"mmm" He smiled into her neck but didn't stop, "I know, wouldn't it be easier if you just…. spilled?"
Lillian debated in her head to tell him or not. If she told him they would lose the element of surprise, but she wasn't sure how much longer she could last under these conditions. She decided a hint, that works. She said quietly, "M-music."
"Oh, a hint! That's progress!" He laughed into her neck.
She raised an eyebrow, the effects screaming at her to get more. She tried to ignore it. "Are you proud of yourself?"
"I am quite proud, actually," He smiled.
Lillian groaned, moaned, whined, a combination of the three noises, "Isn't that enough?"
She rolled her eyes with a smirk. This dude was gonna be the death of her. 'If he's affecting you so much then MOVE THE FUCK AWAY.' Her logic kicked in. 'Shut up!' The effects screamed back. "God this is why I hate these pills." She mumbled, words almost slurred.
Lillian groaned, moaned, whined, a combination of the three noises, "Isn't that enough?"
"I won't ask for more," he smiled making eye contact with her, he loved her eyes, "Music sounds like fun to me,"
Lillian sighed in relief and smiled back, "That's what I thought. Thanks."
She rolled her eyes with a smirk. This dude was gonna be the death of her. 'If he's affecting you so much then MOVE THE FUCK AWAY.' Her logic kicked in. 'Shut up!' The effects screamed back. "God this is why I hate these pills." She mumbled, words almost slurred.
"Am I driving you crazy?" He laughed.
"Yessss. Very much so."
"Oh, well that's good, I'm glad I have that power." He stood up, "Can I have my notebook back now?" he remembered and got worried.
"Hmm? Sorry, my brain has too many chemicals trying to tell me what the fuck to do you're gonna have to find it yourself." She placed her head between her knees and groaned in frustration.
Lillian sighed in relief and smiled back, "That's what I thought. Thanks."
Darren nodded, "Can't wait to find out,"
"Hmm? Sorry, my brain has too many chemicals trying to tell me what the fuck to do you're gonna have to find it yourself." She placed her head between her knees and groaned in frustration.
Ryan sat back down and rubbed her back, "It would've been easier to take a nap,"
Lillian smiled and thought about the plans they had made. Maybe inviting his brother wasn't a good idea, did she mess up again. No don't focus on that, focus on now, "I can't wait for you too."
He laughed a little, "Are you still okay with coming with me for Thanksgiving?"
"Hmm? Sorry, my brain has too many chemicals trying to tell me what the fuck to do you're gonna have to find it yourself." She placed her head between her knees and groaned in frustration.
Ryan sat back down and rubbed her back, "It would've been easier to take a nap,"
"No it really wouldn't have. This is a lot easier than letting my fears come for my ass tonight."
Lillian nodded, "Of course. I might be, um ya know, but I won't cancel on something I've already promised myself too."
"Hmm? Sorry, my brain has too many chemicals trying to tell me what the fuck to do you're gonna have to find it yourself." She placed her head between her knees and groaned in frustration.
Ryan sat back down and rubbed her back, "It would've been easier to take a nap,"
"No it really wouldn't have. This is a lot easier than letting my fears come for my ass tonight."
"Do you wanna talk about something, distract yourself?"
"Please. Anything." She sounded desperate.
Lillian nodded, "Of course. I might be, um ya know, but I won't cancel on something I've already promised myself too."
"You don't have to come, really, I won't be hurt, I understand,"
"Please. Anything." She sounded desperate.
"Uhh, wanna play Truth or Dare?"
"I want to Darren," Lillian smiled softly. She placed a hand on his cheek.
She chuckled slightly. "Yeah, sure, why not."
She chuckled slightly. "Yeah, sure, why not."
"Okay then! Truth or Dare?" He asked eagerly. He was a child and loved this game too much.
"Hmm, I'm feeling bored so let's go with dare."
Ryan smiled mischievously, "I dare you to eat a raw egg, there's one in the fridge,"
She rolled her eyes with a smile. "Like a haven't done this before." She walked to the kitchen, grabbed an egg, cracked on the counter, and opened it in her mouth. She quickly swallowed. "Mmm, I can taste the salmonella." She giggled and walked back to the couch. "Okay, truth or dare?"
"That was hot," He laughed, "Truth, I don't feel like eating an egg,"
"I want to Darren," Lillian smiled softly. She placed a hand on his cheek.
He sighed in relief, he had a good talk but in reality, he kind of needed her there, "Okay,"
She giggled, wiping the stray egg from her mouth. "Hmm, okay this is lame but who was your first kiss?"
He thought for a moment before looking nervous, he opted to tell her his second kiss instead, "Darren's cousin, Emily, at a family get together,"