forum The Depressed Ones // Bring your most depressed characters !
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@saor_illust school

hahah sorry about my sudden disappearance – heart surgery and coma go brrr
been a hot while since i've been allowed to touch any electronics since i woke up
… though if i'm being honest, i've been going insane without you guys :')

can't walk anymore – i used to love taking walks around the hospital but now i can't do that and it's just not the same

@saor_illust school

yeah i'm fine – just, it's not the hospital being bad, it's – my illness has gotten worse
given that i'm already struggling to stand? don't think i have very long left
but we'll see, maybe they'll find something new to prolong my already short life

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(i wanna join: Name: Kek Intyll Age: 18 Why they're depressed: His entire species is the most hated species in the world, people treat him like he's the devil incarnate and the death of his sister was almost definitely his fault. Universe: Angel Fire)

@saor_illust school

yeah, me too
ig you kind of get used to your impending death after awhile
just something that's there, you know?
might as well make things worthwhile
kind of came to terms with this already

Deleted user

i guess i'm here now
ish
if you want i can leave
i'm Kek
if you wanted to know
or cared
this is pointless- what am i supposed to gain from talking to people i don't even know the least bit about
what sector are you guys in

@Randomguyonline

(I have several depressed children, so can I roleplay as multiple? sorry for breaking the immersion, it's a genuine question :<)
(If I can only roleplay with one, I already know who to pick lol)
(anyways, say hi to 4 of my children)

Name: William (but you can call me Will tho :)
Age: 16
Reason: W-well… I kinda have a disease (more like a hormonal disorder, gigantism if you know or care about it) and I've been bullied my whole life for it. I know, I know, shitty reason, it could be worse, but it affects me a lot… Also, my dad left my mom when he found out she was pregnant, so… t-that's a bonus I guess.
Universe: "Markings on the kitchen wall, 2004"

Name: Henka
Age: 19 turnin' 20
Reason: Well, I ain't gon' say the whole thing, but long story short, I've got an abusive (in pretty much every way possible) dad, far better than me sister, enabler mother and a hell of a drug addiction. Well, I'm actually border-polar but hey, I got depressive episodes too so guess it counts or whatever.
Universe: Sciamachy

Name: Natt
Age: 99 (in elf years, therefore about… 18? yeah, I think I'd be 18 in human years)
Reason: Well, It's not like I'm DEPRESSED depressed, but my mom does drive me crazy sometimes… She's just a little narcisistic, and might be overcontrolling of everything I do, and clearly favor my younger siblings, and be a liiiiiiiiiittle racist with me bc I'm mixed and divorced my dad after she took his fortune and now she's overloading me with responsibilities against my will to carry on the family's name but hey, looking at the bright side, it could be far worse, right? I mean, me and my dad have a nice relationship tho, but mom's boyfriend is pretty racist as well.
Universe: ANAPHORA

Name: Jack
Age: 38
Reason: All you're required to know is my wife died.
Universe: Sciamachy

@Randomguyonline

Will, visibly anxious and avoiding eye contact (also, yes, he stutters. a LOT):

So… It's-it's uh, nice to meet you! smiles awkwardly u-um… D-do you– Do you guys, like, t-talk about uh- anything specific? Or is it–

Henka, talking over, quickly and clearly not sober:

YEah yeah cool, this'll take days. So, y'all talk about something or just chat about whatever, because like, if anyone knows any dru- MEDICINE, I mean clears throat, medicine, that numbs the pain, yeah, I'm taking that, so any suggestions would be cool I guess.

Jack, signing a "no pls stop" with his hands, whispers so that Henka can't hear:

Don't. He'll get addicted. sighs Again.

@Randomguyonline

Will, smiling naively at Jasper, sttuttering a bit less (read as "starting to feel a bit confortable"):

Oh! U-uh, thanks! I-um.. I guess… Well– I– I wonder what typ- genre of music y-you guys like? I-I mean, I actually LOVE music, like… I kinda feel like– Like it helps me when I'm in-in bad days, so uh… Does a-anyone have some- any song reccomendations?

(Quick pause for a trigger warning. Henka is a pretty unfitered character in the way he acts and speaks, so if any mention of triggering topics are prohibited, please warn me so I simply don't roleplay with him. The other 3 are super safe tho. I don't wanna break any forum rules, cause harm nor hurt anyone in any way, Henka's just an a**hole quite frankly.)

Henka, lightning up a cigarrete, probably not his first today tho. A little grumpy/upset but mostly due to still being hungover from yesterday, and using a sarcastic tone

Sure, I didn't wanna BE in this world in the first place but I mean, ya aren't k** yerself if the drugs are doing it for ya, so yeah, "LoVeLy"

Natt, looking concerned:

Gosh, that was morbid. Is he always like that?

Jack:

Sometimes. Most of the time. He has his bad days.

Natt:

Well, anyways, if you guys wanna talk about music, I have a record collection! I-uh… I don't know, I just thought I should mention that. And nice to meet you Jasper! And Kali! Are you guys doing ok today? :)

@saor_illust school

(( i think rping with henka should be fine, as long as when triggering topics are brought up you include a trigger warning beforehand so people can prepare themselves c: ))

@imJUSTasillylittleguy group

Jasper

uhh music? Is that what the guy with the
golden shinny thing that makes sound is? It's different then normal sound right? Also it's nice to meet you too!

Kali she scoffed slightly at henka

Yeah well at least we can agree on something.