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Started February 10, 2019 by @Elder-God-Jacks347

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“That makes sense, I used to be more like that too.” Jax said, moving over to her side.

"I don't want to cause trouble for anyone, I've already done that enough for the people that have to deal with me."

“You’re not causing trouble.” He reassured her.

"You think so? You don't have to lie to make me feel better."

“I’m not lying. You know I don’t hesitate when it comes to sharing my opinions on something.”

"But I don't want him to think he has to do this."

“He’s doing it because he wants to not because he has to.”

"And what about you? What's going through your head right now?"

“Well I want to take care of you too I just don’t know how to.”

"How kind of you." She hugged herself tighter, gritting her teeth to avoid wincing from the pain.

He gently wrapped his arm around Becca’s shoulder.

She gently laid her head on his shoulder. "Where did he even go?"

“Who knows, he’ll be back in a second though. He might’ve forgotten what he was getting honestly.”

"Knowing him and knowing me, he was probably getting an ambulance."

“No he wouldn’t do it, he knows that’d just put you in more danger.”

"I wouldn't blame him though. I mean, at this point I have so many bruises you can barely see my actual skin."

“That is true. But really, we won’t call the paramedics unless it’s really really bad.”

"If this isn't really bad, what is? On my goddamn deathbed?"

“Yeah basically.”

"Wow, good to know it'll take a rib puncturing my lung for that."

“Well you’re the one who doesn’t want to go jeez!!” He threw his hands up in exasperation.

"I don't! But that doesn't mean I expected him to wait for something so drastic to happen for him to take action!"

“Well what do you want us to do??”

"I don't know! I don't know…" She dropped her face into her knees.

He sighed softly, wrapping his arms around the other. “It’s okay…”

"Is it? Is it okay to be so damn conflicted over whether or not you should trust your safety to someone else?"

“Well of course it’s not okay but it’s understandable.”

"Really? Because the more I hear myself talk, the more I think I'm on crazy pills."

“I used to be like that too. It’s hard to trust people again after you’ve been hurt so much but you’ll get there.”

"Will I? I'm really starting to doubt that."