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@saor_illust school

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it's another late night/v early morning izzy vent
i wrote it last night and completely forgot about it until now
and i think it's important for me to share it, since it has stuff i really wanna make sure people know
so,
here it is in all its glory aha
~
oh my god i just got struck with another made-up memory of me having to beg one of my best frens, idk who it wasn't clear but it i had to beg them to stay alive, to keep going even if all seems lost.

please
you guys
i don't ever want to have to lose you
not if i can help it
i value you all way too much
even the most annoying person on this site?
they have their cool bits, not quite sure who they are but they're a pretty okay person imo
so yeah
i don't know if i'd be able to face this site and act the same if one of you
if one of you just
just committed suicide

please keep going
if not for you, for me
promise me this
you won't die on me, not if i can help it
okay?

i know these promises help me
everytime i feel like i just wanna die, disappear from this world
i remember the promises i made to mir and angel and atlas and all my other frens
and then i just can't do it
i can't let my frens down.
so here i am, still fighting, still here
and its thanks to yall

ill end this with a more positive note, cause
remember
i love you all
very, very dearly
you better remember that!
<33333333333333333

(it's currently 4am and i had to turn the wifi off if i wanna avoid getting in trouble tomorrow so ima have to post this in a couple hours)

Deleted user

you’re not the most annoying person on this site

not even CLOSE lmfao

@evastardust groupRRAAAARRL

you’re not the most annoying person on this site

not even CLOSE lmfao

Yeah Izzy, you're definitely not the most annoying user
Trust me on that one.

Deleted user

oh fuck i read it wrong

sorry i’m slightly delirious

@Musical_Queen

My mom just yelled at me for staying in my room all day while she was out and I didn't say anything and she kept saying how I was lazy and wouldn't get anything done this summer.

In reality, I finished a book a logged the minutes for my English class this year, got two different letters written, signed, and had the envelopes decorated and ready to send tomorrow, finished my history for the day and studied for the unit test tomorrow, picked up my room, did my laundry, planned out my jacket design that I want to do, did 5 pages of my herb journal (I put a lot of detail into each page) and did some embroidery. I felt pretty productive, but then when my mom came out and yelled at me, it felt like all of that went down the drain and I did nothing today

Deleted user

does anyone just tan rather than sunburn?

I don’t remember the last time i had a bad sunburn