He knew he should be trying to take better care of himself, but he was usually too busy to worry about things like that

Vin chortled too. "But really. You should really try to calm down."

"It's not like I can tell myself to relax. I'm just…always in a state of tenseness," Vien said with a shrug

"I know. Your mentality and stuff." He continued rubbing his back.

"Something like that," Vien mumbled as he pressed his face back into the crook of Vin's neck. He was beginning to relax a little from Vin's touches, though he was still noticeably wound up

"What's wrong, love?" Vin murmured his gentle question as he rubbed his back even more tenderly.

"Just…stressed, I think. But you're definitely helping," Vien assured him quickly. He was beginning to relax a bit into the touch, letting out a soft sigh as he did so

"Okay. If you say so…" He rubbed a little firmer, hoping to work out a few knots that he felt.

Vien hummed in agreement, another soft sigh escaping him as Vin rubbed at his back