(XD beautiful.) true- sucks tho for an ace to not be able to eat bread. pat pat

Yeah. Imma eat bread anyway, I'm just going to suffer as I do it.

Me uterus after giving me my period the day we were gonna go swimming in this rlly nice place

Yep

Me uterus after giving me my period the day we were gonna go swimming in this rlly nice place

As someone who doesn't have a uterus, the more stories I hear about it the more relieved I am that I don't have one lol.

Periods sure do suck.

Me uterus after giving me my period the day we were gonna go swimming in this rlly nice place

mines done that to me too😭
OH and I was actually on my period while out there in New MExico🙂 I started like two days after we got there, finished the day before we left🙂

I was on a period when I went to korea-

I wish I was born a guy ;-;

I wish I was born a guy ;-;

You were though (mentally atleast-) and you're very manly bro so you have nothing to worry about my guy

I wish I was born a guy ;-;

You were though (mentally atleast-) and you're very manly bro so you have nothing to worry about my guy

TvT thx but I'm just dreading my period. I'm off my birth control ATM and currently have no money to get back on them. so back to unpredictable, painful periods, bloating, self image problems and worsened anxiety/depression YAY

whoever wants my boobs and uterus can have them. I'll trade for balls thx.

I wish I was born a guy ;-;

You were though (mentally atleast-) and you're very manly bro so you have nothing to worry about my guy

TvT thx but I'm just dreading my period. I'm off my birth control ATM and currently have no money to get back on them. so back to unpredictable, painful periods, bloating, self image problems and worsened anxiety/depression YAY

whoever wants my boobs and uterus can have them. I'll trade for balls thx.

Yeah I getcha (to some degree)

I personally do not have balls, but I know a guy :3

I wish I was born a guy ;-;

You were though (mentally atleast-) and you're very manly bro so you have nothing to worry about my guy

TvT thx but I'm just dreading my period. I'm off my birth control ATM and currently have no money to get back on them. so back to unpredictable, painful periods, bloating, self image problems and worsened anxiety/depression YAY

whoever wants my boobs and uterus can have them. I'll trade for balls thx.

I'm not sure about every state, but in some states you can get it for free at some pharmacies.

TvT thx

and not in Texas. bc we're forced to have babies, and we have no right to our reproductive systems even tho my birth control helps my periods by making them happen every month and be less painful. :D

so I just realized how bad my anxiety is bc when I looked up some shit I've been going through, the searches are like "Oh das ocd :D" example-

I have very VERY bad intrusive thoughts, depersonalization, derealization, urges (to uh- do the die), hoarding, constant fear and so on. and google, my lovely friend decided to go "Yeah that's extesensial ocd" and I was like "NuH uH"

….. I also have all of these? I thought it was a low level anxiety? (I also have a disorder that causes anxiety to present itself with physical symptoms, such as headaches, stomachaches, and muscle aches, called somatization. It's not fun.))

….. I also have all of these? I thought it was a low level anxiety? (I also have a disorder that causes anxiety to present itself with physical symptoms, such as headaches, stomachaches, and muscle aches)

SAME my back, neck, shoulders and head ALWAYS hurt

It's called somatization. It's not fun. Got diagnosed with it. It didn't help much to know

TvT

oh lets not forget the insomnia, but only at night. during the day (today literally) I couldn't sleep until 1-2 am, woke up at 6 for school, drank half a monster energy, listened to heavy metal, bus didn't come so I went back home and instantly passed out the moment my head hit the pillow. but I try to sleep at night? NOPE depressive episode instead! YAY
oh and my sleep isn't restful. I could get 12 hours and feel like I ran a marathon. and yeah also chronic nightmares.

TvT

oh lets not forget the insomnia, but only at night. during the day (today literally) I couldn't sleep until 1-2 am, woke up at 6 for school, drank half a monster energy, listened to heavy metal, bus didn't come so I went back home and instantly passed out the moment my head hit the pillow. but I try to sleep at night? NOPE depressive episode instead! YAY
oh and my sleep isn't restful. I could get 12 hours and feel like I ran a marathon. and yeah also chronic nightmares.

Don't we love it when our body just sucks at its job??

Weeeeee!

On a more serious note.

Me too.

TvT thx

and not in Texas. bc we're forced to have babies, and we have no right to our reproductive systems even tho my birth control helps my periods by making them happen every month and be less painful. :D

Could you mind if I go on a rant here?

(It's spoilered for a reason)

Sorry. Just needed to get that off my chest.

Ok that's it y'all…

GROUP HUG

(Or if ya dont wanna be squished i will shout words of encouragement from a reasonable distance)

TvT thx

and not in Texas. bc we're forced to have babies, and we have no right to our reproductive systems even tho my birth control helps my periods by making them happen every month and be less painful. :D

Could you mind if I go on a rant here?

(It's spoilered for a reason)

Spoiler - click to show.

Tbh, the debate on stuff like this is so irritating and pointless.

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Why do people have more affection to the concept of life rather than actual life?

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Why do people focus more on bringing more life into this world than improving it?

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I had a close friend of my friend's pass away stupidly because they couldn't abort the thing thrusted upon them.

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Why do people that have never experienced the tragedy of a forced deliverance feel they have the authority to dictate the lives of other people?

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Even if they aren't crippled or killed by these beliefs, there's no denying that their lives are worse off when they could so easily be better by one choice, and for what? An idea. That's what.

