I'd like to offer all of you this: The wafer is the best part of the KitKat because it's flavor is very neutral with a hint of sweet and it goes c r u n c h

Straight facts, dude

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it's scary how much I relate to that. I haven't been diagnosed with anything, and I don't think I have depression, but I'm just generally not a pleasant or happy person, and I do think there's something wrong with me sometimes. But I know that my parents would shrug me off if I said anything. And towards the end of April, I started having suicidal thoughts a lot more frequently. I don't want to die exactly, I just want everything to stop moving, to stop happening, and I just want to be gone. And like you said, death is how to get that. Anyways, sorry for making this about me. I just wanted to say "same dude"

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I get it, Pickles. It sucks not getting support from parents, like they're the people you're supposed to be able to go to. They're the people who are supposed to take care of you in that way. And you put into words exactly how I feel too, we don't want to die exactly, we just want "this" to stop. I don't want either of us to die. Hell, I don't want anyone to die lol. There's some other way to fix this, I know, but it sucks having to wait. It's torture, but we go on anyway because we have those little hopes. I feel you man.

I'd like to offer all of you this: The wafer is the best part of the KitKat because it's flavor is very neutral with a hint of sweet and it goes c r u n c h

Straight facts, dude

I'd also like to offer this: Crunchy wafer > everything

Having a diagnosis isn't great either. Cuz this way, it's like, there's no "I feel like there's something wrong with me," it's "there is something wrong me." But it's cool because it gives me answers: I hate myself and get sad because of my depression. I tic and can't go in crowded spaces or be put under pressure because of my GAD. I have panic attacks where I absolutely sob and shake and get stuck in my head because of my panic disorder. I have flashbacks, dissociate, and can't talk on the phone, have things pointed at me, or associate myself with alcohol and other triggers because of my CPTSD. I can go from great to terrible in minutes because of my bipolar disorder. And it's good to know certain things, like the reason I sometimes want to yell at and hurt people (sometimes physically) is also because of my CPTSD. I thought I was insane before I knew that.

I'd like to offer all of you this: The wafer is the best part of the KitKat because it's flavor is very neutral with a hint of sweet and it goes c r u n c h

Straight facts, dude

I'd also like to offer this: Crunchy wafer > everything

Imagine this:
Crunchy wafers replaced by bones
c r o n c h

I'd like to offer all of you this: The wafer is the best part of the KitKat because it's flavor is very neutral with a hint of sweet and it goes c r u n c h

Straight facts, dude

I'd also like to offer this: Crunchy wafer > everything

Imagine this:
Crunchy wafers replaced by bones
c r o n c h

Wafer > bones

bone flavored wafer

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it's scary how much I relate to that. I haven't been diagnosed with anything, and I don't think I have depression, but I'm just generally not a pleasant or happy person, and I do think there's something wrong with me sometimes. But I know that my parents would shrug me off if I said anything. And towards the end of April, I started having suicidal thoughts a lot more frequently. I don't want to die exactly, I just want everything to stop moving, to stop happening, and I just want to be gone. And like you said, death is how to get that. Anyways, sorry for making this about me. I just wanted to say "same dude"

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I get it, Pickles. It sucks not getting support from parents, like they're the people you're supposed to be able to go to. They're the people who are supposed to take care of you in that way. And you put into words exactly how I feel too, we don't want to die exactly, we just want "this" to stop. I don't want either of us to die. Hell, I don't want anyone to die lol. There's some other way to fix this, I know, but it sucks having to wait. It's torture, but we go on anyway because we have those little hopes. I feel you man.

Owen, I get it, I do. Although my mom believes my diagnosises and does have me on meds, there was a point where I felt like I couldn't mention any of my disorders to her. I still feel like I can't really talk to her. I'm sorry you're going through that.

Thank you, Mir. It's nice to be understood :)
And omg your worm acquired lingerie and I'm cracking up lol

she has a date tonight ;))

with who?

