someone help
there was this one youtuber i used to watch a while ago and i cant remember her name
i think it was something with the name paige?? and i think she had blue hair the last time i watched her but she would change her hair colors pretty often
I finally got “The Fandom Dictionary” posted. Let me know if you want me to post a link to it.
Attention everyone
I am no longer a fucking prude
I have kissed a person
I can now properly call myself a whore
✨WOMEN✨
it was so awkward omg honestly I prefer just intensely hugging
…im… jealous…
i wanna kiss a girl DDD:
I have yet to kiss a girl and it makes me angry
only because I have kissed boys many times, before I came out.
I would imagine kissing a girl would be basically like kissing a boy.
Ya'll
I checked my grades for the first time all semester and I have a pretty good guess on what they all should be based on how much work I do.
Only to find out that my jerk of a physics teacher made the rude and uncalled for desition to up how many points each Homework assignment is worth, like dude, not cool. They're usually 2 points each which if you do one of them is equal to failing one test if you don't do any of them, so I've done like one third of the homework assignments, and figured I would have a mid B based off of test scores. But no this man upped the homework assignments to 4-6 points each, that's a pretty big Flipping difference, I have a 70.2% I am one percent away from getting a D and not being able to go to collage.
Like I have to either, Ace this final, like get a 90 or higher, or, do A heck tone of Extra credit assignments, which I don't know how many points those will be worth because he refuses to tell us. But my guess is 5-10 points per assignment and If I do every single extra credit assignment available I'll be able to get as low as an 80 on the final. And If after all of that extra credit I don't know enough to get an 80 or higher than heaven help me, I'm doomed.
Also I missed like 2 assignments in my Art class and it dropped my like a full letter grade like sir that ain't how that's supposed to work but ok. Anyway so I'm banned from LoTR and BTS content until even my dreams are filled with Physics equations.
Did I mention all of this has to be done by Tuesday, also I have an APEL Final Tomorrow, Also I have a APEL AP test on Tuesday, and an ECON Final on Tuesday. And my AP Gov test on Wednesday.
And I spent valuable time calculating how much work I have to do instead of doing the work because you know priorities.
I tried making a picrew of Zero-Two (from Darling in the Franxx)

NICO AND WILL I SWEAR TO THE GODS-
that looks great by the way.
Wow, my friend's mom told me to never speak to her family again and I'm fucking crazy and should be tested for schizophrenia. Guess I'll die
Wow, my friend's mom told me to never speak to her family again and I'm fucking crazy and should be tested for schizophrenia. Guess I'll die
that wasn't very pogchamp of her, no sir
people need to chill with the "crazy" term when it comes to using it in a derogatory way ugh
The sad thing is she was basically my adopted mother since my mom obviously doesn't do shit to care for me.
that's even worse
0.00/10 on the swaggy list for sure
all jokes aside, that sucks. i feel for you, man. i've been through something similar and it was big ouch hours-
all my mother figures have been shit
I have severe
✨mommy issues✨
Her mom completely disowned and hates me.
But yeah apparently my friend also slipped that I'm a reality shifter so a bunch of people keep calling me crazy and schizophrenic and many other mental issues. Hurts like hell. If you don't believe it's a thing, fine, but you don't have to say shit like that
Ive been trying to reality shift, but I have yet to succeed.
You'll get the hang of it! I promise all the hard work will pay off, it's so worth it.
Especially if you're like me and don't have a home or a place to feel welcomed and like you belong…
i've shifted quite a few times and people think i'm nuts too but i keep doing it anyways cuz fuck what they say lmao
I haven't been able to shift for a while now and it's starting to worry me. It used to come easy but now it's just… gone
I havent been able to yet lol
shifting still comes fairly easy for me?? it's gotten a bit harder but otherwise it works out just fine
i primarily use that method where you cover your eyes with a blindfold or bandana then play some white noise in the bg while visualizing waking up as your DR self
it's the first method i learned and it works p well for me-
I TRY to use The Raven method where you lay on your back, legs spread apart slightly, arms slightly above your head (starfish position) and you count to 100 until you fall asleep, waking up in your DR, I've gotten REALLY close like twice-