Sorry. Just needed to get that off my chest.

Mate I'm so sorry, that must've been horrible to watch someone go through

I wish I was born a guy ;-;

As someone who was born male, I kinda wish that I wasn't.

Don't want to change my biological sex/gender or anything like that, I just want to be free of it all IMO.

So many silly archetypes that people assign to whether you're a boy, girl, both, or neither.

I'm so tired of hearing something along the lines of "Be strong. Don't be weak and enjoy doing what you love. You need to be manly and muscular or an Ubermensch."

Idk what this is called, but I just want to be me y'know? Not tied to any of these archetypes.

Ok that's it y'all…

GROUP HUG

(Or if ya dont wanna be squished i will shout words of encouragement from a reasonable distance)

Hug ><

TvT thx

and not in Texas. bc we're forced to have babies, and we have no right to our reproductive systems even tho my birth control helps my periods by making them happen every month and be less painful. :D

Could you mind if I go on a rant here?

(It's spoilered for a reason)

Spoiler - click to show.

Tbh, the debate on stuff like this is so irritating and pointless.

Spoiler - click to show.

Why do people have more affection to the concept of life rather than actual life?

Spoiler - click to show.

Why do people focus more on bringing more life into this world than improving it?

Spoiler - click to show.

I had a close friend of my friend's pass away stupidly because they couldn't abort the thing thrusted upon them.

Spoiler - click to show.

Why do people that have never experienced the tragedy of a forced deliverance feel they have the authority to dictate the lives of other people?

Spoiler - click to show.

Even if they aren't crippled or killed by these beliefs, there's no denying that their lives are worse off when they could so easily be better by one choice, and for what? An idea. That's what.

Sorry. Just needed to get that off my chest.

Mate I'm so sorry, that must've been horrible to watch someone go through

Tbh, there's so many days where I just feel like I can't carry on anymore.

But somehow, I keep on going. So that's something at least.

I'm trying to not fall into that pit of sadness again, at least for a while.

She probably wouldn't want me to be sad. Both for my friend and I.

I wish I was born a guy ;-;

As someone who was born male, I kinda wish that I wasn't.

Don't want to change my biological sex/gender or anything like that, I just want to be free of it all IMO.

So many silly archetypes that people assign to whether you're a boy, girl, both, or neither.

I'm so tired of hearing something along the lines of "Be strong. Don't be weak and enjoy doing what you love. You need to be manly and muscular or an Ubermensch."

Idk what this is called, but I just want to be me y'know? Not tied to any of these archetypes.

Fuck gender stereotypes!!!!!

It's honestly so sad to see these toxic masculine standards, especially when little kiddies repeat them.

My brother is only 9, but he's incredibly emotional. He'll cry on a daily basis or get sad alot, and I can see how my dads trying to implement a more "hardened alpha catholic" mindset into him already, and its horrible (so whenever he does it i respond back with a religious quote that contradics him ❤️)

I hate how especially in religions (more under the catholic/islam umbrella) there's such a stigma around independent women or men who cry or people who don't want to be neither, and i die every time I see people twist religious texts to bring others down cause it gives EVERYONE a bad stereotype. I'm a catholic myself and everything people say to reinstate "traditional gender roles" is either taken out of context of changed entirety, like let people be man

Anyway that's my long slightly-went-off-track-blabble lmao

Tbh, there's so many days where I just feel like I can't carry on anymore.

But somehow, I keep on going. So that's something at least.

I'm trying to not fall into that pit of sadness again, at least for a while.

She probably wouldn't want me to be sad. Both for my friend and I.

It's the fact that you do still keep trucking on tho that's good <3
If you do ever need to vent you can always pm me ^^

TvT

oh lets not forget the insomnia, but only at night. during the day (today literally) I couldn't sleep until 1-2 am, woke up at 6 for school, drank half a monster energy, listened to heavy metal, bus didn't come so I went back home and instantly passed out the moment my head hit the pillow. but I try to sleep at night? NOPE depressive episode instead! YAY
oh and my sleep isn't restful. I could get 12 hours and feel like I ran a marathon. and yeah also chronic nightmares.

Don't we love it when our body just sucks at its job??

Weeeeee!

On a more serious note.

Me too.

yup. this is what mass amounts of trauma, feeling unsafe 24/7, severe anxiety, depression, undiagnosed autism and ADHD and maybe even some possible developed ocd does to you! :D and they wonder why I wanna off myself so much. eye roll I'm still pissed that they just wanna medicate me instead of tryna fix the issue of my life being so bad. like at least get me therapy. I'm just lucky that I managed to get into a group home when I did.

TvT

oh lets not forget the insomnia, but only at night. during the day (today literally) I couldn't sleep until 1-2 am, woke up at 6 for school, drank half a monster energy, listened to heavy metal, bus didn't come so I went back home and instantly passed out the moment my head hit the pillow. but I try to sleep at night? NOPE depressive episode instead! YAY
oh and my sleep isn't restful. I could get 12 hours and feel like I ran a marathon. and yeah also chronic nightmares.

Same. I never get any rest. One of my meds in the morning helps me feel more awake (not the intended purpose, a side effect). If I forget my morning meds, I tend to pass out whenever I lay down. But still not restful. And I have to take medication to be able to sleep at all at night. And it's still not a restful sleep. What's even worse? I don't get depressive episodes most nights. Or anything else. My insomnia is unexplainable.

…what?