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Started September 12, 2023 by @ElderGod-Winter-The-Renegade-Legionnaire book

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You fool, never tell people about your birthday /hj

Also yes I’m bored enough to poke my head in chats that aren’t my usual so uh. Hi ✌️

I am one week away from a one-thousand-day streak on Duolingo!

I am one week away from a one-thousand-day streak on Duolingo!

God damn Madlad

So I have a friend. Used to uh.. how do I put it.. breathe in the happy grass. Yk?

But she has been clean for 13 days. I am super proud of her.

She is struggling but she is doing it and I am here to support her.

So I have a friend. Used to uh.. how do I put it.. breathe in the happy grass. Yk?

But she has been clean for 13 days. I am super proud of her.

She is struggling but she is doing it and I am here to support her.

good! she sounds like a strong person.

There are two wolves inside of me. One says "enjoy your 20's. Buy those tickets to Guatemala with your sister. Plan that trip to Peru with your friend. Buy those cute outfits you saw. Put some blonde back in your hair! Do those 4 ear piercings! You only live once" and the other one is saying "How can you be in your 20's and still be living at home? You need to quit your current job and get a better job to pay for the rest of your bachelors, to start looking for a house so you can move out, and your car is going to die soon so start looking for a new one. You can't afford anything fun because it costs too much to even live at this point." and all I can do is sit here and cry because I don't know what to do

WHO WANTS TO HEAR A STORY ABT BURNING URSELF I WROTE IN MATH YESTERDAY??

MEEEEEE

Imma put it in spoilers for potentially triggering content!!

Imma put it in spoilers for potentially triggering content!!

Spoiler - click to show.

Fwoosh. The showerhead sprays water. Steam rises. Hot. Hot. Hot! I stick my fingers into the water to test it. I'm sticky, dirty, and gross. The guy working Gatekeeper pulled the harness down for me. It made me feel gross. It always does.

I make the shower colder. Warm. Bearable. Then I step in. I wash. Shampoo, face wash, body wash, conditioner. It's not my shower so I smell different.

Still, I'm able to go on autopilot and think. I run over the events from Cedar Point. Today I went with my friends Astin, Carson, and him. We're sleeping over at Carson's house. I'm in his shower. He isn't sleeping over though. He's not allowed.

He didn't join us for hours. When he did we went on Thunder Canyon and got thoroughly soaked. Then we did SkyHawk to sort of dry. Austin chickened out though.

I think about him. How desperately I wanted his attention. About how I wanted more than that. But he has a girlfriend.

So do I. The thought taunts me. I have a girlfriend and I still want his attention. His romantic attention.

I hate it. I hate the thought. Why do I crave it? Why?

I burn myself.

I don't even think about it.

All of a sudden my hand is reaching out and then my body feels a hot burning and freezing sensation.

I take a deep breath. Sharp. Cold. Hard.

One. Two. Three. Four. Five. Six. Seve-

Carson bangs on the door. "Are you ok in there?" He shouts.

I don't answer.

"Becca?"

I shut off the water. Cold. "Yea!" I chirp. "I'll be out soon" I step out. Fluffy towels comfort my burnt skin. I put on my undergarments. My shirt. My hoodie. My pants.

I step out. "Next!" I call brightly. Like I didn't just burn myself. Like I don't hate myself. Like I don't wish for death. Like I'm fine

How is everybody doing this week

How is everybody doing this week

slightly sick, did some dog sitting for easy money.

You ever wake up and realize its only saturday and you still have one more day of hel before you get to see your homies again? And the sheer disappointment that its only saturday hits like a freight train.

You ever wake up and realize its only saturday and you still have one more day of hel before you get to see your homies again? And the sheer disappointment that its only saturday hits like a freight train.

You ever wake up and realize its only saturday and you still have one more day of hel before you get to see your homies again? And the sheer disappointment that its only saturday hits like a freight train.

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You ever wake up and you’re disappointed that you woke up? Like ugh I’m so tired of waking up, why can’t I just sleep forever. Why can’t the dreams never end. What if I just stay here and don’t leave? But now I’m awake and I’m have to do stuff, ugh, why can’t it all just end? The endless loop of waking, eating, puttering around until bedtime, and sleeping, why can’t I break the loop?

Omg yes, why cant anyone get just how uderly pointless it is

You ever wake up and realize its only saturday and you still have one more day of hel before you get to see your homies again? And the sheer disappointment that its only saturday hits like a freight train.

Spoiler - click to show.

You ever wake up and you’re disappointed that you woke up? Like ugh I’m so tired of waking up, why can’t I just sleep forever. Why can’t the dreams never end. What if I just stay here and don’t leave? But now I’m awake and I’m have to do stuff, ugh, why can’t it all just end? The endless loop of waking, eating, puttering around until bedtime, and sleeping, why can’t I break the loop?

Omg yes, why cant anyone get just how uderly pointless it is

I woke up this morning like this. I would have a horse show today, but it’s been raining too much and the arena is too wet, so I have nothing to do but sit around and melt my brain in ten different ways. I’m very tired of existing.

You ever wake up and realize its only saturday and you still have one more day of hel before you get to see your homies again? And the sheer disappointment that its only saturday hits like a freight train.

Spoiler - click to show.

You ever wake up and you’re disappointed that you woke up? Like ugh I’m so tired of waking up, why can’t I just sleep forever. Why can’t the dreams never end. What if I just stay here and don’t leave? But now I’m awake and I’m have to do stuff, ugh, why can’t it all just end? The endless loop of waking, eating, puttering around until bedtime, and sleeping, why can’t I break the loop?

Omg yes, why cant anyone get just how uderly pointless it is

I woke up this morning like this. I would have a horse show today, but it’s been raining too much and the arena is too wet, so I have nothing to do but sit around and melt my brain in ten different ways. I’m very tired of existing.

Felt, sorry about your horse show.

It’s cool, there’s still one in November I can go to.

Life can be summed up in one word “aaAaaaAaaAAAaaAaAaa”

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And its making me want to cry :D (in a bad way /srs)

VAL 2HAT HAPPENED

VAL 2HAT HAPPENED

"It is implied that Frank and Julie may be a couple"

VAL 2HAT HAPPENED

"It is implied that Frank and Julie may be a couple"

smiles peacefully as if I understand anything

VAL 2HAT HAPPENED

"It is implied that Frank and Julie may be a couple"

spit take

VAL 2HAT HAPPENED

"It is implied that Frank and Julie may be a couple"

spit take

Yepp

VAL 2HAT HAPPENED

"It is implied that Frank and Julie may be a couple"

spit take

Yepp

"These fangs are fake and you know it!!"

VAL 2HAT HAPPENED

"It is implied that Frank and Julie may be a couple"

spit take

Yepp

"These fangs are fake and you know it!!"

Y e s

VAL 2HAT HAPPENED

"It is implied that Frank and Julie may be a couple"

spit take

Yepp

"These fangs are fake and you know it!!"

Y e s

I luv them so much

I luv them so much

Me too :D