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@Crisis

Why do I hate myself
To the point of trying to punish myself

wait then what are you talking about here

Bc for some reason it didn't work and I still have to keep old habits from resurfacing
and fucking failing miserably

@kat_i_am

Why do I hate myself
To the point of trying to punish myself

wait then what are you talking about here

Bc for some reason it didn't work and I still have to keep old habits from resurfacing
and fucking failing miserably

hey
it's all about repetition and consistency and slowly flooding out the bad with the good
have you heard the analogy……..
you have two bowls of sand. one is filled with white sand (good), the other with black (bad)
if you put a grain of white sand in the corrupted bowl, you push out one grain of black sand
the bowl has changed, but not by much
you have to keep putting in white grains of sand, and eventually there will be no room left for the bad stuff

@Crisis

Why do I hate myself
To the point of trying to punish myself

wait then what are you talking about here

Bc for some reason it didn't work and I still have to keep old habits from resurfacing
and fucking failing miserably

hey
it's all about repetition and consistency and slowly flooding out the bad with the good
have you heard the analogy……..
you have two bowls of sand. one is filled with white sand (good), the other with black (bad)
if you put a grain of white sand in the corrupted bowl, you push out one grain of black sand
the bowl has changed, but not by much
you have to keep putting in white grains of sand, and eventually there will be no room left for the bad stuff

Yes but I had gotten rid of it
But now it's back and I fucking hate myself and FRIXKEDY FEACK DINFRDE

Deleted user

AH

y u screm

Why don't you scream?

joke's on you, I'm always screaming on the inside

Same!

@kat_i_am

hey
it's all about repetition and consistency and slowly flooding out the bad with the good
have you heard the analogy……..
you have two bowls of sand. one is filled with white sand (good), the other with black (bad)
if you put a grain of white sand in the corrupted bowl, you push out one grain of black sand
the bowl has changed, but not by much
you have to keep putting in white grains of sand, and eventually there will be no room left for the bad stuff

Yes but I had gotten rid of it
But now it's back and I fucking hate myself and FRIXKEDY FEACK DINFRDE

rid of all the bad stuff?

@Crisis

hey
it's all about repetition and consistency and slowly flooding out the bad with the good
have you heard the analogy……..
you have two bowls of sand. one is filled with white sand (good), the other with black (bad)
if you put a grain of white sand in the corrupted bowl, you push out one grain of black sand
the bowl has changed, but not by much
you have to keep putting in white grains of sand, and eventually there will be no room left for the bad stuff

Yes but I had gotten rid of it
But now it's back and I fucking hate myself and FRIXKEDY FEACK DINFRDE

rid of all the bad stuff?

Rid of the habit. I temporarily got rid of my self hate after I got out of my situation but then school started again and the notes and everything and people and anxiety
But now the habit is back.

@kat_i_am

consider
alpacas instead

Nah fam
Llamas all the way

no
alpacas are cuter and softer and fluffier and smol
also
they can literally die of loneliness so that's a mood

Deleted user

i guess you did know

know what

prepare to be amazed! or want to throw yourself out of a moving vehicle whatever. you are about to feel one of the two

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