She slipped off her jacket, shoes, and socks, and ran after him. "Brrr, my back is already freezing." Goosebumps prickled across her skin, making the words and images of her tattoos blurry and unclear.
"And I hat clingy underwear yet here I am swimming in an ocean with only my underwear…" He said it as if it was pleasant.
She pushed him into an oncoming wave. "That's what you get!" She laughed.
"Yep! So let's go then Darren!" Lillian was smiling.
She pushed him into an oncoming wave. "That's what you get!" She laughed.
Ryan wrapped his arms around her and pulled her under for a second before letting her up.
"Yep! So let's go then Darren!" Lillian was smiling.
Cooper stood behind Darren, he had shimmered back, "Swimming," he sounded like he was in a deep depression… "I heard your idea by the way,"
She popped up, her stray hairs now stuck to her face. "Wow, thanks for that." She giggled, ungluing the hairs from her face and sticking it back into her braid.
Lillian looked to Cooper, "And?"
(How can cause more pain to Lillian? Hmmmmmmm.)
(Jesus…)
(If I suffer she suffers.)
Lillian looked to Cooper, "And?"
"And I should call her," he sighed… "Swimming first,"
(If I suffer she suffers.)
(WHY YOU SUFFER?)
(CRAMPS!)
Lillian smiled, "That's good."
(Cooper's truss was the end of him. He was unconditionally bound to Belle for the rest of his life. It was like a gravitational pull, like he was a magnet but she was facing to wrong way. Everything else in his life had become secondary, not unimportant just not on top of his priorities, the only thing left to matter was her. He had a deep need to protect her but he couldn't she chose Ryan and that was his job. That broke eCooper
If the truss would last his entire life, couldn't he just end the truss by ending his life?
This passage was my daily dose of depression…)
(CRAMPS!)
Virtual cuddles
Accepts virtual cuddles
(Lol)
Cooper sighed, "Darren's driving,"
Lillian nodded, "Okay."
She popped up, her stray hairs now stuck to her face. "Wow, thanks for that." She giggled, ungluing the hairs from her face and sticking it back into her braid.
"You're welcome!" He cheered too joyfully.
She chuckled. "Are you okay? You remind of someone from an infomercial. Always a bit too cheery."
(Car ride sequence………………………………………….POOL!)
Darren saw his family already having fun in the pool as he put his stuff down at a table. Emma called for him to come and play. Darren looked down at himself, still fully clothed in his baggy shirt.
She chuckled. "Are you okay? You remind of someone from an infomercial. Always a bit too cheery."
The smile fell from Ryan's face as much as he tried to hide it, "No, I'm fine,"
Lillian wrapped an arm around his, "Have some fun today okay?"
(I'm debating on drowning or not.)
"I'm not saying that's a bad thing but there's a very clear difference between being happy and being so happy it's fake." She felt guilt cling to her gut.
(I'm debating on drowning or not.)
There are children in the pool… don't scar them
"I'm not saying that's a bad thing but there's a very clear difference between being happy and being so happy it's fake." She felt guilt cling to her gut.
"Sorry," He looked away.
(…But pain.)
Lillian wrapped an arm around his, "Have some fun today okay?"
Darren nodded but did make an effort to take his clothes off or go near the pool.
She pulled him into her arms. "Don't be sorry. I'm just being a Debby Downer today and I'm not completely sure why."
(…But pain.)
(Wait for the car accident thing to wear off…)
(Fine!)
Lillian sighed, "I'll just sit here with you then."