forum To Gay or Not to Gay; That is the Question (one on one//closed)

Started July 21, 2018 by @_sleeby_rat_

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"What can I do to help?" Vien asked softly, his arms wrapping around Vin as he held him close. "Please let me help. It hurts to see you upset like this."

"I ran out of medicine." He tightened his grip on Vien, hoping it wasn't too obvious he was suffering.

"Can you have some of mine?" Vien asked, trying to think of ways to help Vin. He began to rub gently up and down Vin's back, trying to help him somehow

"No-it's yours… I don't want to take any of it… thank you, though…" He squeezed his eyes shut.

"Would sleep help? When do you get a refill of your medication?" Vien asked softly, trying not to overwhelm Vin

"I don't think sleep will help… I'll get nightmares, and my refill is due next week."

"Baal has a sort of calming magic he can use. Do you think that'd help?"

Vin shook his head. "No… this is okay…"

"Okay," Vien answered softly. He held Vin like that for a moment longer before laying down on the couch, tugging Vin with him gently so that he was laying on his back and Vin was on top of him. It looked a little comical since Vien was so tall his feet stuck over the edge, but he was trying

Vin curled around him and hugged him. "Sorry…" He didn't know why he was apologizing, but it seemed right.

"Don't be, love," Vien assured him. "You've had a rough morning. It's my job as your boyfriend to help you feel better."

Vin inhaled gently and deeply, slowly calming down. He squeezed his eyes shut harder.

Vien began to hum something softly, the tune sounding similar to a lullaby. He still wasn't feeling too good himself, but being able to help Vin made him feel a lot better

Vin tried to fight off sleep, not wanting to suffer through nightmares, so he tightened his grip on Vien and opened his eyes.

Vien gave Vin a small squeeze before leaning down, pressing a few gentle kisses to Vin's face

Vin avoided Vien's gaze and gently wrapped his arms around his neck.

Vien continued what he was doing, pressing kiss after kiss to Vin's face and neck. He shifted his grip a bit so he would be able to run his hands up and down Vin's sides

Vin made a faint noise in his throat and laid his head back, and half-closed his eyes.

"Feeling a little better?" Vien asked softly, keeping his voice down as he continued to be as affectionate as he could

Vin nodded. "Yeah… sorry… this is probably really annoying, considering you just…"

"No, it's not," Vien assured him. "Making you feel better helps me too. It helps me not feel…useless."

Vin swallowed. "O-okay… well, it's helping, some, so thanks…"

"Of course," Vien murmured. He leaned up a bit, pressing a gentle kiss to Vin's lips before breaking away. "I love you."

Vin tightened his grip on Vien's neck and mumbled, "I love you too."

Vien smiled softly at that. He pressed another quick kiss to Vin's lips before resting his chin on top of the other's head

Vin gently stroked his chest, feeling better than he did a few minutes before, but still empty-feeling.

Vien continued to rub at Vin's sides, letting out a slow breath as he did so. He wish he could do more to help Vin, but he guessed he just had to make do

Vin set his head down slowly and released the tension in his neck. I'm okay…

One of Vien's hands moved up, running gently through Vin's hair while he continued to hold the other close

Vin sighed gently and moved his hands to his arm, then started gently stroking it, feeling it was the best he could do.