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Started July 14, 2018 by Deleted user

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Why does this have to be so complicated?
I don't know me but stop getting sidetracked.
Ugh fine me. Right, is it something with work? Perhaps she's had an existential crisis.

why did we have to have unprotected sex that one night? oh, wait we're a married couple. of course, we did. FUCK

Maybe this will all blow over tomorrow, or she'll tell me what's up.

I'm not going to tell him until it's obvious. I'm older, so I can take care of it, and myself. I'll be okay until the time being… She felt a little trickle of excitement. A child, though… I hope it's healthier than the ones I've seen…

"Are we really going to watch this for the rest of the day?"

"HUH?" She asked loudly, jumping out of her thoughts. "Oh, I don't care." She finished quickly.

"Do you want me to get you any more snacks?"

"No, I'm good, thanks." Nervousness had filled her right up.

"Are you sure? I mean it's almost like you're eating for two," He joked.

Lil started in shock and tried to hide it. "I'm fine, thanks."

"Okay, love." He looked up at the tv and started to chuckle that two grown adults were watching a show about an animated child doctor.

But Lil wasn't watching it. She continued staring at the pretzel thing with worry in her head and stomach.

"I can't," He shook his head, streching to grab the remote. He changed the channel to Bob's Burgers.

(yeee)

Lil nodded idly. "Yeah…" She said it oddly and distantly, not exactly present.

(yeee)

"Do you want to go to bed?" He asked, thinking she may simply be tired.

"No, I'm not tired. You can go if you want…" She still had that tone of voice. What if he wants to… oh god we can't! I can't let him find out that way, he'll be pissed!

He looked at the time, it was about midday. "Yeah, I might actually take a nap."

"Okay, night." She could think better without him worrying her more.

"Mmm, Night," He dragged himself off the sofa and into their bed. He curled up under the covers and closed his eyes.

Now she could worry herself sick in peace. She grabbed her phone and looked up infant illnesses and worried herself more about that. Oh my god what if they die, when I'm all alone in that hospital bed? I don't think I'd be able to pick myself back up…

Razin let himself drift through thoughts, the main one being, What is bothering her? He thought through many conclusions to this, none of them making sense. Then his tired mind landed on one that made his heart skip What if she wants a divorce?

Lil threw her phone and grabbed her face. Oh my god noooo this is terribleee…

He opened his eye, No, that couldn't be it. If she wanted a divorce why did we visit her parents?
Becuase they invited us. And it would explain all the snacks, she's stress eating, preparing to dump my sorry arse.
No, He thought, No, that wouldn't make sense. Just go to sleep and deal with it later.

Lil grabbed her pillow. Could I just… not? I should tell him now, I'm as ready as I'll ever be, I suppose…
"R-Razin! I have something to tell you… Could you come here, please?" She shouted this so he could hear her if he was asleep.

He opened his eyes and got out of bed, "Yeah?" He called out from the top of the stairs, slowly walking down them.

Lil got up and nervously paced. She felt something in her stomach jolt. Is the baby nervous too? Cuz I certainly am…

He walked through the doorway of the living room, "What is it?" He said, hiding his own nerves. He was certain she was about to tell him they were over.

She turned. She looked very stressed and she was holding her tummy. "I- I'm…" FUCK STOP MAKING A FOOL OF YOURSELF!
"I'M PREGNANT!" She blurted out, taking her own advice.

He paused for a moment, "Re-really?" He asked, finding it impossible to keep the smile off his face.

Lil sighed. "Yes."