(I'm not silly, I was merely curious. You don't have to tell)
John leans his head back enjoying the feeling of nym running her nails combing across his body giving him a hot and tingly sensation almost causing him to lose control and climax instead of drawing out the pleasure at least for a few moments longer. His stomach then clenched and he tried to catch his breath to stall the moment. John then clenched his teeth and grounded out the only words he could muster "I'm…close.."
(Well I meant it in a pretty innocent way, cause again we barely know each other)
Nym could feel John holding back. She sucked in a deep breath and moaned. "As am I." * She reached up her hands and gently cupped John's face*
( Wel duh haha)
John smiled through his forceful way of holding back then he leans in and kisses nym letting loose the climax he was holding in as he half mumbled yet groaned nyms name against her lips as he leaned in and kissed her
(If you knew me 9 times out of 10 things I say are far from innocent)
Nym kisses John with a sense of urgency as she climaxes with him. She parts her lips and moans against her name in John's mouth. She chuckles as she looks into his dark eyes
( Yeahhhh so as am I. It's awful)
John pulls back and gives himself a minute as he caught his breath whilst looking down at nym with a small smirk as she chuckled "Something funny love?"
(Lol I mean I don't think it's awful.)
"Seems to happen the same way every time." Nym looks as John. "I have a question and it's not to persuade you into doing something you don't want to do. I'm genuinely curious."
(Why not?)
John raises an eyebrow when he moves so he was kneeling yet still inside of nym. He then rubs his jaw and smiles slightly "What are you curious about love?"
(Cause that's just who I am, I'm a very sexual being and I'm pretty open about it.)
Nym pulls herself off John to sit up slightly. "So, you can please me and explore me with your mouth, but I'm not allowed to? I'm sorry that came out passive aggressive. I was thinking about that day in the car on the island, you said something similar to feeling superior. Not that exactly, but that's what I gathered."
( I am proud of you I guess lol, and I totally forgot I kinda made John that way. I should refrain from putting my flaw in him)
John frowns then he shakes his head with a small laugh "You can do all those things….Except…Here" John gestures at his crotch with an embarrassed expression "It's not me being in power…..I rather like giving more than receiving pleasure. It's not me being superior"
(Thanks? And your flaw? I mean every author draws in on themselves when creating a character, never be ashamed of that and never go back on that.)
"Well that's what I mean, why can't I there? Just so I don't feel bad I might start saying you can't do that here anymore." Nym gestures to her core and grabs the blanket to cover herself. "It just makes me feel a little bad. Cause I feel the same, like yea receiving feels great, but I want you to feel as good as I do." Nym looks down and blushes hard.
(Yes, but it makes it hard for him to explain since he wasn't in any situation to make him not want someone to give him a blowjob. Whereas I do in a way)
John winces slightly then he sighs and purses his lips as he tried to word what he was about to say "It was how marianna would control me. Like a form of abusive control when she was with me and I had grown to really dislike it. Yet nym you do give me pleasure in more ways then you think besides the obvious. It's just hard to think about letting you do that and reverting back to my old ways. But since you seem to want to do it so bad then do it now"
(Well that doesn't matter, he is his own person now as you are as well. If he doesn't really have a reason oh well people gotta get over it. If you have a legitimate reason, then people have to respect that.)
Nym's head snapped up, her eyes flashed a blood red color. "No! No way in hell will I do something that may very well scar you. Yes, I really want to, but I'm not risking your emotional status. If you don't like it I won't do it, but I thank you. Now I understand more completely why you don't want me to. I'm still not letting you do those things to me, I just feel unbalanced still." Nym looks down and crosses her arms
( Well yes )
John tilts his head then nods solemnly when nym looks down "Okay….If that is how you want to decide" John then gets up off the bed to look for his clothes. Once finding them and putting them he turns to the bed to face nym "Whenever you decide to get dressed we will leave. It's about time to go and we still need time to get fitted into our suits" John huffs slightly while running a hand through his hair as he walked towards the bathroom
(If you haven't noticed I'm pretty passionate about a lot of things, mainly being true to yourself and ignore every negative comment that comes your way.)
