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Started May 10, 2018 by @darkeyes

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Kaz smiled, the warm feeling in his chest coming back with a vengeance. He reached one hand down to wipe some of the tears from Vaughn’s eye before kissing the corners of his eyes. “You didn’t have to say it. You say it in everything you do,” he murmured, holding him close to his chest

(Why is that so cute omg)

Vaughn sniffled softly, arms lacing around Kaz’s waist. “I mean it,” he stammered, doing his best to blink away the hot tears that still lingered in his eyes. Finally, the whispers came back. Oh, you’ll pay for that, Finley. You better not fall asleep, they threatened. He knew if he did, what the night terrors would be about. Kaz being brutally slaughtered in front of him. One more person to loose in his dreams.

(Ayy I did a thing lol)
“I know you do love,” he said softly, smiling down at Vaughn. He ran a hand through his hair gently, pressing kisses to his cheek in a soothing manner

Vaughn leaned into Kaz’s touch in need. He released a shuddering breath, slowly feeling his nerves calm. He felt light a weight was lifted off of his chest after telling Kaz. And the best part was that Kaz wasn’t judging him or anything like that.

Kaz held him against his chest, mumbling soothing nonsense as he rocked Vaughn in the chair. He felt bad for causing Vaughn so much trouble, but it seemed to have helped somehow. “You wanna go lay on the couch?” he offered, pressing another kiss to his nose

Vaughn nodded a bit, slowly getting to his feet. His thigh didn’t sting as much as it had before. Now it just ached a bit.

Kaz took his hand, leading them over to the couch. He laid down on it, moving so Vaughn could lay on the couch with him

Vaughn layed down on the couch, half on top of Kaz. He wrapped his arms around him, one of his legs draping over him as well. He couldn’t get close enough to him.

Kaz smiled up at Vaughn, pressing another kiss to his nose. He reached up, wrapping his arms around him and humming happily. “You’re adorable, you know that?” he said, running a hand through Vaughn’s hair

Vaughn smiled faintly at the feeling of Kaz’s fingers in his hair. “No..” he mumbled softly, kissing softly at Kaz’s jaw line.

“Well you know it now,” Kaz said, tilting his head a little so it was easier for Vaughn to get to his jaw. He kept running his fingers through Vaughn’s hair, enjoying the reaction he seemed to be getting. He loved making Vaughn happy, and wanted to make him feel better after crying

Vaughn smiled a bit more at that, lips moving up to peck the corner of Kaz’s mouth. His eyes stung a bit from crying before, and he was sure the skin under them looked reddened. He didn’t cry too often, but when he did, he cried hard. He tended to hold his sadness in and try to let it out when hurting people. It wasn’t a good coping skill.

Kaz started humming softly again, leaning up to press his lips to Vaughn's softly. His free hand began to rub slow, soothing circles on Vaughn's back while the other brushed his hair out of his face

Vaughn smiled into the kiss, moving his lips along with Kaz’s slowly. His hands squeezed and rubbed softly at Kaz’s hips as they kissed.

Kaz chuckled, breaking away for a moment. "Can't get enough of me?" he joked, moving to kiss along Vaughn's neck while he hummed softly

Vaughn bit his tongue to a moment to stay quiet, shifting a bit on the couch. “I don’t think I could ever get enough,” he responded, letting out a breath that he hadn’t realized he was holding.

Kaz's heart felt like it skipped a few beats at Vaughn's words. A different sort of happiness washed over him, one more from relief than anything. "You don't know how happy that makes me," he said quietly, deciding he should at least try to tell Vaughn how the other man made him feel. He kept humming quietly, moving to press more kisses to Vaughn's jaw

“Oh really? Why does that make you so happy?” Vaughn murmured softly, tilting his head the slightest bit to allow Kaz more access. It was just a simple little touch, but it still sent jolts through his nerves every time Kaz’s lips brushed his skin.

"Not quite sure yet. But I know it has something to do with the warm feeling in my chest when I'm near you," he said, pressing a kiss to Vaughn's neck, "and the way you make me feel wanted," he said, moving back to Vaughn's jaw, "and how I know you won't hurt me," he said, moving to a spot right below Vaughn's ear

Vaughn shuddered when Kaz kissed below his ear, giving a noise of impatience from the back of his throat. He smiled a bit, but his thoughts were different. He has snapped before, during his panic attacks or night terrors, and hurt people he didn’t mean to. What if he accidentally hit Kaz? Or worse? “That sounds perfect.”

Kaz mouthed lightly at the spot below his ear, a hand reaching up to run through Vaughn's hair absently. "You're the one who's perfect," he said softly, though it sounded loud considering how close to Vaughn's ear he was

Vaughn gave a light whimper when Kaz continued to kiss at the sensitive skin. “I’m not completely perfect,” he responded, fingers slipping under Kaz’s shirt to grip at his waist.

"And that's what makes you so amazing," he hummed, the hand on Vaughn's back moving to his hips. He wriggled a little in Vaughn's grasp, smiling at what he was doing to the other man. It made him even happier when Vaughn was happy, and he made a subconscious decision to try and keep him as content as he could

Vaughn bit at his bottom lip sharply, bits of pleasure fogging up his mind. He wasn’t able to grasp the words to describe how Kaz made him feel. He was never too good with words, or speaking in general, anyways. He leaned foreward and nibbled lightly at Kaz’s bottom lip, tugging at it softly.

Kaz made a small noise, letting out a breath he didn't know he was holding. He continued to mouth at Vaughn's jaw, working his way along it until he made it back to his ear again. He nibbled at Vaughn's earlobe, tugging it gently while one hand rubbed small circles in his hair with the very tips of his nails

A quiet moan escaped Vaughn’s lips at the feeling. His judgement was really getting away from him at that point. He didn’t want to stop Kaz, but he also didn’t want to possibly hurt his thigh more by opening the wound up more. He sighed softly, running his hands along Kaz’s waist gently.

Kaz moved back down Vaughn's neck, humming softly again. "How about you let me take care of you this time?" he murmured against Vaughn's throat. He knew what he was doing, but he was enjoying himself far too much to stop himself at this point. He was determined to help Vaughn forget his problems, at least for a few minutes

Vaughn shuddered at the feeling, nails digging into Kaz’s skin. “If we do this just.. be careful, I don’t want to get my leg bleeding again,” he mumbled.