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Ryan dropped his smile, "You were just going to let this happen,"
Ryan dropped his smile, "You were just going to let this happen,"
"Well what else am I supposed to do? I trust you. Why? Do I have a reason not to?" She was confused. Had she done something wrong?
Ryan smiled again, "Love you,"
"Love you too." She smiled sweetly.
(I was a girl once… That's so weird to think about)
Ryan looked around the room, his smile growing.
(I'm starting to think the more tired you get, the more drunk/high your thoughts get.)
She glanced around, what did he see? "What? What is it?"
(That is 100% accurate. But everyone starts out as female in the womb before developing more or less testosterone and estrogen. I was a woman once… Yeah I get insanerererer when I'm tired)
"You know, they can see you," as creepy as that sounded, it seemed to please Ryan.
"That sounded a lot creepier than I think it meant to. I don't like being watched." Now she could feel what felt like hundreds of eyes on her. It freaked her out. "Too much attention. Too much attention." Now that she was aware of it, she was going to have a panic attack from it.
"It's just one person," he smiled, "She's okay,"
She tried to calm down but her breathing was unsteady and sharp. She couldn't concentrate on her normal breathing exercises.
(Men can lactate too!)
She tried to calm down but her breathing was unsteady and sharp. She couldn't concentrate on her normal breathing exercises.
Ryan turned to her quickly, "Hey," His joking voice was gone, "Calm down honey, we were talking about Liz so she came,"
She needed something to focus on otherwise she'd start hyperventilating. But his voice was gone too soon, she'd just started to concentrate.
Ryan turned her head, forcing her to look into his eyes, something that didn't change as he rambled on about some random subject he had learned about.
She could pinpoint his voice, something familiar, something that wouldn't change. She could finally focus and she started to calm down.
"It includes everything from elementary equation solving to the study of abstractions such as groups, rings, and fields. The more basic parts of algebra are called elementary algebra, the more abstract parts are called abstract algebra or modern algebra. Elementary algebra is generally considered to be essential for any study of mathematics, science, or engineering, as well as such applications as medicine and economics. Abstract algebra is a major area in advanced mathematics, studied primarily by professional mathematicians." Ryan rambled about, yes, a boring subject but it was the first thing he thought of, "Sooo yeah, math is needed,"
"Interesting topic, though also extremely boring." She finally relaxed. You haven't even met this girl and the first thing she sees of you is you almost having a panic attack. Rocky start but we can still save this.
Ryan laughed, "Everybody hates math, I figured you'd come out of your panic just to slap me,"
"It's not that I hate math, it's just that it's so boring it makes me want to actually shoot myself." She smiled a little.
"Boom. It worked didn't it," He smiled.
"Mostly because I just needed something to focus on so I could concentrate on my breathing exercises."
"I still feel victorious, but I'm proud of you,"
"Not much to be proud of but okay." She mumbled under her breath.
"Umm, not true! I'm always proud of you and especially proud to be with you,"
"I'm really starting to think that the standard I hold myself at and you hold me at aren't the same."
"Probably not the same and is safe to think that,"
"Yeah, I think it's pretty obvious that my bar of standards is set a lot higher than yours."
"Wah," he closed his eyes, things didn't even make sense to him right now.
(I think I'm actually dying of exhaustion so Imma go to bed. Night!)
"I love you." She whispered sweetly.
(Ugh same! Good night!)
Ryan smiled, "Love you more,"
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