forum Anyone else here with anxiety, depression, agitation, etc on here too?

Started May 10, 2018 by @Neon_Gravestones_Try_To_Call_For_My_Bones-(It's MK)

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What email are you using? Gmail?

Yup

There should be a little arrow on the left side of your screen
It'll drop down and there should be a spam folder there

I checked. There's nothing down there.

Frick okay
It must be something on their end
Try again and double check the folder to make sure it's the right one

Still nothing

I can't help you dude
Sorry

I now have a boyfriend, and it is… wow.

Nice!

Thank you. He was so excited when I told him yes.

Awww that's sweet

I know.
And then he's going to Africa, so he's making our first dates the best he possibly can. "Because I want to think back on these, and smile, and remember how gorgeous you looked, because I can't believe you are finally mine."
I cried.

Aw, that's so sweet!!

AWW MAN THATS GREAT CONGRATS

Hey guys, I know you were talking about something happy, but could I rant real quick?

Yeah dude go for it

Go ahead
I might, too, heads up XD

Hi question, did the page break for anyone because it wouldn't allow me to get on this morning because of all this application crap and I only got on.

So, I had this friend that I met this year. He was really nice and stuff, but recently we both went on a mission trip and he was really touchy and kept wanting to cuddle and I kept telling him no but he wouldn't stop. Then, we were playing Paranoia and he kept asking me personal, intimate questions (that had to do with, like, sex and stuff) and then I found out he was doing that to 3 other girls and his best friend told me he was only friends with me because he wanted to sleep with me. He just wanted me to be another conquest before he left for college. I just feel so stupid right now.

Wow dude
I'm sorry

That’s horrible!

Oh man, thats so messed up though, I'm sorry that this happened and that it went too far.

So, I had this friend that I met this year. He was really nice and stuff, but recently we both went on a mission trip and he was really touchy and kept wanting to cuddle and I kept telling him no but he wouldn't stop. Then, we were playing Paranoia and he kept asking me personal, intimate questions (that had to do with, like, sex and stuff) and then I found out he was doing that to 3 other girls and his best friend told me he was only friends with me because he wanted to sleep with me. He just wanted me to be another conquest before he left for college. I just feel so stupid right now.

Ah.
I have never had a boyfriend, so all I can say is
Don't feel stupid! Be more attentive from now on. Don't let stupid guys like him break your heart or something.
I hope I'm not making a fool of myself here… XD

After I found out, I confronted him and he kept telling me that's how every guy sees me. He kept saying the only thing I'm good for is a "quick f*ck" and that I would never be more than that for a guy because I'm not "girlfriend material." I know I'm not entirely set on what sexuality I am, but it still hurts.

Don't listen to him, because he's only trying to get under your skin.

It's getting under my skin
X{

I'm sorry guys, I just need to tell someone who wouldn't tell me it was my fault. @PPT_Abiliene you can rant now. Sorry again.

Wait, I haven't figured out what I'm gonna say XD

Oh okay. Just whenever you're ready.

Well, a while ago, I had a friend named Sadie. She was my BFF! We did sleepovers, drew on the sidewalk with chalk, did pretty much all the cliche (but fun) stuff little girls do.
Well, at one point, my mother brought myself and my brothers to this cool little park. It's got a big plastic fish, and those weird digger-thingys. Anyway, Sadie's mother brought her over, much to my delight. We played at that park for most of the day, then parted ways.
Little did I know, it would be the last time I would see her.

Years later, I met a girl named Marya. She was kind of high-strung, but I wanted to be her friend regardless.
She introduced me to many popular T.V. shows, and Minecraft (now one of my all-time favorite games ;). We came up with the most awesome stories together!
But once again, I lost a friend. My parents weren't happy with the way Marya acted, and thought she would be a bad influence on me.

Today, I feel awkward trying to make friends. I long for people that I can just – make a connection with, people I can talk to about anything. People who know that they can depend on me, because I am always loyal, and always willing to help.
But I'm shy, and I don't like to look anyone in the eye. My personality contradicts itself, constantly. I'm weird, and I know it.
But I'm more than just a weirdo.
If you could just see my mind, you would know.