@Elder-God-Jacks347
"I'm worried. I hate seeing you hurt. Not to mention we have no idea what it is or what to do about it. My anxiety is too active to just let me think it through."
"I'm worried. I hate seeing you hurt. Not to mention we have no idea what it is or what to do about it. My anxiety is too active to just let me think it through."
"I'm not dead, I'm alive and if the Oni wouldn't have come you still wouldn't know,"
"Know about what?" The darkness had stopped, but at this point, anything anxiety-inducing would set her off. She was teetering on the edge of the swirling abyss that was her anxiety.
"All of this but I'm fine, it just hurts that's all. I'm sure it'll heal… Now will you lay with me?"
"I doubt that." She muttered. "Alright fine." She said a bit louder.
Ryan leaned back on the couch, pulling her with him to a laying position despite how much it hurt him for anything to touch him.
She tried to relax as much as she could. She was being overdramatic, he shouldn't be worried about taking care of her, he should be focusing on himself.
"You're a regular decorated emergency," He hummed softly with a smile.
"This is the scent of dead skin on a linoleum floor." She smiled a little. "Camisado? Really? Not what I expected."
"When I was, a young boy, my father, took me into the city to see a marching band," he laughed, "Better?"
(Emo 101: It's not Emo music. It's Punk Rock)
She cringed, giggling. "Whyyyyy? Why would you do this to me?? I actually still have my Black Parade jacket. 10th-anniversary edition too!"
"Wait really?! That's amazing, I love you a little more now,"
(Panic! is considered Pop Punk.)
(And Puck Rock… It is classified as more than one genre)
(^^^)
"Yep, I spent a hundred bucks on a jacket I've worn like twice. It's too precious! I also have my signed copy of Danger Days and that is like my most prized possession."
(If Panic! is considered both then what the hell is Twenty One Pilots?)
Ryan threw his head back, "Not. Fair."
(If Panic! is considered both then what the hell is Twenty One Pilots?)
(REALLY FUCKING GOOD MUSIC)
(If Panic! is considered both then what the hell is Twenty One Pilots?)
(REALLY FUCKING GOOD MUSIC)
(I meant genre.)
"I love that thing so much. I believe I still the selfie saved from the meet and greet. I can still remember it to this day in extremely high detail. Okay, two facts. One, Gerard smells like sweat and coffee and two, Ray's hair is the fluffiest and softest thing I have ever felt in my life."
(That is the genre)
(Wow great genre.)
(I meant genre.)
"I love that thing so much. I believe I still the selfie saved from the meet and greet. I can still remember it to this day in extremely high detail. Okay, two facts. One, Gerard smells like sweat and coffee and two, Ray's hair is the fluffiest and softest thing I have ever felt in my life."
Ryan smiled, it seemed he had successfully distracted her from her anxious state. "You know what I love, it's my favorite possession…"
"Oh? And what's that?" She was just genuinely curious.
"Your heart, maybe just you but I don't feel like you are a possession of mine… Just your beautiful heart then,"
"Yes, the broken, lovesick, confused mess that makes up my heart. Take it, I don't want it." She laughed.
"I will take it and forever cherish it," He smiled and wrapped his arms around her.
She relaxed into him, he always helped her to calm down. "It's made of glass so please don't drop it. It can, and will, shatter and actually destroy me from the inside out."
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