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@galaxyunicorn-is-in-love-with-starry

It's 12:30 am and I should be sleeping but all of a sudden I just
I really miss theatre
I wrote out a thing in notes and went to copy it but I ACCIDENTALLY FREAKING DELETED THE WHOLE THING so it looks like I have to retype it

I miss theatre
I miss the nervousness of auditions
I miss the anticipated of waiting for the cast list
I miss the excitement of seeing what or who you were cast as
I miss rehearsals
I miss the first read-through of the script
I miss learning the music and choreography
I miss running the show over and over
I miss growing attached to my character and to the show
I miss the chaos of tech week
I miss everything that goes on backstage
I miss the overwhelming joy of performing our show for an audience for the first time
I miss the excitement I feel onstage during every performance
I miss the sadness of performing our show for the very last time, and having to say goodbye to it
I miss the fun cast parties
I miss spending time with my theatre family
I miss the way we would all support each other, even if we didn't really know each other that well
I miss them feelings of joy, and excitement, and l i f e that theatre gives me
I miss theatre

It is now 12:45 and I need to go to sleep, but I just want to be able to do theatre again
I miss it
Theatre is such a huge part of my life
It's made me into a different person than I was before
It's changed me for good
And right now that's gone

@Musical_Queen

My mom thinks it weird that I call some of the most mundane things an adventure. It could be going to another country, or going to a thrift store, but to me it is an adventure is just anything without planning it out too much and she keeps teasing me about it and now I don't think it is fun to call them adventures anymore

@saor_illust school

i-
i don't even know what to say
the firs tperson i came out to on discord told people
people that i trust
i-
i don't even know how i'm supposed to feel about this
or how i feel about this
i was gonna tell them
but on my own timeline
when i was ready
i trusted them
but no
they went and betrayed that trust
i-
i'm lowkey panicking right now

@The-N-U-T-Cracker

waking up and reading my vents from the day before is always so embarrassing, like that’s not at all what’s happening dude you are so dramatic-

but then I just come up with an even more dramatic possibly contradictory one to vent about and somehow still manage to believe it as the truth, repeating the cycle nearly every day

@Pickles group

I've woken up at 11 the past two days (and not been hungry) and I'm upset. I don't need 10 and a half hours of sleep

Deleted user

is it too much to ask for to go to basic training and have a girlfriend who will write me letters and send me pictures while I'm there and then will come to my basic training graduation and hug me and cry with me

Deleted user

d00d when I graduate from the military y'all should come to my graduation

it'll be the first official notebook meetup

the drill instructors won't be annoyed at all