Nym continues to look down, she makes a small grunt of acknowledgement as John walks toward the bathroom. After a few moments she stands and walks to the entrance of the door. She sobs softly "I'm sorry."
John, once he got into the bathroom, turned to the mirror to inspect his face and hair before grabbing a razor to shave his face. Upon hearing nym walk up to the door he stopped to turn and face nym "Nym….It's ok. I understand your decision"
"No, I'm sorry for all you had to go through." Nym, completely ignoring the fact she's still not dressed, walks up to John for a hug. "I know that I can be a hassle with all my constant question so I'm sorry for that too."
John gently wraps his arms around nym feeling humbled at what nym had to say "It's okay, you're not a hassle at all. I like answering your questions whenever you have one. And all that happened so long ago that I shouldn't really be bothered by them"
"But when you don't age it's more difficult to just move on." Nym sniffles "Eventually I would like to help, but it does not have to be anytime soon." Nym wipes a few tears from her face ad chuckles "I should get dressed so we can go."
John makes a face then he murmurs softly "Yes I suppose I had ages to sit on it and think. I just let it drift since I had so much time upon other things I needed to worry about. I appreciate what you are doing for me nym, you are helping me so much and I rather prefer you the way you are, but yes you really need to change"
Nym steps back a bit and turns to John's dresser. She picks up her lacey bra and puts it on, she pulls on one of John's shirts and her pants from earlier today; completely omitting underwear. She walks back up to John and leans in the doorway. "I'm ready."
John smiles as he watched nym turn away before he looked into the mirror feeling a bit melancholy as he wiped his face off. Once hearing nym tell him she was ready he held out his hand for her. He felt excited to be going back to Pylia and maybe show nym what it is like to have fun over there
Nym takes John's hand feeling his sudden build of excitement. "So, will it hurt? Going through the portal?"
John shakes his head as they head downstairs blowing out the candles on the way out the door. He tightens his hand around nyms hand "No….It's like jumping into freezing cold water. It will take your breath away completely"
(Hey hey there :3 how was your evening?)
Nym shivers at the thought "I don't wanna do that. I hate being cold." Nym side steps closer to John and giggles "I have you to take my breath away completely so why does the portal have to? Are we driving somewhere or do we have to fly?"
( Sad, it was sad lol . How about yours?)
John laughs once they made it out the door to the car, once at the car they get there John opens the door for nym like he always does. Once nym got in he walked around to his side getting in and buckling quickly "It's not cold at all love. We have to get a helicopter ride then fly ourselves into the portal"
(I'm sorry to hear that hun. Meh, I mean I did a scary thing and asked this human out a couple days ago and was surprised when they said yes. But I had a nightmare last night and was in a lot of pain. And just a lot of overthinking happened.)
Nym always seemed to smile and blush at John's chivalry. Once Nym was in the car she buckled and waited for John to get it. She turns to him placing a hand on his thigh as he drives. "But you just said it's like jumping into freezing cold water. And a helicopter? Whoa…"
( Aww no )
John makes a face then he nods when he starts the car pulling out of the driveway. John wasn't really paying attention at the moment and he felt like he was out of it "The sensation of getting your breath taken away is the same. Not the cold water"
(Yeaaaaaaa…)
Nym moves her hand to her own lap "Hmm, well okay if you say so. What's with the face? And the emotions, what is this? Your distracted, yet I can't pin an emotion." Nym's face twists in a flurry of confusion
( I hope that goes well)
John blinks then he shakes his head as he moves the steering wheel turning a corner. He glances quickly at nym before facing the road again "I am just thinking is all nym…"
(Thx, we've been trying to get at each other for about two years.. ehhe)
Nym huffs in frustration "It feels like you're blocking me out…" Nym sighs and looks out her window
