forum School RP (Closed 😬Stalkers welcome)

Started May 14, 2018 by Deleted user

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Lillian moved her head and kissed him, "I know we will."

"If we go now, we can check off both our bucket lists," he smiled. What he didn't say was if they went now he had to stop his cancer treatments.

Lillian was about to say yes. She realized he still had chemo to go through. She let out a sigh, "We can't. Not yet at least."

"Why not?" He asked pretending to be ignorant to the obvious answer.

Lillian sighed again, "You know why. Your chemo treatments."

"They make me miserable. I'm young. I want to live not stay in this town and die slowly."

Lillian kissed behind his ear, "I know you do. We'll figure something out. Maybe go and come back for your treatments? Or maybe the treatments will become more spread out."

"Lillian, I can't leave as long as I'm getting treatments and even if I would I'd be miserable the whole time."

Lillian sighed, "Then I'm out of ideas. We may just have to wait."

Darren put his head back in her neck a tear running down his face.

Lillian held him closer. She didn't say anything as she rubbed his back with her hand.

"I don't wanna lose you," he whispered through tears.

Lillian whispered back, "I don't plan on leaving anytime soon."

"I know," He cried softly.

Lillian let out a sad laugh, "Then why are you crying?"

"I'm scared." He released the hug, "I know you said we were a team but being a team isn't going to stop me from dying. I don't want to die. You said you weren't afraid of death but I am, and being unafraid of death doesn't mean you're not afraid of losing me too-" He might have had more but he had to stop to gasp for air.

Lillian wrapped her arms around Darren, "I'm sorry if it seemed that way. I-I have a tendency of masking my fears with this false confidence. I'm not scared of death, but I am terrified of losing you."

(What the heckity heck is this soap opera of a role play chat? Like, I want to join in but I also just want to sit back with some popcorn and watch this all unfold considering I have zero idea what in the actual hell is happening.)

(This is my life!!!)

(So we have our quarterback, Darren, who just found out he has brain cancer(sometimes he gets really angry for no reason. Otherwise he’s nice). He got the male lead in the musical and is dating Lillian who has the female lead and has an abusive mother that is going to jail soon because Darren called social services to save Lillian…)

Lillian wrapped her arms around Darren, "I'm sorry if it seemed that way. I-I have a tendency of masking my fears with this false confidence. I'm not scared of death, but I am terrified of losing you."

Darren hugged her back, "I'm sorry for freaking out about this," he sniffed.

(Lol yeah.)

Lillian smiled teary eyed, "It's fine."

"Maybe we should party and stop being sad,"

Lillian laughed, "Yeah. Sounds like a great plan."