forum Hey I'm Sly and I'm frickin depressed and unmotivated

Started July 14, 2018 by Deleted user

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anime i am scared i need support in a private chat

anime i am scared i need support in a private chat

Okay 👌 I'll make one if ya want

anime i am scared i need support in a private chat

Okay 👌 I'll make one if ya want

yes

For the past four years

I have played therapist to my whole family

they told me everything

My mom hates my dad

my dad hates my mom

they stay together

they both have lowkey NPD

My sis is severely depressed

she pushed me away for a couple years

My friends expect me to be they way I've always been

So does my mom

When I found out I was queer

I was terrified

I need you guys to just be here for me

don't worry dear, we don't intend on leaving

I'm here.
And I'm not leaving.

We will! We'll stay and never leave. You matter.

My mom makes everything about her

ever since I told her I'm depressed and have anxiety

she lowkey is blaming me

For the past four years

I have played therapist to my whole family

they told me everything

My mom hates my dad

my dad hates my mom

they stay together

they both have lowkey NPD

My sis is severely depressed

she pushed me away for a couple years

My friends expect me to be they way I've always been

So does my mom

When I found out I was queer

I was terrified

I need you guys to just be here for me

slY SLY SLY WE ARE HERE FOR YOU! WE WILL ALWAYS BE NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS! JUST YOU REMEMBER THAT! AND DON'T GO DO SOMETHING THAT SCARES US LIKE THIS

PLEASE tell me that you'll come to us if you ever feel suicidal or want to hurt yourself.

PLEASE!

i'm so sorry…

My mom makes everything about her

ever since I told her I'm depressed and have anxiety

she lowkey is blaming me

you ignore her, she'll learn someday that you're better than anything she has (other than your sis).

PROTECT SLY AT ALL COST!!!!

For the past four years

I have played therapist to my whole family

they told me everything

My mom hates my dad

my dad hates my mom

they stay together

they both have lowkey NPD

My sis is severely depressed

she pushed me away for a couple years

My friends expect me to be they way I've always been

So does my mom

When I found out I was queer

I was terrified

I need you guys to just be here for me

we can do that for you
and my friend
please also make sure you take care of yourself though. You can't put someone else who's on fire out if you're on fire yourself
and you also can't help ppl as well when you're not functioning
so if helping other ppl is what you wanna/gotta do, you gotta do what you gotta do to be able to help.
take it from me, someone who has burned up far too many times

If the world goes blind and I lose my mind will you show me the way?

If my time runs out and the sky falls down will you show me the way?

In my despair

will you be there?

If the world goes blind and I lose my mind will you show me the way?

If my time runs out and the sky falls down will you show me the way?

In my despair

will you be there?

always

yes

If the world goes blind and I lose my mind will you show me the way?

If my time runs out and the sky falls down will you show me the way?

In my despair

will you be there?

absolutely.

with all my heart i will be here.

if we had a fight the previous day it'd be nothing to losing you

please

Yes. I'll be here every page of the way.
You helped me,
i will return the favor.

Hon we'll be there
We'll ALWAYS be there.
No matter how hard it is, we aren't going to leave you
EVER

When I found out I was queer

I was terrified

I need you guys to just be here for me

yo sly if you want I can make a private chat for the two of us for you to vent about this bc I very much relate and I get it

SLY, PLEASE KEEP YOURSELF HERE!

We all love you, no matter who you are or what you do.

Please, please, please remember that.

also my friend-
I lost my best friend just a few years ago
and it pretty much decimated me lol
and I really don't wanna go through that again
so like
please always just come to us and let us help you

oh god sly i'm so sorry man i had absoltely no idea and i feel so bad

whatever you need me to do i will do it i promise

we're here for you okay??
We love you
Never forget that you've got a whole ass protection squad on notebook

hey sly I'm lowkey worried still it's been like 6 minutes since your last message can we get a text or whatever?
even if you're just telling us that you're falling asleep?

we're here for you okay??
We love you
Never forget that you've got a whole ass protection squad on notebook

Seriously. There are so many people here you love you, Sly.

we're here for you okay??
We love you
Never forget that you've got a whole ass protection squad on notebook

yep

someone'd better write our names down because here we are.

look at how many people you've helped, look at how many people care for you, you MATTER

hey sly I'm lowkey worried still it's been like 6 minutes since your last message can we get a text or whatever?
even if you're just telling us that you're falling asleep?

he didn't make that private chat with you? I thought that's where he was…

We're all broken, some more than others. I've finally found the path to recovery, the road is rocky and steep, but i keep pushing.
At the end is a promise of love and happiness, a life we all want.
Will you join me Sly?
Let me help you, like you did me.
You and the many other amazing people on this site prevented me from killing myself.
Please! Join us, let us carry you when you fall, let us guide you through the darkness.
Don't quit. Never quit, when recovery is only a mile away.

We care for you Sly.
We really do.
And believe me when i say,
Sly you matter. It doesn't seem like it.
But you do.
We love you.

You're a shining star in the darkest skies.
You're the gentle breeze in the autumn air.
You're the joyful laughter when times get tough.

We don't want to loose you.