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Started February 07, 2018 by @remarkab.le

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Awwwww thanks same to you. You guys have really helped!

You know what, someday we should all meet up somewhere, and meet each other in real life. It would be kinda cool…

Yuusss

mhmhm sure

I'd be totally down to do that, but I don't have a way to get to Alaska…

lol I would too

come on it would be fun

Money dude

I'm in North Carolina soo, imma probably hafta wait a very, very long time to get anywhere.

But i would do it!

I have a way to get out of Alaska… maybe like in three years. When I'm out of high school and in college

girl we're not mad at you and we all were super worried and its fine we looove youuuu

I FORGIVE YOU. I UNDERSTAND EVERYTHING.

YES BRO!!!!!! WE NEARLY DIED OF PANIC AND WE DON'T THINK ANY LESS OF YOU!!!

Listen, I know what you're talking about. But telling people a huge rant on everything that's going on isn't always going to help. We are not professionals. We might say something that makes you feel worse, because we don't really know how to handle a situation like this.
With that said, I think I speak for everybody when I say that we all care. Nobody wants you permanently gone. Please, if you're struggling, see a doctor about it. It's a very scary thought, I know. You might think that people will judge you for going to get help. And I'll be honest, some people will judge you. But who cares? They're not a priority. Your own health is more important than other people's opinions. So please, for your sake, and for ours, talk to a professional.

I have no words for that depressing speech. I understand you're pov but, after you saw how worried we were the first time you got on as Clonegirl, why not stop then? We were worried, I myself was worried because somewhat like you, I've never had friends. This is the closest I've gotten with people.
I forgive and accept your apology, but please, don't do that again. ;-;

I wish I could hug you Laffette…

I am crying right now because well, thats the first time I've told anyone about what was going on. I don't know why I do anything. I don't know or remember why I even started. I don't know. I can't tell a professional. I just don't want to. My life is like a diary. I want no one to see it. So to share it all with you well…. its a first time?

Okay so I know you want to keep it locked up forever. I know the feeling I've done it. But when you actually vent to someone in real life and tell them what's going on, it can help! If you're feeling this way a therapist can help a lot.

I understand what that's like. Talking about it is very personal. But professionals are aware of that, and won't press you to share any information that you're not ready to share. You can instead tell them that you want to focus on being happy before you are comfortable with talking about your feelings. They are there to make you feel better and live your best life, not your worst.

As someone who has gone to a therapist, I can confirm that it really, truly helps.

Suicide isn't the answer. Trust me, I know. There are things that people tormented me about. I was bullied for being stout, and tubby. It got worse through middle school, and highschool, until I changed that. My seventh grade year, was the worse. That's when I really met Elias. (He used to make fun of me) I started to thin out, and I started to work out. I became a sword fighter, and a fencer, and a boxer. I lost weight, and gained muscle, in a period of three months, (over the summer) and headed into eighth grade feeling super self conscious. The first day back, I was stared at by everyone. No one would talk to me. I ate lunch by myself, and nobody was there. It was like this for a quarter of the school year. One day, I thought about ending it all, but before I was going to, I talked to my guidance counselor. I walked in, and Elias was in there talking about me. I was eavesdropping, (Didn't mean to, but I did.) He was talking about me, and how I looked so lonely, but it looked like I didn't care. HE was worried about me. He told the guidence coulselor something I will never forget. "I know why that girl is so lonely. I bullied her, and I tore her down. I broke her. She changed over the summer though. She changed. I didn't. I want to change, and I want to be her friend, but after what I did, I don't even know if she could ever accept me…"
I cried. I didn't want my life to be over, when he walked out, I was standing there. He smiled and said hello. Now, we are best friends, and we love each other. I have a few friends, and virtually no one cares about me anymore. It's ok. I have people who care and that's all that matters. We care for you @AmericasFavoriteFightingFrenchGirl_LAFFETTE!, so much more than you will ever know here.

I'm here, and I am rooting for you. If you have anything that crosses your mind, let us know. We care. We aren't like those idiots who have no hearts. We have them, sometimes we just choose not to show them. WE CARE FOR YOU.

Hear hear!

YES!!!!

You guys……………………………..Are like the nicest people I have ever met. Thank you for everything really!

ANYTIME!!!!

I try, literally I try so hard to be nice to other people because no one was nice to me.

"Be the person that you needed when you were younger" is a quote that really motivates me….

I hope things get better for you, Laffette! We'll be here with you every step of the way :)