forum The LGBTQ+ Community Chat :) Part 2!

Started September 25, 2020 by @Moxie group

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What I want to do is beat him up, but please let me read what he wrote. I am weirdly enough, interested.

he literally wrote me a five paragraph email bitching me out :')
do you guys wanna read it :) :)

Hmmm, what a bitch. You should tell him to shove it <3

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So I can kick his ass :)

im not fucking ignoring you?? Josh ffs im trying, i havent had my fuckin phone to fucking message you. and the fucking name change was because it just didnt fit anymore, its not that fuckin serious man fr. and ffs i didnt even keep achilles,

go ahead and be fucking angry but its not my fuckin problem. and mfer YOU didnt pick that fucking name. I read it off a fucking list and you thought it was nice. A list I still fucking have btw. Quit weaving this false fucking narrative that I dont fucking care because you know full fucking well ive been there for you. Ive been there for you whenever i could but youre the one fucking refusing my help. mate you have no fucking idea how terrifying it is being with a partner who could just fucking kill himself at any moment. You think youre scared??? josh im fucking terrified. i cant leave you alone for a fucking day otherwise youll fucking spill over. I cant fucking keep doing this dude, you always just assume the worst with me, that im ignoring you on purpose and that i dont care. Thats so fucking disheartening with the amount of effort ive fucking put into this relstionship. josh this isnt working, youve got this weird idea in your head that one minute youre the bad gut and the fucking next everybody around you are the bad guys.

so be angry all you fucking want but dont thing for a fucking minute that I dont fucking care. get your head out of your fucking ass josh and come back to me when youre not wallowing in your own self pity, because according to you thats exactly what im doing. im fucking sorry for hurting you, i swore to you i would never do that, but ffs no matter what i do its always my fault. you ever wonder why i keep my fucking mouth shut when you piss me off? because every fucking time i tell you im hurt you turn it into a pity party about "how much of a horrible person you". i feel like im treading on eggshells with you dude! i cant fuckin do that shit forever.

so dont fuckin sit there and act like im the fuckin problem. im sick of keeping my mouth shut to keep you stable. thats not fucking healthy josh.

:)

i literally was his caretaker because he's a little :')

That…. I don’t know what to make of that but there is a red flag somewhere.

"mfer YOU didnt pick that fucking name. I read it off a fucking list and you thought it was nice. A list I still fucking have btw."
that's literally picking a name what

I'm going to fight him, I swear to god, I'm going to fight him

here's the fifth paragraph :)

and for laughing? josh i laugh when i dont want to cry, when i dont know what to do and when i dont know whats happening. i wasnt fuckin laughing at you. i was scared josh, fucking terrified even because i wasn't sure what to say or how to feel.

Okay red flags everywhere, scratch that first comment.

"no matter what i do its always my fault"
even @Whisper-Is-A-Halloween-Fan can tell you that one of the most frequent things I say is "It's okay, It's not your fault" :')

Yeah, apart from the bad formatting most of it sounds like bullshit and victim-blaming.

I'm going to fight him, stg, square up

"you always just assume the worst with me" the fuck no I've told him so, SO many times that he was one of THE best things that has ever happened to me

"you have no fucking idea how terrifying it is being with a partner who could just fucking kill himself at any moment" I was just saying how much of a better place I was in two weeks ago before he decided to fuckin dip on me :)

Wow, what a dick.

so thank you kanye, very cool :'')

"no matter what i do its always my fault"
even @Whisper-Is-A-Halloween-Fan can tell you that one of the most frequent things I say is "It's okay, It's not your fault" :')

Hi, can confirm

What do you get when you get to go to a spooky farm with your crush late at night. EVEN THOUGH YOU BOTH ARE DATING SOMEONE….My heart is exploding…LIKE HELP…

:)

I'm going to fight him, stg, square up

Yeah, I’m ready to stage an assassination.

What do you get when you get to go to a spooky farm with your crush late at night. EVEN THOUGH YOU BOTH ARE DATING SOMEONE….My heart is exploding…LIKE HELP…

don't know what that feels like :)

Also Sorry for the massive amounts of periods. My hands are slightly shaking.

Yeah, honestly? Very shitty of him.
Sorry you have to go through this, my dude. We're definitely all here for you to talk to. I hope things get better.

"because every fucking time i tell you im hurt you turn it into a pity party about "how much of a horrible person you"
to the tune of Blowin' In The Wind by Peter Paul and Mary
how many times have I put my issues aside
to make sure that you're doing fine
:)

What do you get when you get to go to a spooky farm with your crush late at night. EVEN THOUGH YOU BOTH ARE DATING SOMEONE….My heart is exploding…LIKE HELP…

don't know what that feels like :)

It's okay, I Just GAH. SHe likes me too. BUT y'know. we ain't cheaters. BUT if i could sneak a small kiss. like on the cheek. I would.

" wasn't sure what to say or how to feel."
i think the word you're looking for is sorry. :'')

But that's just my analysis
Anyone else?

Alright I'm gonna go set his house on fire. Not just the sink. THE WHOLE HOUSE. ANYONE WANNA COME?
heheheh never get a pyromaniac as an enemy heheheheh

I DO

I've just been playing minecraft every chance I get to distract myself