Johns eyes widened and he looks at nym in disbelief before busting out a loud laugh while he covered his face to try and stop from laughing "Haha! Wow…." John laughed for a few minutes then he started to calm down as he turned towards nym with a look of idolatry "I wish you would have told me love"
Muffled tone "Don't laugh! It's not funny." Nym squirms and shies away from John Why?!" Nym whines "I should've have kept it to myself!" Nym's face is bright red and still buried
John pokes nyms side as he laid his head next to her making what he was hoped was a very convincing adorable face "Nyyymmm! I love you hahaha….I find it cute and knowing how you are I am sure you might enjoy it….Especially if I wanted to do it right now"
Nym inhales sharply. She stutters "Um, w-what, c-cute? I-I've never experienced it… I-I… um… Jooooohn!" totally flustered Nym curls into a ball
John smiles then he places a kiss on her cheek while a small smirk "Never? Not even once eh?" John smirks then he laughs again, but this time it quieter
"No, not even once. I've never been able to handle my senses and emotions until you." Nym turns to face John, putting a bit of space between them. Her expression is very serious, no hints of play or amusement
John frowns as he gazes a nym and her serious expression feeling thrown off by the sudden change in attitude "I would think that's a good thing…..Right?"
"What do you mean?" Nym's obvious confusion plays across her face. her expression lightens a bit, feeling a slight shift in emotion from John "And I'm sorry for being so grave about it. I mean all my senses has been out of whack until I met you. My family had trouble dealing with the fact that I couldn't be touched, boyfriends, girlfriends, best friends. I have never even been able to touch myself for pleasure." Nym blushes "Then you casually stroll into my life and completely change that in an instant. I'll never forget the first time I stayed over with you and things got heated quick, but never in my lifetime before I met you have I been able to go anywhere near that far with anyone else."
John smiles slightly as he reaches up running a hand through his hair "I remember our first night….It was tender and precious. I was surprised that you seemed tentative in touching me when you seemed so affectionate and lovable" A tender expression crossed his face and he chuckles softly "I can understand your struggle love. Did I really just casually stroll in like you said?"
Nym chuckles "No you gracefully floated in an surprised me with the mention of a kid, to be honest I was expecting a toddler until you were talking about her work, then I was confused." Nym becomes more light hearted "And what did you mean about wanting to try that thing now? I mean it's obvious, but also vague."
John tilts his head then he nods slightly "I don't think I mentioned her right away did I? I talking about touching myself in an intimate way while you are next to me hahaha" John reaches a hand out motioning for nym to come closer
"You did once you thought I was bothered by your presence." Nym blushes, then slowly moves closer to John "Have you ever…?" Nym's voice trails off leaving an open ended obvious question
John slowly reaches his hand down around nym back as she moved closer to him "Oh, and have I ever done that? Or done it with you?"
"Done that silly." Nym shudders pleasurably under John's touch
Johns eyes slightly darkened then he nods slowly at nyms answer to which question "Nothing extreme….but I have done some light under the table touching. And positioned myself to where I would get some form satisfaction in my..Um…My…pants"
Nym smiles understanding how uncomfortable John must feel "What's it feel like? To pleasure yourself I mean…" Nym looks at him and softly laughs as his eyes darken
(I'm now out of my element….Lol I don't really know)
John coughs slightly clearing his throat then he takes a moment to respond "I….it feels like….Like a bruise. When it heals enough and it feels good touching it. The more you touch the better it feels…..any friction or something is much appreciated. It also makes me feel hot. Like I'm burning and the only thing that cools me down is the end…and you getting me there" John winks and laughs softly trying not to let his voice betray him
(Ha it's cool. That was good)
Nym rolls her eyes "Yea?" Nym gives John a short and sweet kiss "Sounds interesting."
John makes an irritated face and pulls back feeling slightly insulted at nyms response "Well you asked…" John then growls and squints
Nym jumps back a bit surprised at John's sudden irritation, she fights back tears and babbles frantically "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to offend you… I just… It's just that… well I know I asked, but I wouldn't know… I mean I know what it feels like to be with you, but not what it feels like to pleasure one's self… I'm sorry I didn't know what to say." Nym looks down and rings her hands. She speaks in a whisper "I'm sorry, I don't like upsetting you. I… I… I didn't mean to…"
John was surprised at nyms outburst then reaches out touching nyms hands feeling bad for being irritated "Nym it's ok love. It's okay I promise love, I'm not upset I was just alittle irritated. You don't need to apologize"
A few tear cascade down Nym's face "I didn't mean to irritate you, what did you expect me to say to something I haven't experienced really."
"Nym don't cry please….I wasn't expecting a proper answer. I was embarrassed by explaining it" John rubs the back of his neck and sigh. He blinked as he looked at nyms face unsure of what to say
"Why'd you get mad at me?" Nym is quite and shaking slightly "I said that cause maybe if you would've wanted to I would've been able to feel what you do. I didn't mean anything malicious by it."
"I wasn't mad nym, I was not mad in the slightest" John tilts his head when he reaches a hand up and touches nyms face "I know you didn't mean anything malicious by it…"
"That's what it felt like." Nym flinches slightly as John reached a hand up, but within moments she grabbed his hand put it against her cheek hoping he wouldn't noticed
John frowns noticing nym flinching at his touch then he rubs his thumb across nyms cheekbone taking the latter option and not mentioning her flinch "I wasn't I promise love"
"Okay." Nym wipes her face with the back of her hand "What time is it? When are we supposed to go?"
(Sorry I got locked outside and its cold)
John makes a face wanting to forget about the time and everything else in the world to just focus on nym and the moment they have together "Don't worry about that love. I want us to enjoy the next hour or two before we must leave"
(Locked out? Are you okay?Are you warming up?)
Nym smiles, knowing what he was trying to do. She leans in "Can I have a kiss my fiancee?"