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Started November 01, 2021 by Deleted user

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Bull huffed.

“Then why did you jump on him when you could’ve simply asked to show him something? That’s what shuts him down, and he was already quieter than usual because Shithead fucking died.”

Kera flinched whenever he mentioned the death. " I jumped because I was Stupid. Just, don't ride my ass about it" kera hoped Jonathan would come to her rescue. She hated being alone with bull

“You were fucking stupid, huh? That’s a whiny excuse. Growing desperate because you can’t hide your nature?”Bull growled.

He noticed the flinch and an eyebrow rose.

“Did you not know he was dead, or did you? Do you want to how that fucking prick died?”Bull asked.

Jonathan was watching Edgar play with a cup when he glanced at the clock. He realized that Kera had been gone a bit longer than he had thought. Where was she? Did she find Bull?

Jonathan then decided to check while on his way back to his room. He grabbed a sandwich and his coffee, then headed out, wondering if Kera was alright.

Edgar noticed him leave, but decided to play around a bit longer.

" h..how'd he die.. please tell me.." she asked softly

Bull hummed, noting Kera’s reaction.

“Now, I will say this beforehand, I didn’t see it happen. I just cleaned up the mess afterward,”he stated.

He then explained the basic idea of how Maxim and Amelia had been in a bad relationship, and how the rest of the crew eventually met Keigo and joined him.

“… Well, after we left, it turned out that Maxim had stowed away on Amelia’s ship. He then ambushed Kei while the pair of them were checking the ships. Kei got shot and Amelia went to defend him, putting three bullets in Shithead and one of her daggers straight through his fucking heart. And that, is how ol’ Shithead met his well-deserved end.”

Jonathan walked down the hall and noticed Bull’s door was cracked. He approached cautiously, hoping Bull and Kera weren’t fighting. As he drew near, he heard Bull’s last bit on how Maxim died and froze.

Tears welled in Jonathan’s eyes and his hands started to shake badly. He gasped and quickly disappeared in his room, setting aside his sandwich and coffee and curling up against the wall.

Kera heard Jonathan's gasp " babe.." she said and went after him. Kera walked into his room and sighed " hey.." she said as tears streamed down her face

Bull stood at the sound of the gasp, though his heart sank when he heard the fast moving footsteps. He had hoped it wasn’t Jonathan, but it undoubtedly was.

He then narrowed his eyes in confusion when Kera ran after him.

“‘Babe’?”he mumbled, an eyebrow raised. That definitely sounded more serious than friendship.

Jonathan shakily looked up at Kera’s entrance, two long tear streaks already on his face.

“I… didn’t know… how…”he breathed, his shaky voice barely audible. He curled up again, oblivious to Edgar entering the room at that moment.

Edgar chirped and cooed, trying to get Jonathan’s attention, to no avail.

Kera shut his door, walking up to his bed and pulling him close. " I'm so sorry.."

Jonathan wrapped around Kera, desperately needing the comfort. He didn’t seem to hear her apology as he cried.

Edgar curled up next to the pair, chirping occasionally and lightly plucking at Jonathan’s shirt.

Kera held out her hand for Edgar " I'm sorry bud.." she said softly to the birdy
She held onto Jonathan tightly and nuzzled into him

Edgar moved up onto Kera’s hand, chirping in acknowledgement of her apology. He continued to nuzzle and pluck at Jonathan’s shirt.

Jonathan continued to cry, burying his face in her shoulder and holding her tightly with shaking limbs.

" shhhh" she comforted softly. Kera heard the door open " go away" she said sternly to whoever was coming in.

Jonathan heard Kera telling someone to leave, but didn’t bother looking up. He wasn’t sure he could bear to see who it was.

Edgar jumped up to see who had come in, curious and cautious.

Keigo jumped a bit at keras voice " what's going on? What did you do?!"

At hearing Keigo’s voice, Jonathan lifted his head slightly, just enough to talk.

“She… d… did… nothing… wrong… Keigo,”he said through his sobs.

He turned away again, not feeling confident enough to face him at the moment. Edgar turned away from Keigo to once again nuzzle into Jonathan.

Keigo seemed a little stunned " why her of all people would you cry on?I'm pretty sure she tried to kill me and she went after you a hundred and one times already!"

Jonathan shook his head, doing his best to compose himself enough to properly speak. He then turned to Keigo.

“Several fucking reasons, Keigo. We grew up together, and… I haven’t seen Kera since I was fucking… eleven, I think. Then, the fact that our parents disappeared, which… I believe is why she tried to kill ya. Then… the fact that fucking Max, my piece of shit brother… who I hate so fucking much and yet I still love him for some dumbshit reason I don’t fucking understand, brainwashed me into thinking that Kera was even worse than Max himself. Then… the fact that I think I’ve been in love with Kera my entire fucking life without even realizing it,”Jonathan said, more rambling than explaining.

