wait I had something to say
wait I remembered (only took me 2 minutes wow)
you guys wanna know my most common intrusive thought
when I'm like
on the highway if I'm sitting next to the car door
I really wanna open it
like I never do
but
eyah
I feel like death
MOOD
we should both sleep
but sleeping is hard so we're not going to
Sleeping is so hard! Butter knives and stuff
oof bad butter knives
It feels like chainsaws rn actually. I think I can hear them
oof
turn them off
wiat it doesn't work like that don't listen to me I'm dumb
I try to do the to do list thing bc like I bullet journal but depression has made it hard recently
and I don't even have stuff to rearrange lol
m i n i m a l i s m
Dust, hand wash dishes, idk
okay
bedtime
what needs to happen
uhhhhhhh
I'M SO MAD THIS REALLY CUTE BOY NAMED GRIFFIN IS AT THE DANCE I DIDN'T GO TO MY FRIEND SIERRA JUST TEXTED ME
well like half an hour but like
I just picked up my phone
wow I missed out
he's so cute
look at this boy
he's perfect
why do ppl hate him
wait he's kinda mean
I guess that's why ppl hate him
but really he's just doing his best
bursts into the chat after missing ten pages again
DID SOMEONE SAY BAKUGOU
I JUST WANTED TO SEE HIM AGAIN
I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD
BUT I HAD A CHANCE
AHHHH
NOOOOOO
he's really cute
guys
ahhhh
curse depression and exhaustion and my hatred of socializing
he's
so
cute
ahhh
his name is griffin did I tell you that
he's
so cute
we had like 1 dance together
but he's so cute
guys
depression sucks bc it makes you not even want to brush your teeth, let alone put in your retainers, but that's gross, so I do it anyways, even tho depression tells me I don't want to
kinda wanna leave the house in my pjs and retainers to go to the dance to see griffin
confess my undying love
(we only met one time months ago that would be creepy I ain't doing that)
lucky for me, I didn't get braces until after I was done with my depressive spells
see but I'm done with braces
but depression came back lol
fun
OKAY BUT GUYS
SIERRA SAYS SHE CHA CHA SLID NEXT TO CUTE BOY GRIFFIN
ASKING HER TO GET HIS INSTA OR SOMETHING FOR ME
I WANT TO BE HIS FRIEND HE'S REALLY CUTE
just the fact that I know his name is a miracle
I called him cute boy griffin every time I told one of my friends lol
so it's ingrained/engrained which one idk but it is that into my mind
cries bc she has missed out
this was my one true love guys
Alrighty my dudes, I must go so I can go to church in the morning, I'll be back when I am done with my churchy boiis! night, love ya <3
Thatβs what I thought too. But. Sniff
lol that's wonderful
And I bet you'd rock the dance floor in your pajamas and retainer
Oh shoot sorry that was late