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@kat_i_am

also
let's consider
how much I've been sharing about my depression recently
and let's not forget
how less than an hour ago
we all took this quiz made by a professional to find out how depressed we all were
and we all got severely depressed as our results and then virtually high fived
we're all queens (and kings) of oversharing here

@kat_i_am

do you wanna DM me? I'm happy to listen to you rant

i would like to but
i'd have to be super vague

okay go for it
I think we already have a dm?
from that one time

@kat_i_am

have you ever seen anything so beautiful that just sharing it on it's original site isn't enough? u just have to show it to everyone? yes that's me with that word

@kat_i_am

you know what's important for me to remember
even though You Will Be Found starts sad (and far too relatable), the overall message of the song is…. well. It's…. this.

Let that lonely feeling wash away
Maybe there’s a reason to believe you’ll be okay
‘Cause when you don’t feel strong enough to stand
You can reach, reach out your hand
And oh, someone will coming running
And I know, they’ll take you home
Even when the dark comes crashing through
When you need a friend to carry you
And when you’re broken on the ground
You will be found
and idk that's very important to remember and this song means a lot to me and I feel like I too often get wrapped up in my misery and thinking all this, feeling all this:
Have you ever felt like nobody was there?
Have you ever felt forgotten in the middle of nowhere?
Have you ever felt like you could disappear?
Like you could fall, and no one would hear?
and really the whole song is 6 minutes and zero seconds telling me that I don't need to feel that way because people love me and care about me and they'll help me and I'll reach up and I'll rise again.

@Crisis

HALLO ROSE
GNIGHT SLY
I LIKE GREEKSALAD AND STARKSPANGLED BANNER
I didn't miss anything crucial did I
I'm too lazy to go back and read

@kat_i_am

HALLO ROSE
GNIGHT SLY
I LIKE GREEKSALAD AND STARKSPANGLED BANNER
I didn't miss anything crucial did I
I'm too lazy to go back and read

just my lil angsty bit about You Will Be Found
that's p much it
(please read it it's important to me lol, it's like 3 texts up)

@Crisis

Alright. I'm not crying

I'M SORRY DID I MAKE YOU CRY

ITS NOT YOU ITS JUST EVERYTHING AND ON TOP OF THAT THE ANGSTY YOU WILL BE FOUND IS JUST WHAT I NEEDED TO HEAR

@kat_i_am

(Rose doesn't seem to be here anymore, and while they may be back…. imma continue being angsty and hope I don't scare them away)
I made this new playlist on my phone
it's called sos
and it's a mix of sad songs that make me cry (cough cough heaven by troye sivan) and like…. songs like You will be found and Secret for the Mad (dodie, go listen to it)

@kat_i_am

Alright. I'm not crying

I'M SORRY DID I MAKE YOU CRY

ITS NOT YOU ITS JUST EVERYTHING AND ON TOP OF THAT THE ANGSTY YOU WILL BE FOUND IS JUST WHAT I NEEDED TO HEAR

EXCELLENT GLAD MY ANGST CAN HELP SOMEONE
also go ahead and rant about your therapist

@Crisis

Alright here I go
So
I know that therapy doesn't help right away it takes time
But my therapist isn't doing much to be honest
Like, I was sort of honest when I started going back a couple months ago
But like
Last week I went and I told him
I am extremely depressed and tired and he's like
'Well before we get into why your depressed I have a TED talk to show you'
And like
It was a good TED talk but it had nothing to do with anything I was there for (depression, anxiety, moodiness) and we never got around to talking about my depression. So ya