A while ago my cat broke the bottom of the screen door so she can squirm out, but we've started putting a gate in front of it and she stopped trying, so we didn't put it there today
And then I was struck with the urge to pet her, so I looked by the door and the little shit was staring at me from outside. And then she ran when we tried to get her. She's inside now though so it's okay
Cats are loveable demonic little assholes at times. Lol
I held her down and forced my camera's dumb face filters on her as punishment. Apparently her face is close enough to human
Dayyuummm that cat has character lmao… and can we see the pictures??
These are the ones with the least amount of my pained face in them. She's very squirmy on laps and when you're trying to get pictures. Extra when it's both
she's cute but I think the one on the right in the second picture is cuter
You're a fucking ho
Thank you, and yourself
<3
I've made an important discovery
I look infinitely more attractive in panoramic pictures in which I'm friend-shuffling around
Ha, I finished my 1,000 piece F. Scott Fitzgerald puzzle!
Started it last night and worked on it on and off today.
It's 9:30 and we're getting fries and shakes at steak n shake
Okay…now my stomach hurts and I'm exhausted
Overall, I did a lot today. Worked on my blanket, listened to part of two audiobooks, made a little progress on an ebook, learned how to crochet flowers and made four, finished the bracelet I was working on and made progress on another, went on a walk, listened to a podcast episode, played uno with my family, and binge watched some old shows because nostalgia. I'm gonna try to go to bed I guess.
Try not to get into too much drama and please include me in any and all PM's you may or may not make in the next 12 hours. Izzy, Nie, and Mir: hecking go to bed before you wear yourselves out completely, nerds. Everyone: stay alive SSDGM
lmao love you lizzie. ssdgm.
I passed out for a few hours earlier today. I'll try to get some sleep, but no guarantees. See ya later, maybe, Lizzie.
Why do mosquitoes have to exist? Why can't they be extinct? I just wanna be able to sit outside without having to be swarmed by the vampiric parasitic bitches!
i read something about this once and apparently if mosquitoes went extinct it likely wouldn’t have any severe negative effects on other species
they’re one of the few living creatures where the whole world would be better off without them
so let’s get on this
i am very numb
where did all the emotional go
o well
Lizzieeeee. Listen to some pianoooo.
i read something about this once and apparently if mosquitoes went extinct it likely wouldn’t have any severe negative effects on other species
they’re one of the few living creatures where the whole world would be better off without them
so let’s get on this
I'm down
Luckily, I went inside tonight before the tiny flying vampires began to wreak havoc.
I hate this. I hate feeling like I can't disagree with my friends without fighting with them and them hating me. I hate being so scared of missing something that I'm unable to sleep. I hate that my shoulder hurts so much. I hate that my back hurts whenever I sit in my desk chair for five minutes. Also a bunch of other stuff but those are minor
I hate this. I hate feeling like I can't disagree with my friends without fighting with them and them hating me. I hate being so scared of missing something that I'm unable to sleep. I hate that my shoulder hurts so much. I hate that my back hurts whenever I sit in my desk chair for five minutes. Also a bunch of other stuff but those are minor
Bitch I'll love you no matter what so jot that down.
I hate this. I hate feeling like I can't disagree with my friends without fighting with them and them hating me. I hate being so scared of missing something that I'm unable to sleep. I hate that my shoulder hurts so much. I hate that my back hurts whenever I sit in my desk chair for five minutes. Also a bunch of other stuff but those are minor
Bitch I'll love you no matter what so jot that down.
Hoping aboard the love train!
I hate this. I hate feeling like I can't disagree with my friends without fighting with them and them hating me. I hate being so scared of missing something that I'm unable to sleep. I hate that my shoulder hurts so much. I hate that my back hurts whenever I sit in my desk chair for five minutes. Also a bunch of other stuff but those are minor
Bitch I'll love you no matter what so jot that down.
Part of my brain knows that, but the loud part is terrified that everyone hates me and if I say anything wrong, everyone will hate me and leave me and I'll be left all alone, forced to watch everyone around me be happy and no one will ever talk to me again. And that everyone thinks that I'm begging for attention every time I say something, that I am just begging for attention, because I can't handle people not liking me and doing things without me. That even the people that do like me don't like me as much as I like them and that they think I'm clingy and annoying and they're just waiting for me to do something that validates them dumping me (which now that I think about it, could be the reason that the scariest part of my dream last night was my ex "boyfriend" but that's a whole other can of worms, only to be opened in front of some unlucky therapist should I ever choose to go). And all of me is scared that one day everyone will be gone and I'll be the only one here, questioning my existence in a pit of newbies, because everyone else moved on and I couldn't. And I know I should probably take a break but I can't even bring myself to leave for half an hour because I'm going to miss something and when I come back, everything will be different and I'll be alone again.
Happy vent: I got to be part of a family today. This is the most relaxed I've been in such a long while, especially when surrounded by people.
It's also shown me that there's still hope for me. That the emotions I buried to protect myself are still there. My anger and hatred haven't burned away the last shreds of my human decency. I still care. I still love.
I have discovered good news :D
So I'm happyyyy.
Lizzie, I think you should take a break.
And I'd happily help you with that.
You have the NBN squad's numbers. How about sometime soon you try to stay off nb for one day? I would even do it with you. We could hold each other accountable.
i have a fatal dose of nail polish remover in my room with me
just sitting on that shelf
ella, how about we don't suffocate ourselves today?
sounds like a bad idea, ngl
Extra late night pickles is here to say that I had a dream that Eva and I moved into a dorm together and it was fun except it was also scary for some reason. Don't remember what it was
