So, an ex of mine went to a mental hospital for 11 months, he just came back about 2 weeks ago. At the time I only broke up with him because he was an alcoholic. A 14 year old alcoholic. He is clean now, has been since april. I still love him…but he no longer returns those feelings. We had a long conversation (I cried the whole time) and decided to just be friends. It hurts. I had a mental breakdown, crying over basically nothing. I hate myself. I hate that I wish he never came back. Afterall he had left me, suddenly and unexpected he was gone, 11 months later he comes back, and I am supposed to be ok? I am not…I can't see him everyday. I can't hear him joking about my feelings. I can't…but I can't lose him either.
So, you broke up with him because of what he was. You made a decision that was in your best interest. You have nothing to hate yourself for. You made a decision to protect yourself. You may still have feelings, and they are valid, but they are not worth your time. The past is the past, so even though it’s going to hurt, you’re going to have to move on. Don’t stay where you are not wanted. You have to remember to keep yourself alive and not others. You have no loyalties to anyone. You focus on you, and you become the best you you can be.
…I mean…thanks? … I don't agree with that. But that is just me.
But this is Honors college and my Composition and Rhetoric class… The essay is gonna get destroyed lol.
Yes, but my point is if I could do it for a high school class, you could do it 100% better than me and achieve college level writing XD
But this is Honors college and my Composition and Rhetoric class… The essay is gonna get destroyed lol.
Yes, but my point is if I could do it for a high school class, you could do it 100% better than me and achieve college level writing XD
Idk about that fam. We’ll see lol.
…I mean…thanks? … I don't agree with that. But that is just me.
It’s okay if you don’t agree. You weren’t raised like I was, and I wasn’t raised like you were. We’re different, and our ideas and thoughts are incredibly different. I don’t expect you to agree, and it’s okay not too. You’re Gucci fam!
…I mean…thanks? … I don't agree with that. But that is just me.
It’s okay if you don’t agree. You weren’t raised like I was, and I wasn’t raised like you were. We’re different, and our ideas and thoughts are incredibly different. I don’t expect you to agree, and it’s okay not too. You’re Gucci fam!
Alright, thanks for the advice, I appreciate you trying ^-^
@ThatBackgroundSlytherin
Ay he’s still around! Nice.
Yeah I’m Dom. Kind of the dad since Sly phased out. Didn’t really know him tbh but respect to the real OGs
…I mean…thanks? … I don't agree with that. But that is just me.
It’s okay if you don’t agree. You weren’t raised like I was, and I wasn’t raised like you were. We’re different, and our ideas and thoughts are incredibly different. I don’t expect you to agree, and it’s okay not too. You’re Gucci fam!
Alright, thanks for the advice, I appreciate you trying ^-^
No problem! I hope you’re feeling better tho.
@ThatBackgroundSlytherin
Ay he’s still around! Nice.
Yeah I’m Dom. Kind of the dad since Sly phased out. Didn’t really know him tbh but respect to the real OGs
Holy smokes Dom. I’ve been here longer than you have… I didn’t even realize that…
I wish my caffeine withdrawal headache would go away!
@ThatBackgroundSlytherin
Ay he’s still around! Nice.
Yeah I’m Dom. Kind of the dad since Sly phased out. Didn’t really know him tbh but respect to the real OGs
Holy smokes Dom. I’ve been here longer than you have… I didn’t even realize that…
Of all people to pick up the title of Notebook Dad, I think you're a pretty good fit Dom. It's kinda interesting to see who's stuck around and who has faded into myth. Feel like we could write a whole "The Mythology of Notebook.ai" at this point
Domino are you my father too or am I a bastard child?
Side note, Just looked at your Bio cause I'm bored out of my mind.
Dom you've read Les Miserables? I don't know anyone other than myself who's made it through the Brick.
With how many times I've dropped my phone I'm surprised that the screen isn't cracked all to hell!
I'm the chaotic next door neighbour who gives you candy if you come over, but also has a giant axe on the wall.
Then what am I?
You are the deity known as Winter, Bringer of Celtic knowledge, Chaos, and Weaponry!
I hate how different my teachers are. On one hand, with my mythology teacher (mostly online with in person once a week) docked me 5 points when I turned in an assignment at 10:30 and the assignment was due at 11:59. When I messaged her she said "It was too close to the die time and I have to make sure you don't do it again"
Meanwhile my psych teacher (Fully online) I was writing a paper and was on new medication that makes me extremely tired as well as spacey. I ended up falling asleep before I could turn it in and woke up at like 1:43. Turned it in and then sent her a message explaining what happened. She messaged me back saying "no worries - new medication can be tough. I appreciate the note. Good Job" and didn't dock off any points.
Like y'all wonder why I have a 94% in psych and a 62% in myth?
Pull a Winter about it. The nice teachers/professors you treat with respect and honor and you’re nice back. The not so nice teachers you still treat with respect but I choose to be passive aggressive about it. For example if I were to give my teacher an apple, I’d give them the apple that doesn’t crunch. I’d give the apple that has the consistency of wet sand and is as flavorful as plain water. No harm done to them, they just get annoyed.
Side note, Just looked at your Bio cause I'm bored out of my mind.
Dom you've read Les Miserables? I don't know anyone other than myself who's made it through the Brick.
There is a book?! I watched the musical with my dad and loved it. Now I have to read that.
Of all people to pick up the title of Notebook Dad, I think you're a pretty good fit Dom. It's kinda interesting to see who's stuck around and who has faded into myth. Feel like we could write a whole "The Mythology of Notebook.ai" at this point
Thank you for an interesting compliment.
Also yeah that might be fun. I bet most of the newbies don’t know Eris.
Domino are you my father too or am I a bastard child?
You are all my children. Though I am now the Dad Who’s at Work A Lot but I will sit with you for five minutes for deep chill time
Side note, Just looked at your Bio cause I'm bored out of my mind.
Dom you've read Les Miserables? I don't know anyone other than myself who's made it through the Brick.
I loved it so much. Took me forever though. And that part about Waterloo nearly killed me of boredom. I laughed. I got really sad. I bounced up and down when Thenardier was luring Valjean to his house and Marius and Javert made a plan to bust it.
I have as well!
Book club time! Marius is a useless emo but I love him anyways.
I'm wearing a super cute outfit that's outside my comfort zone and normal attire…. So far I feel kinda hot but like I'm really insecure and anxious in it. If one person says I look weird I'll probably breakdown XD. But only compliments so far!
I wanna send a picture but I only have my school Chromebook rn which isn't the best quality (And likely wouldn't fit my whole body in frame.
Side note, Just looked at your Bio cause I'm bored out of my mind.
Dom you've read Les Miserables? I don't know anyone other than myself who's made it through the Brick.
I loved it so much. Took me forever though. And that part about Waterloo nearly killed me of boredom. I laughed. I got really sad. I bounced up and down when Thenardier was luring Valjean to his house and Marius and Javert made a plan to bust it.
I have as well!
Book club time! Marius is a useless emo but I love him anyways.
:D I'm more of a Grantaire person but yess
I was confronted with the question of the universe at 3 am at a 7/11 Gas Station
I just wanted a Bang
But no
The cashier looked at me like he possessed all knowledge and asked me
How do you comprehend what is hard to understand?
And there I was, in my Star Wars pajamas and I kid you not I looked at him and said with all my eternal knowledge
You don’t. The dumb ignore it, the smart learn to cope.
And that poor man stuttered, rang me up, and said have a good night
And I said you too and left it at that.
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