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Started February 27, 2018 by @Andislee_Beau_Raven

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"Hmmm," Nym places a finger to her chin after she takes the clothes from him "how about a nice pair of faded blue jeans and a greyish blue v-neck?" Nym smiles "I have the outfit, but you and I aren't the same size." She giggles

"Alright, and yes I think I know I cant fit into your clothes silly" John laughs then he turns to face nym his eyes drift down her body "Are you sure you don't want to stay in nym?"

Nym laughs "My eyes are up here lover boy." Nym joking pushes his shoulder "Yes I'm sure I wanna go out. I need fresh air." Nym begins to pull her underwear on and her jeans, she wiggles her into her jeans. Bouncing she finally gets her thighs and hips in her jeans, then begins to put on her bra.

John laughs as he manifested the clothes he was going to wear then he shook his head as he got dressed "I know that….Sometimes I can help but look. So what about after breakfast? Would you like to go for a walk in the park or something love?"

Before John pulls on his shirt Nym trails a hand down his bare chest gently "Sure, I walk sounds nice. Hey, can you help me? My shoulder is gonna pop if I try to hook this. You made me joints ache from last night's activities." Nym laughs

John shivers slightly when nym trails her hand down his bare chest then he nods as he pulled his shirt down "Sure…and I am sorry! But you seemed to have enjoyed yourself last night though nym" John then reaches out and turns nyms around as he helped her hook her bra up

"I very much enjoyed myself, so the repercussions are worth it." Nym giggles as John turns her around, secretly hoping his hands would linger a bit.

Once done hooking nyms bra John then trails his hands down nyms back "I know you did…..You pretty much screamed my name. I think I can deduce that as a definitive sign that you loved every second of my touch love"

Nym under his touch and bites her lip, then steps forward to pull on her shirt.

John makes a face feeling disappointed that nym pulled away then he moves around her to make his way to the bathroom ""I love you nym"

"I-I love you too John." Nym blushes, then walks behind him to the bathroom.

John stops in the bathroom door way and turns around to face nym "I can't wait to be officially married to you…..but do you really want to see me take a pee?"

"I won't even be paying attention, I need to brush my teeth." Nym waves him off

John laughs loudly then he moves letting nym through then he leans against the sink and watches nym "I was kidding…..I don't really have a real reason for coming into the bathroom anyway"

"Okay." Nym began to brush her teeth

John makes a slight face as he watched nym then he leaves the bathroom to head downstairs to let nym have her alone time in her bathroom

"What's wrong, hun?" Nym calls out after brushing her teeth just before she washed her face.

John stops in the bedroom door way then he turns and replies back "I was giving you alone time in the bathroom, there is nothing wrong love" John then rubs his face feeling tired from the nightmare he had. He then shakes his head and he sighs trying not to relieve those moments when he was captured

Nym quickly finishes, then runs to John. "Stop that, I hate it and I don't hate a lot of things. Please."

John reaches out and touches nyms waist then he winces and murmurs apologetically "I'm sorry….I…will try harder not to think of things like that…..It is just something that will take time. Just give me time and I will work it out with myself….."

"Why can't I help? Why won't you let me in?" Nym looks a bit sad, but closes the space between them when John touches her waist. She gently brushes the side of his face.

"You are helping…you have helped so much nym! That was the only nightmare I had since I have been with you. I would normally get one every night ….which is why I would normally be sleep deprived and obsessed with my work collecting things" John tilts his head and closes his eyes resisting the sudden urge to cry yet again "Would you really like to hear about how I was berated every day by mariana or how she came up with wickedly devised torture schedules to break me down? …And how it worked.." John paused at the end dropping his voice to a low whisper feeling vulnerable and not sure what nym would say

"I don't want barriers, John. I don't like seeing you upset or sleep deprived. If it's too much for you, then fine don't tell me; but know I'll be worried sick because I can feel something holding you back from loving me completely. A part of you is afraid to completely let me in, I understand. I'm sorry you had a crazy psychopathic 'b word' in your head for however long, but I need to know these kinds of things to better understand how to help other than existing. If telling will completely open you up for me, then yes I want to know; but I won't force it out of you." Nym trails off in silence for a moment and ponders with a sad expression "Do you think that I will hurt you and manipulate you the same way she did?" She spoke the word 'manipulate' with true disgust.

Johns eyes snapped open and he shakes his head with a worried expression on his face "Hell no! Nym you are wonderful inside and out! I would never for a second believe that you where out to manipulate me or use me for any type of fiendish purposes" John then grabs both the nyms hands as he looked her straight in the eyes "You make me laugh when you tell those terrible jokes of yours because you always laugh the hardest. You really help me sleep better when you insist on snuggling with me and running your fingers through my hair. My mother used to run her hands through my hair when she sang to me at night. You always push me to eat and take care of myself and I always appreciate that despite my grumblings"

John pauses then he continues in a softer voice hoping he was making sense to her "I had told you that I was tortured when I was capture….But to make sure I am fully honest with you…even about that. I must tell you that is was the worst part of my life. I was chained up in a dark room and barely fed even though I did not really need food. Mariana would then visit me regularly and the torture would ensue at intervals since I heal fast. This lasted for months on end and I wished I would have died….but that was impossible with the way things were" John stopped to let nym take in the first part of what he had to tell her

Nym's eyes stung and she wondered if John could see the hurt she felt fro.buis own emotion. She looks at him in silence, waiting if he'd continue or move on. She wanted to know to better understand, but she didn't like the emotion John gave off.

John cleared his throat and continued with the last bit of the story he had left "I eventually broke free, but I was different. My ….what's the word…..Soul? Had gotten split in half…since I was unable to contain the pain or my emotions. Which is why you seen my eyes turn red when carl had manhandled you. I have gotten better at handling myself…I just sometimes have nightmares" John then leans in towards nym letting go of her hands and he wraps his arms around her waist "I love you and would never hurt you nym. You are so important to me and you have helped me so much…."

By the time John had finished his story Nym was already crying, staring off into the distance. After a moment she focused her stare a little closer as she spoke with a hurt tone of voice. "I-I don't know what to say. I mean, I love you too John, but that's just awful." She was obviously disgusted with the thought of Mariana "I swear, if I ever see her she'll be dead in an instant." Nym balls her fists and grits her teeth fumming with anger, her skin grew hot to the touch. Her tears began to evaporate as they left her eyes in what should have been streams. Her eyes grew dark, almost emotionless. A tall candlestick in her room sparked with a blue flame, the hottest type of fire.

John pulls back letting go of nym as he skin had gotten to hot to touch and not get burned by it "Nym!" John was unsure what to do since touching her would burn him and saying something wrong would only make the situation worse

Nym heard and felt the pain from John and snapped to attention, the candle in her room died down to a small flicking flame and her skin began to cool down "Oh, I'm so sorry. Did I hurt you? Damnit, I'm sorry. You probably have better self control over your anger than I do, I haven't learned how to stifle it to a simmer." She chuckles nervously and hesitantly took a step toward John weary of his reaction "Please, don't be afraid." She whispered more to herself than to John

(I got to go for my band concert. Good Night)
John then holds his hands out letting nym walk back into his arms if she wanted too then he shook his head "It's okay nym…you didn't hurt me at all. I know how hard it is to control something like that love" John then steps forward dragging nym back to him and he laughs softly feeling better after confiding to nym