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Started July 06, 2018 by Deleted user

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I ate a muffin and applesauce
Which sadly wasn't poisoned

I ate a muffin and applesauce
Which sadly wasn't poisoned

okay mood but also consider
we would miss you and be very sad

My brother is annoyed at me bc I keep calling the English muffins just muffins

This is correct though so tell him to shove it

Okay quote isn't working for me atm
So Kat: r u sure?? But ok thank you
Chuck: I will tell him that lol

LOL

Okay quote isn't working for me atm
So Kat: r u sure?? But ok thank you
Chuck: I will tell him that lol

Yes I'm sure I would miss you, just as I'm sure you would miss me if I were to die

I feel I would be missed but it's gonna happen at some point. Can't live forever you know?

No, you can't live forever
but you can live as long as possible

And you would definitely be missed

Hopefully not too much. I wouldn't want my suffering to end just to cause more suffering for others.

Hopefully not too much. I wouldn't want my suffering to end just to cause more suffering for others.

It's mourning, friend. The mourning period. The five stages of grief. All that jazz

also my friends
replies are gonna be spotty for a bit bc I'm gonna wash my face and I'm still cleaning up from my trip lol

Hopefully not too much. I wouldn't want my suffering to end just to cause more suffering for others.

It's mourning, friend. The mourning period. The five stages of grief. All that jazz

Yes I know but I don't like seeing people hurt or upset

Especially if it's my fault

So, apparently it isn't good to get only 5 hours of sleep.

I mean it isn't ideal but meh. Good enough pal.

Especially if it's my fault

It's not your fault if you die hon
at least, hopefully not (pls no suicide)

Hi guys! I just got back from camp and it was amazing! Can I maybe talk about it here for a little bit?

Hi guys! I just got back from camp and it was amazing! Can I maybe talk about it here for a little bit?

Yes! Of course

Sure

Hi guys! I just got back from camp and it was amazing! Can I maybe talk about it here for a little bit?

Yeah go ahead!

Especially if it's my fault

It's not your fault if you die hon
at least, hopefully not (pls no suicide)

No suicide. But if the grieving people were to never have known me then they wouldn't be hurt by my death making me at fault. I just don't like that. Just because I can't help it doesn't mean it isn't my fault.

Especially if it's my fault

It's not your fault if you die hon
at least, hopefully not (pls no suicide)

No suicide. But if the grieving people were to never have known me then they wouldn't be hurt by my death making me at fault. I just don't like that. Just because I can't help it doesn't mean it isn't my fault.

Okay so if this is about that thing last night that you wanted me to drop… it's not your fault. You dying is not your fault unless you kill yourself.
It is our choice to be your friends. And we will stick with you through all of it. No matter what. And if we never get to meet you irl, fine. We got to know you here, and that's all that really matters. I love you.
Okay?

Yeah. I love you too I just don't like that if I'm gone that people are going to suffer. I didn't like the feeling when I scared you guys a few days ago and dying is so much worse.

Okay, so the first day I was completely and utterly terrified. But we went on a hike and the cabins got to turn their counselors into ice cream sundaes (not literally, we just got to cover them in whipped cream and sprinkles and stuff) which was fun. Also, the cabin right next to mine had a really cute girl in their group. I think I'm in love. But the next day was cool, I got to go swimming and did a few crafts and stuff. On the third day we woke up at like, four AM and went swimming. Yay. Then we went in the Zorbs, which are human sized inflatable hamster balls and they have you go in them and get a bucket of water thrown on you and you get to roll down a hill inside the Zorb. Then we got to sleep outside under the stars. The next day, we went ziplineing and ate doughnuts. Then on day five, we did the High Adventure Obstacle Course and did this thing called ThunderCarts where one person ride around in this gokart and their cabinmates took turns pushing them. My team won. After that, we went to chapel and then went to Glory Bowl, whsee people could go up and share their testimony as Christians. It was amazing hearing people talk so passionately about God. Then everyone in camp prayed and we went to bed. Then, this morning, we woke up and cleaned out our cabins and went home. So yeah. Camp was great.

Yeah. I love you too I just don't like that if I'm gone that people are going to suffer. I didn't like the feeling when I scared you guys a few days ago and dying is so much worse.

Hey. We have Kim. If anything happens to you, we won't be left in the dark. Kim will let us know. And we will grieve. And it will probably take us some time, but that's okay. Whenever you lose a loved one, that's hard.

Okay, so the first day I was completely and utterly terrified. But we went on a hike and the cabins got to turn their counselors into ice cream sundaes (not literally, we just got to cover them in whipped cream and sprinkles and stuff) which was fun. Also, the cabin right next to at mine had a really cute girl in their group. I think I'm in love. But the next day was cool, I got to go swimming and did a few crafts and stuff. On the third day we woke up at like, four AM and went swimming. Yay. Then we went in the Zorbs, which are human sized inflatable hamster balls and they have you go in them and get a bucket of water thrown on you and you get to roll down a hill inside the Zorb. Then we got to sleep outside under the stars. The next day, we went ziplineing and ate doughnuts. Then on day five, we did the High Adventure Obstacle Course and did this thing called ThunderCarts where one person ride around in this gokart and their cabinmates took turns pushing them. My team won. After that, we went to chapel and then went to Glory Bowl, whsee people could go up and share their testimony as Christians. It was amazing hearing people talk so passionately about God. Then everyone in camp prayed and we went to bed. Then, this morning, we woke up and cleaned out our cabins and went home. So yeah. Camp was great.

That sounds amazing!
And same @ the cute girl

Yeah. I love you too I just don't like that if I'm gone that people are going to suffer. I didn't like the feeling when I scared you guys a few days ago and dying is so much worse.

Hey. We have Kim. If anything happens to you, we won't be left in the dark. Kim will let us know. And we will grieve. And it will probably take us some time, but that's okay. Whenever you lose a loved one, that's hard.

I don't want to die. I don't want people to be upset. I don't know.

Yeah. I love you too I just don't like that if I'm gone that people are going to suffer. I didn't like the feeling when I scared you guys a few days ago and dying is so much worse.

Hey. We have Kim. If anything happens to you, we won't be left in the dark. Kim will let us know. And we will grieve. And it will probably take us some time, but that's okay. Whenever you lose a loved one, that's hard.

I don't want to die. I don't want people to be upset. I don't know.

It's okay not to know.
I don't think anyone really wants to die. No one wants to hurt their loved ones. But…. IDK I feel like…. we wouldn't be upset as much as just grieving? Grieving is okay, Chuck. If I died, you would grieve, wouldn't you? And that's okay. Grieving shows that you loved whomever passed on, and it lets you heal.
Denial. Anger. Bargaining. Depression. Acceptance.
Everyone will reach stage 5. It will be okay in the end. If you die, it is not your fault. It is okay.

Okay. Thank youu