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(DONT HEAL ME⦠I HAVE PLANS)
(DONT HEAL ME⦠I HAVE PLANS)
She started crying again and muttering "I need you"
(Oh shit.)
Lillian laughed. She moved her free hand to block the lights from effecting Darren too badly.
"Belle?! What, no, I⦠This is what I want."
"Your words are filled with lies. This is what you think you want. This is what she wants you to think you want." Her wings fluttered angrily at the mention of Nami behind her. "What you're going through is temporary. Suicide is permanent. You're eliminating all chances of it getting better. Paige, trust me when I tell you, this is going to get better soon. I promise. And an angel never breaks her promises."
"Don't you see?" Paige asked. Tears in her eyes sparkled. "This is my only option. My boyfriend moved away and I'll never see him again. Lillian and Darren most of the time are too wrapped up in themselves to notice me and my stupid problems. My three best friends that I've had since grade school are all gone - they're supporting me in this. My mother and sister suffer while I do nothing. And everyone in the school hates me for something that I'd kill myself to erase!" Paige stopped. "So please. This is my choice. How can things-" she choked up a little, "possibly get better⦠for me?"
(Lily doesn't hate you paige)
Darren blinked and looked at her, eyes wide, "Thank," he couldn't even form the full word but he smiled, he could see her, it wasn't perfect but he could.
(She's hanging by the end of her rope, so she's just really upset rn and not thinking straight.)
(She's hanging by the end of her rope, so she's just really upset rn and not thinking straight.)
(I know)
Lillian smiled back. Her eyes had a sparkle to them, "No problem."
"See you," He smiled, still blinking hard. "m'okay"
Lily was still crying then she saw nami walking around⦠looking
"Belle?! What, no, I⦠This is what I want."
"Your words are filled with lies. This is what you think you want. This is what she wants you to think you want." Her wings fluttered angrily at the mention of Nami behind her. "What you're going through is temporary. Suicide is permanent. You're eliminating all chances of it getting better. Paige, trust me when I tell you, this is going to get better soon. I promise. And an angel never breaks her promises."
"Don't you see?" Paige asked. Tears in her eyes sparkled. "This is my only option. My boyfriend moved away and I'll never see him again. Lillian and Darren most of the time are too wrapped up in themselves to notice me and my stupid problems. My three best friends that I've had since grade school are all gone - they're supporting me in this. My mother and sister suffer while I do nothing. And everyone in the school hates me for something that I'd kill myself to erase!" Paige stopped. "So please. This is my choice. How can things-" she choked up a little, "possibly get better⦠for me?"
Belle sighed, closing her eye. "I really shouldn't do this since it's considered against the rules but what other option do I have?" She pulled up a screen in front of Paige. It showed a woman and a man at their wedding, then a flash and that woman and man are buying a house, another flash shows that woman with three children, her husband, and a dog. The screen freezes on the last image. A picture of the happy family standing outside their house. "Paige, that woman, the one with the happiest life you could imagine, is you. Yes, in a few short years you will meet the love of your life, get married, have three children, a house, and a dog. You will be happy and thanking God that you decided not to end it all. Please, trust me on this, your life gets better. There is so much to live for. Please don't do it. Don't cut your happy life away. Please." She gripped her hands, the knife fading away.
Nami walked up to her⦠But didn't hurt her
Lillian leaned over and kissed his forehead, "Good. That's good."
She just stared
"Belle?! What, no, I⦠This is what I want."
"Your words are filled with lies. This is what you think you want. This is what she wants you to think you want." Her wings fluttered angrily at the mention of Nami behind her. "What you're going through is temporary. Suicide is permanent. You're eliminating all chances of it getting better. Paige, trust me when I tell you, this is going to get better soon. I promise. And an angel never breaks her promises."
"Don't you see?" Paige asked. Tears in her eyes sparkled. "This is my only option. My boyfriend moved away and I'll never see him again. Lillian and Darren most of the time are too wrapped up in themselves to notice me and my stupid problems. My three best friends that I've had since grade school are all gone - they're supporting me in this. My mother and sister suffer while I do nothing. And everyone in the school hates me for something that I'd kill myself to erase!" Paige stopped. "So please. This is my choice. How can things-" she choked up a little, "possibly get better⦠for me?"
Belle sighed, closing her eye. "I really shouldn't do this since it's considered against the rules but what other option do I have?" She pulled up a screen in front of Paige. It showed a woman and a man at their wedding, then a flash and that woman and man are buying a house, another flash shows that woman with three children, her husband, and a dog. The screen freezes on the last image. A picture of the happy family standing outside their house. "Paige, that woman, the one with the happiest life you could imagine, is you. Yes, in a few short years you will meet the love of your life, get married, have three children, a house, and a dog. You will be happy and thanking God that you decided not to end it all. Please, trust me on this, your life gets better. There is so much to live for. Please don't do it. Don't cut your happy life away. Please." She gripped her hands, the knife fading away.
(Ka-wa-ii)
Lily opened her eyes and it had just been her imagination her scared imagaination
Darren still squinted at the lights but he could see so he didn't complain. He told her he was okay but still refused to stop the death grip he had on her hand because he was still scared. "Leave?"
(Okay can I at LEAST get rid of his seizures? Please? Can Belle do I bit of healing to show that she can do it?)
Lillian looked to the nurse. She didn't want to rush Darren, but if he wanted to go thenā¦..
(His seizures are because of the location of his tumor. It affects his motor skills and makes him seize. You can't heal that⦠Can you grow his hair back? He misses that more. Lol)
The nurse shrugged, she really couldn't force him to stay, "Keep a close eye on him, dear,"
(Yesss, she can do that and she will. As soon as Paige isn't about to commit suicide.)
"I'm scared i need you!" She whispered
(REALLY!?! MY BABY'S HAIR CAN COME BACK!!!)
(Maybe she could place a hand on his head and try to take away his cancer but it doesn't work it just grow his hairs back⦠It's a suggestion, you can ignore it.)
Lillian nodded and offered Darren a hand as she stood up, "Come on let's go."
"I'm scared i need you!" She whispered
"Paige please. Think it over and I'll be back. I need to save Lily real quick." She snapped her fingers and was in front of Lily. She pulled her into her arms. "Shhh, shh, it's okay. Angel Belle is here."
Darren looked at her moving and it was clear that his eyes still weren't focused, but he stumbled to his feet, leaning on Lillian.
Lillian held him up. His weight was a bit much for her at the moment, but she managed. She said, "We're moving now."
Lily snivelled "I I⦠Need you to tell me what is going on and how i can help!"
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