forum Anyone want a British friend? https://www.notebook.ai/forum/general-chat/did-you-know-lostboy2

Started July 06, 2018 by Deleted user

tune

cute pidge pic
I love pidge

THE PIDGEPOCALYPSE HAS BEGUN!!!

okay
so two things
first
kasse
I kinda forgot lol
but I actually keep a pic of her in my wallet? She gave me her senior pic at lunch one day (well, a copy of it) and I like
put it in my wallet for safekeeping
and I forgot it was there
but I found it the other day
and she's so pretty I love her

second
you know…. how yesterday….. y'all were like Kat you're cute and I was like lol sure if you say so, you don't even remember how I look lol
well
okay actually context first
at my aunt's house I was just watching youtube on my phone and my sis says to me "have you ever considered…. just becoming a 1970s mom? You look like a cute 1970s mom rn." It's the big hair guys. My hair is fluffy today. And my flower blouse (the same one from the profile pic a while ago… don't judge me I literally have only 4 diff shirts rn and 2 of them are solid black………)
so
my sister did a lil photoshoot of me while we were walking home
bc I look cute today
and I looked at the photos
and yes I actually am the cutest 10/10 this is what self love feels like

lol

also my shoe is untied in one of the pics
and I'm getting application errors so that's fun too

I'm getting them too :( super annoying

I said I was gonna go write
I got past writers block
but
now I'm like
I don't wanna write
ALL WEEK I'VE WANTED TO WRITE BUT COULDN'T BC WRITERS BLOCK
AND NOW THAT I CAN
I DON'T WANNA???
brain, this is bullying, stop bullying me, let me want to do what I want to do

lol that happens to me WAY too often

I'm writing with a group of people, but they don't really do much writing, so when I stop, the whole thing stops.

oof lol that sucks

It's not that they're lazy or anything. They do most of the planning and stuff.

That's good
I've never worked with people for writing before. Idk how you manage to make that work

It's all done on a shared google doc, so we all just write on our own time.
Also, it has to do with the type of story we're writing.

guys
one week until I might see jessy
also
she's talked me into doing a Steven Universe Marathon? I've never seen it
but she wants me too
so after our froyo date we're gonna binge season 1 which is like ten hours so that's so long
WAIT
I just realized
if we're watching SU…. how am I gonna get a chance to tell her lol

Tell her before?

but then
if she doesn't like me back
what if the 10 hour marathon of SU is awkward
oh no

oh no

After…?

but
idk
ahhh
this ruins all my plans lol
neither of us can legally drive yet
she hasn't had her license long enough to drive without a licensed driver in the front seat
and I'm getting my permit next week
so after our 10 hour marathon (5 if we only do half the first season)…. that's just so long already?
IDK
oh no (also all these oh nos are v plaintive and resigned)

uhhhhhh
kill me?

also
the driving thing is relevant bc we have to get rides
so I can't do it in the car either way

Oh no

I was just gonna like
take her on a walk
but like
after we hang out for 6-11 hours (including an hour for froyo and 5-10 hours of SU) either her parents will want me out or mine will want me home

crappppppppppppppppppppppp

nooooooooooooooooooooooo

._.

hnnnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggg
I was like
planning what I was gonna say
what if I only get one more chance to hang out with her with just the two of us
what if I don't get to tell her
AHHHHHH

is the universe against kasse
is that it

I honestly have 0 advice this is a problem

I'm trying to think of something helpful