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@kat_i_am

also speaking of taking care of oneself… I have been absolutely terrible at doing that recently and I kind of need a guilt trip to try and trick my brain into caring about my wellbeing…..
can y'all do that for me (this will involve me telling you how terrible I've been at basic human-ing recently and prob some of your appall (is that a noun?))

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Kat

if you don't take care of yourself

you will miss out on petting so many cats

@Crisis

Kat
You need to take care of yourself
I'm not gonna try to guilt you into doing so, bc that's a personal decision you need to make consciously.

@kat_i_am

Yesterday I literally ate half a veggie wrap from subway, 4 sour patch watermelons and….. no I think that's it. And maybe 8 ounces of water. I've been averaging 5-5.5 hours of sleep a night (insomnia is rude lol). And before yesterday, I still haven't been eating well and barely any water.
Though I did eat 3 meals today (one was a milkshake and fries from mcdonalds but it counts okay?), my stomach has shrunk…. I ate one simosa (like an Indian dumpling) at dinner and then I was so full I couldn't even eat the veggie soup (can't even remember the name of it now, I can barely think straight…..HA that's funny bc I'm not straight. can't ever think straight. I'm so gay. I need a nap.) wait I'm bi. uhhhhhhh okay moving on
aside from physical………. uh haven't been journaling and that's bad for my brain. Any meditating I have done (usually meditate daily), I can't do it for more than like 30 seconds (which is a far cry from my upper limit of like 15 minutes). Haven't used my bullet journal which keeps me driven. Haven't….. haven't done any writing or any other real work like all week.

help

@kat_i_am

Kat
You need to take care of yourself
I'm not gonna try to guilt you into doing so, bc that's a personal decision you need to make consciously.

oh no
then don't read the text I just sent
you'll be appalled
also it's not really me so much as depression brain and like…. literally not caring if I exist or not lol so not taking care of my existence

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Kat hunny you need to slow down and take a deep breath

@Crisis

Yesterday I literally ate half a veggie wrap from subway, 4 sour patch watermelons and….. no I think that's it. And maybe 8 ounces of water. I've been averaging 5-5.5 hours of sleep a night (insomnia is rude lol). And before yesterday, I still haven't been eating well and barely any water.
Though I did eat 3 meals today (one was a milkshake and fries from mcdonalds but it counts okay?), my stomach has shrunk…. I ate one simosa (like an Indian dumpling) at dinner and then I was so full I couldn't even eat the veggie soup (can't even remember the name of it now, I can barely think straight…..HA that's funny bc I'm not straight. can't ever think straight. I'm so gay. I need a nap.) wait I'm bi. uhhhhhhh okay moving on
aside from physical………. uh haven't been journaling and that's bad for my brain. Any meditating I have done (usually meditate daily), I can't do it for more than like 30 seconds (which is a far cry from my upper limit of like 15 minutes). Haven't used my bullet journal which keeps me driven. Haven't….. haven't done any writing or any other real work like all week.

help

Okay
Drink more water to expand your stomach. If you can, try to eat five small meals a day instead of the standard three large ones. Protein and vegetables come before grains and dairy, so if you can't eat much at least try to eat those. I told you about melatonin, I usually take three miligrams but I'm also on other medication so I recommend taking ten milligrams at seven thirty, any later and you're drowsy as fuck all morning. I hope you can get access to that. I've got more gimme a second

@Crisis

I am older than you

IDGAF IM CLEARLY MORE RESPONSIBLE, I DONT GO AROUND TRYING TO START FIGHTS ONLINE

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GOOD DAY FAIR PEOPLE

bye sly love you

Love you too!

@kat_i_am

I am older than you

IDGAF IM CLEARLY MORE RESPONSIBLE, I DONT GO AROUND TRYING TO START FIGHTS ONLINE

I'M NOT GONNA ACTUALLY FIGHT ANYONE

@kat_i_am

I SAY IT IRL TOO
MY FRIENDS ALL KNOW I'M NOT SERIOUS
DENISSE TOOK IT UPON HERSELF TO PROVE IT ONE TIME
I SAID IT ONCE AND SHE PINNED ME TO THE BED IN .2 SECONDS

@Crisis

I SAY IT IRL TOO
MY FRIENDS ALL KNOW I'M NOT SERIOUS
DENISSE TOOK IT UPON HERSELF TO PROVE IT ONE TIME
I SAID IT ONCE AND SHE PINNED ME TO THE BED IN .2 SECONDS

My brother was dissing Hamilton during the baptism and I had to restrain myself from yelling fight me in the middle of the song