Tired brain is realizing that "she pinned me to the bed" may sound sexual bc ben said "I'd pin you to the bed in .2 seconds" in a v seductive voice when he heard that story
I'd like to clarify that we were in a hotel and no hanky panky occurred
I SAY IT IRL TOO
MY FRIENDS ALL KNOW I'M NOT SERIOUS
DENISSE TOOK IT UPON HERSELF TO PROVE IT ONE TIME
I SAID IT ONCE AND SHE PINNED ME TO THE BED IN .2 SECONDSMy brother was dissing Hamilton during the baptism and I had to restrain myself from yelling fight me in the middle of the song
nice lol
Sleep
Is
For
The
Weak
Sleep
Is
For
The
Weak
sameeee
I mean I am weak
but I'm still not sleeping
Sleep
Is
For
The
Weaksameeee
I mean I am weak
but I'm still not sleeping
It's 11:04 pm
I shall not let sleep take me
wait it's only 8:05 here
u need sleep
go to sleep
I'm trying to get ppl to motivate me to take care of myself
u gotta take care of yourself
shiro is a mood
if you can even read it lol
I had to hold my screen like 5 inches away and I'm wearing my glasses
which
[rob
need
cleaned
this was interesting to come back to 2 hours later.
I had to click on it then set my computer zoom to 250%
Just to read that
this was interesting to come back to 2 hours later.
oh hi
we change topics a lot
and I'm getting Extra sleep deprived and loopy now
oh no
sorry
I'll prob read this in the morning when I'm like
more lucid
and prob regret it
but is that gonna stop me from texting you all now?
nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
Now I have Smooth Criminal stuck in my head
ive listened too it like 200 times cause
mm
its good
Now I have Smooth Criminal stuck in my head
ive listened too it like 200 times cause
mm
its good
I mean, ive never heard the original,but the glee version
is
so
good
wow this is so pretyt goals
like i posted this a half hour ago
but
here
its good
Yesterday I literally ate half a veggie wrap from subway, 4 sour patch watermelons and….. no I think that's it. And maybe 8 ounces of water. I've been averaging 5-5.5 hours of sleep a night (insomnia is rude lol). And before yesterday, I still haven't been eating well and barely any water.
Though I did eat 3 meals today (one was a milkshake and fries from mcdonaldsbut it counts okay?), my stomach has shrunk…. I ate one simosa (like an Indian dumpling) at dinner and then I was so full I couldn't even eat the veggie soup (can't even remember the name of it now, I can barely think straight…..HA that's funny bc I'm not straight. can't ever think straight. I'm so gay. I need a nap.) wait I'm bi. uhhhhhhh okay moving on
aside from physical………. uh haven't been journaling and that's bad for my brain. Any meditating I have done (usually meditate daily), I can't do it for more than like 30 seconds (which is a far cry from my upper limit of like 15 minutes). Haven't used my bullet journal which keeps me driven. Haven't….. haven't done any writing or any other real work like all week.help
Okay
Drink more water to expand your stomach. If you can, try to eat five small meals a day instead of the standard three large ones. Protein and vegetables come before grains and dairy, so if you can't eat much at least try to eat those. I told you about melatonin, I usually take three miligrams but I'm also on other medication so I recommend taking ten milligrams at seven thirty, any later and you're drowsy as fuck all morning. I hope you can get access to that. I've got more gimme a second
Kat did you see this
my headphone jack still isn't working lol can't watch it oops
but look at this
spaceeee
I love it
Yesterday I literally ate half a veggie wrap from subway, 4 sour patch watermelons and….. no I think that's it. And maybe 8 ounces of water. I've been averaging 5-5.5 hours of sleep a night (insomnia is rude lol). And before yesterday, I still haven't been eating well and barely any water.
Though I did eat 3 meals today (one was a milkshake and fries from mcdonaldsbut it counts okay?), my stomach has shrunk…. I ate one simosa (like an Indian dumpling) at dinner and then I was so full I couldn't even eat the veggie soup (can't even remember the name of it now, I can barely think straight…..HA that's funny bc I'm not straight. can't ever think straight. I'm so gay. I need a nap.) wait I'm bi. uhhhhhhh okay moving on
aside from physical………. uh haven't been journaling and that's bad for my brain. Any meditating I have done (usually meditate daily), I can't do it for more than like 30 seconds (which is a far cry from my upper limit of like 15 minutes). Haven't used my bullet journal which keeps me driven. Haven't….. haven't done any writing or any other real work like all week.help
Okay
Drink more water to expand your stomach. If you can, try to eat five small meals a day instead of the standard three large ones. Protein and vegetables come before grains and dairy, so if you can't eat much at least try to eat those. I told you about melatonin, I usually take three miligrams but I'm also on other medication so I recommend taking ten milligrams at seven thirty, any later and you're drowsy as fuck all morning. I hope you can get access to that. I've got more gimme a secondKat did you see this
Yes I did
I've been waiting for mood
WAITING FOR MORE
not for mood
that doesn't make sense lol
but like
I don't think we have melatonin lol
maybe I can get my mom to buy some next time she goes to the store
what does melatonin taste like
did you know
the average person never tastes melatonin
your body just makes it
and it stays in your body
where does it go
I could tell you but hormones were my least fav unit in bio lol
but like
it's all in like
head
and body
you never taste melatonin unless you take more
what does melatonin taste like
You can get flavored dissolve tablets, regular pills or liquid. I recommend regular pills
Ten milligrams at seven thirty
Don't forget seven thirty if you get ten milligrams otherwise you will hate yourself in the morning
Also it's a completely natural supplement, if you're parents would be concerned about that
where's chuck
I left for ten minutes to go to dinner but then he left
so I think he prob went to bed
it's like
16 there
8+8=16
what's 16:00
wait but not 16:00
uhhh
to
9
10
11
12
1
2
3
4
it's early there
four am
I don't even know what melatonin is…
WAITING FOR MORE
not for mood
that doesn't make sense lol
Yeah sorry my internet keeps cutting off. I'm not far from home tho
what does melatonin taste like
You can get flavored dissolve tablets, regular pills or liquid. I recommend regular pills
Ten milligrams at seven thirty
Don't forget seven thirty if you get ten milligrams otherwise you will hate yourself in the morning
Also it's a completely natural supplement, if you're parents would be concerned about that
yeah I know it's completely natural
they'd prob be fine
they prob just want me to get more sleep lol
what if I hate myself all the time
what will taking melatonin do in the morning then
wait I prob shouldn't send this
….. i'mma do it anyways
I don't even know what melatonin is…
It's the chemical in your body that induces relaxation and sleep. I take supplements bc my body doesn't produce enough
where's chuck
I left for ten minutes to go to dinner but then he left
so I think he prob went to bed
it's like
16 there
8+8=16
what's 16:00
wait but not 16:00
uhhh
to
9
10
11
12
1
2
3
4
it's early there
four am
math
wow
not even sure what's happening here, but 16:00 is 4:00pm, so you almost had it right the first time.
I don't even know what melatonin is…
hormone that makes you sleep
something in your body makes it
but I'm tired and can't remember where makes it or where it goes