At that moment, he didn’t give a shit what Keigo thought of his words, or of him. His emotions were currently fucked, and his tongue was unhinged because of it.

Keigo jolted, looked up at kera " so you two are.." he stumbled out. He was pretty much in shock. They're lovers.. and the 'bruises' on keras neck must have been exactly what he thought they were. " I..I'm going to go talk to Amelia " he stammered and walked off

Kera watched his emotion change multiple times, holding a bit tighter to Jonathan" hey. You realize you just told keigo everything right?" She asked softly

Jonathan watched Keigo leave, then turned to bury his face back in Kera’s shoulder, fighting back a fresh wave of tears.

“Yeah, and right now I don’t care. I just want ya to hold me. Please,”he moaned.

Edgar chirped with concern.

Amelia still lingered in the galley, talking about random whatnot to Boris as they both finished eating. She knew something was going on, considering that Edgar had quickly flown off, but Keigo had gone to check and she wasn’t sure if her presence was even necessary for the situation.

Keigo came back in the gallery and sat down with a surprised look. " Boris I don't think you need to check on the spots on keras neck." He said

Kera held Jonathan tighter " I can do that" she said softly and rubbed his back.

Boris looked at Keigo in confusion, though it quickly drifted to concern when he saw the man’s expression.

“Why? Did she say something about them?”he asked.

Amelia watched Keigo with concern, putting a gentle hand on his shoulder. What the hell happened that had shocked him like this?

Jonathan held onto Kera, his breathing heavy and uneven as silent tears slid from his eyes. He greatly appreciated the back rub, and finally noticed Edgar’s persistent acts to get his attention and calm him down. He would pet Edgar to reassure the bird, but he didn’t have the courage to move yet.

" it's okay love, just.. deep breaths.." she said softly to comfort him. Kera started to sing softly her voice as sweet and mellow as honey. ( Home, Skyler grey)

Keigo chuckled " she said something.. those bruises are Jonathan's.." he ran his fingers through his hair " he put them there. Last night more then likely "

Jonathan did his best to breathe deeply, then listened to Kera sing. He didn’t know the song, but Kera’s voice was beautiful. He chuckled a bit, nuzzling her shoulder as he slowly started to calm.

Edgar chirped hopefully at his chuckle, nuzzling him some more.

Boris blinked, staring dumbly for a moment. He then shook his head and glanced toward where Jonathan and Kera had been sitting before, then looked back at Keigo.

“Hold on a minute. I… I get that they grew up together, and it makes sense that they’d be a bit more friendly, but… how the fuck did they go from enemies to lost childhood… I don’t know, to that? And all in one fucking day! What the fuck?”Boris burst, completely flustered.

Amelia had turned to stare at the table in shock, but she glanced up at Boris’ outburst. She was just as flustered as poor Boris, but something was nagging at her, and it made the scar on her neck ache a bit.

“If… they grew up together, then… then Kera knew Maxim. And… Jonathan has been a bit quieter than usual since he died. Maybe… I don’t know. But, how is Jonathan? Did you see him?”Amelia said slowly and quietly, repeatedly shaking her head. She turned to Keigo when she asked about Jonathan.

Keigo sighed " you should ask him that yourself. He should e calmed by now" he mumled softly

Kera yawned softly and laid a few soft kisses on his neck " better?"

Amelia looked at Boris, who was still mumbling in shock. She sighed, shaking her head again. She figured it would be best if she didn’t go, since she had been Maxim’s killer. But, Boris was always there to comfort anyone, and she could see that Jonathan’s choice to linger with Kera bothered him.

“Boris, could you go check on him? I think he’ll appreciate your presence more than mine, considering,”Amelia asked.

Boris stopped mumbling and shakily nodded. He stood and left the kitchen.

Amelia leaned on Keigo, completely lost. What did this whole situation mean? For Jonathan, and for everyone else?

Jonathan chuckled, tilting his head to the side to expose more of his neck as she kissed him. He then nodded into her shoulder, a bit too out of it to talk much. Afterward, he shifted so he could see Edgar and held out his hand.

“Come on, Edgar. I’m alright,”he mumbled.

Edgar hopped onto his hand and nuzzled his arm, cooing and chirping happily.

Jonathan smiled, then snuggled against Kera, his eyes drifting closed. A good, long nap beside Kera seemed quite pleasant to his stressed mind.

Kera agreed to his sleepy actions,yawning softly. It wasn't until someone opened the door again did she snap and growled slightly " could you all leave us the hell alone. Yes omg I got nailed by Jonathan. Is there anything else you'd like to know because I can give some pretty good details on how he managed it!" She blurted out