Pickles
Are you saying you want all of us to Rant about potential Significant others?Well
I am following the crushes chat
after a long period of intense distasteIf you go back, eh, about a year through content you'll find all of my rant's about him.
Heyy I think I remember that
I've been crush-free for a few months
Not gonna lie, I really like it
Also lowkey wondering if I'm aro and just didn't realize I was having squishes and aesthetic attraction as opposed to romantic attraction
2019 me feels that so hard dude
Pickles
Are you saying you want all of us to Rant about potential Significant others?Well
I am following the crushes chat
after a long period of intense distasteIf you go back, eh, about a year through content you'll find all of my rant's about him.
Heyy I think I remember that
I mean, things have evolved sense then but you know. Same guy, Same Page boy.
I can't believe it's been so long sense I started liking him, Kinda ridiculous really.
I've been crush-free for a few months
Not gonna lie, I really like it
Also lowkey wondering if I'm aro and just didn't realize I was having squishes and aesthetic attraction as opposed to romantic attraction
2019 me feels that so hard dude
Like I want someone to care about me and be there for me but I don't know if I want a romantic partner or just a really good friend
I mean I want a really good friend either way, but idk if I want to be romantic with them, you know? I just want to be happy.
Hmm. I guess it's time to write something that I'll either
a) forget I wrote or
b) hate later on.
Because I'm bored. Either that or make Notebook memes.
I really want to read right now but I can't focus so I guess I'm going to try to sleep instead
same
goodnight loves
Goodnight, you two.
Hmm, I just realized I'm going to be leaving in like a week or so. That's nice.
welp it appears it is 11:30 which is an hour and a half past bedtime once again haha oh well time to scream
today b the day
this is both the greatest day and the scariest day oh gosh oh heck so many mixed emotions
Okay I know I'm WAY behind, but Ella, your pfp is so damn cute!! My little cousin has a chinchilla as a pet and her name is Chinetta.
:OOO
I love her already
today b the day
Wait the day of what?
She is just so soft!
i have two chinchildren, both female, one’s name is mari and the other rin
they like to boop things and it brings me all the joy
aawwwweeee
today b the day
Wait the day of what?
getting a diagnosis for whatever the heck is wrong with my brain and then my first ever sleepover with my best friend
today b the day
Wait the day of what?
getting a diagnosis for whatever the heck is wrong with my brain and then my first ever sleepover with my best friend
Oh, congrats!
I don’t know whether to be excited or stressed out of my mind :D
For the diagnosis part or the sleep over part?
everything
Aww, I reckon everything will go just fine, Els.
The diagnosis appointment is scary. If they put you on meds– Which, seeing as you're having some trouble with suicidal thoughts, is pretty likely– that's scary too. Just be honest, El. No matter what they ask, be. Honest. Tell the truth.
Today will probably just be you going in and seeing the head of staff of the therapists near your area. You’ll get diagnosed (asked a bunch of questions that you MUST answer truthfully, no matter if your parents are in the room), they’ll suggest a therapist to you who might match your personality.
You won’t get therapy today, but you will get the starting steps to it. And just remember to be really picky with your therapist. I wasn’t, and I sorta paid the price for that. Make sure it’s someone you trust.
wait sometimes they let you pick your therapists?
for reasons i wont share, i was put in therapy a couple years back
didn't like the experience at all
kinda thought i was stuck with that lady until i was like
released or whatever
she kinda gave off "i know you very well so now spill all your secrets and thoughts and feelings to me" vibes imo
yeah, if you don't really like the therapist, it's gonna suck
Yeah they do let you. They should. You have a say (actually full say) in what goes on with your therapy sessions as far as I’m concerned.
yeah, if you don't really like the therapist, it's gonna suck
^^^^^^^^^
I feel this, even though I essentially said it