forum “ there's nothing left to say now.”

Started November 08, 2021 by Deleted user

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"I'm… I'm not comfortable with that right now…" Corbin replied, his voice scarcely more than a whisper.

keigo nodded and rubbed corbins arm " its okay.."

Corbin hid his face again, keeping his wings raised and puffed up for the time being.

keigo sighed softly, running his fingers through his wings

Corbin was trembling lightly and seemed tense, and he was still pretty anxious and uncomfortable.

" im sorry if affected you the wrong way.." he said softy

Corbin gripped the fabric of Keigo's shirt tighter and shook his head a bit. "I-I'm not… I'm not ready… I need more time, okay? I-I barely know you guys and I'm not… I'm not comfortable doing relationship stuff unless we're in a relationship, and we're not going to be in a relationship unless I'm comfortable around you…"

keigo listened, keeping his mouth shut. " are you wanting me to hold you like this?" he asked softly

"I-I don't know… it's just hard to feel okay in another man's arms when my boyfriend is sitting right there, regardless of whether or not he's okay with it." Corbin sat up and hiccuped weakly, rubbing at his eyes. "B-Because I don't hate you guys or anything, b-but I still don't know you, and I want to be able to get to know you without that kinda pressure… I need you to be willing to spend time with me without expecting me to give you some sort of relationship benefit in return."

keigo nodded " im wiling to give what it takes to make you happy, if thats time then so be it," he said softly " if you wanna go to cyrus you can.." he said and let his wings fall.

cyrus moved to be open if corbin wanted to move, " its okay, take it easy cori.."

Corbin carefully moved over to Cyrus and buried his face in his shoulder, sobbing weakly as he trembled. He kept his wings up around himself as a sort of shield, gripping Cyrus with trembling hands.

cyrus whined a bit at corbin being upset, he wrapped his wings around corbin as a safety blanket and rubbed his back. " ive got you love.."

Corbin huddled up a bit, trying to make himself small. He could feel the way they were looking at him and he hated it. Pathetic… you're being too sensitive. Now they're upset and it's your fault. He coughed weakly, shaking a bit harder as he struggled to calm himself down.

“ cori..” Cyrus said softly, rubbing Corbin’s back. “ those voices in your head arnt going to help you, just block them out and listen to my heart beat.. i promise your not doing anything wrong or selfish. “ he ran his fingers through Corbin’s hair “ I love you.” He said only to the other.

Corbin hiccuped weakly, unable to respond yet. He did as instructed, falling quiet as he focused on Cyrus' heart. It took him a few minutes to start calming down again.

Cyrus ran his fingers through Corbin’s hair, trilling softly to let Corbin know he was still paying attention

Corbin's breathing eventually evened out a bit more and he seemed to relax somewhat, although he was still uneasy. "S-Sorry…" He whispered weakly.

“ it’s not your fault so don’t apologize “ Cyrus said carringly. He kissed Corbin’s head softly

"I-I just… feel bad…" Corbin murmured quietly in return, letting his wings relax a bit, but keeping himself hidden.

“ we all do sometimes..” he said softly, Cyrus noticed that keigo was taking mental notes to know what to do when Corbin gets overwhelmed

Corbin yawned and trilled weakly, closing his eyes as he huddled closer. He looked tired and a bit pale aside from the blotchiness on his cheeks. "Mmnh…"

Cyrus kissed Corbin softly, “ get some sleep..” he suggested solemnly

"Okay…" Corbin exhaled shakily and hid his face again, eventually relaxing and drifting off to sleep in Cyrus' arms.

Cyrus kept running his hand through Corbin’s hair.

Corbin yawned and trilled softly in his sleep, finally relaxed.

Keigo chuckled “ you really have a way with him..”

Corbin stirred a bit, shifting to be more comfortable.

Keigo sighed, wondering how long it’d take for Corbin to come around.
Cyrus wrapped his wings around the other, being quite protective over Corbin like this.

It took Corbin a while to start waking up again. He yawned and stirred, whining softly and stretching out his wings.

All three boys had curled around Corbin, Cyrus’s blue wings wrapped him in the innermost and the two others wings overlapping on Cyrus.