With whom.

https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/

bone flavored wafer

better. bone flavored wafer > bone

but it still has to have a hint of sweet

Somewhat related but i saw a meme of a website offering me a cookie
you know
cause cookies
it's a food thing but also a website thing
anyway
and now i'm really hungry but the only thing that could satisfy my hunger are those dollar store packs of chewy cookies and we don't have any so i'm sad

you like chewy store-bought cookies???

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Dude yes! I hate to say it because my parents are good people. But I really feel.
I'm so sorry for you, Owen. As much as I am, I'm here for you.
Also do you have any suicide lines for like, casual chatting (the text sort so I don't have to talk, but not on a phone bc I don't want to be found out)?

you like chewy store-bought cookies???

yes
i like all cookies
except mint ones cause they're a disgrace

I'd like to offer all of you this: The wafer is the best part of the KitKat because it's flavor is very neutral with a hint of sweet and it goes c r u n c h

Straight facts, dude

I'd also like to offer this: Crunchy wafer > everything

Imagine this:
Crunchy wafers replaced by bones
c r o n c h

Bones replaced by crunchy wafers

you like chewy store-bought cookies???

yes
i like all cookies
except mint ones cause they're a disgrace

chewy cookeis are only acceptable when homemade sorry KJASH my cat just jumped at me

I'd like to offer all of you this: The wafer is the best part of the KitKat because it's flavor is very neutral with a hint of sweet and it goes c r u n c h

Straight facts, dude

I'd also like to offer this: Crunchy wafer > everything

Imagine this:
Crunchy wafers replaced by bones
c r o n c h

Bones replaced by crunchy wafers

s n a p

I'd like to offer all of you this: The wafer is the best part of the KitKat because it's flavor is very neutral with a hint of sweet and it goes c r u n c h

Straight facts, dude

I'd also like to offer this: Crunchy wafer > everything

Imagine this:
Crunchy wafers replaced by bones
c r o n c h

Bones replaced by crunchy wafers

s n a p

when you are just walking n ur boens keep going coenrunch

Owen, I get it, I do. Although my mom believes my diagnosises and does have me on meds, there was a point where I felt like I couldn't mention any of my disorders to her. I still feel like I can't really talk to her. I'm sorry you're going through that.

Thank you, Mir. It's nice to be understood :)
And omg your worm acquired lingerie and I'm cracking up lol

she has a date tonight ;))

with who?

With whom.

I know, but saying it once makes me feel like I have to say it every time and I don't wanna

hhhhhhhhh ik i need to do hw now or else ill never get around to it BUT
i don't feel like doing it
lkjdfsldfsklsdlf
someone give me a reason why i should do my hw

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Dude yes! I hate to say it because my parents are good people. But I really feel.
I'm so sorry for you, Owen. As much as I am, I'm here for you.
Also do you have any suicide lines for like, casual chatting (the text sort so I don't have to talk, but not on a phone bc I don't want to be found out)?

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Thanks man :)
I don't quite understand, a line that's texting, but not on a phone? What device would you use? And could you just delete the texts when the chat closes?

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Dude yes! I hate to say it because my parents are good people. But I really feel.
I'm so sorry for you, Owen. As much as I am, I'm here for you.
Also do you have any suicide lines for like, casual chatting (the text sort so I don't have to talk, but not on a phone bc I don't want to be found out)?

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Thanks man :)
I don't quite understand, a line that's texting, but not on a phone? What device would you use? And could you just delete the texts when the chat closes?

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Like Notebook or Messenger. Texting format but not on a phone.

https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/

https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/

https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/

https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/

https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/

hhhhhhhhh ik i need to do hw now or else ill never get around to it BUT
i don't feel like doing it
lkjdfsldfsklsdlf
someone give me a reason why i should do my hw

If you don't do your homework
Tonight
I'll be under your bed

Mir, don't you still have work to do?

Mir, don't you still have work to do?

No

Okay i take back everything negative i said about this drawing i'm very proud of it

Mir, don't you still have work to do?

No

Don't you love signing out of your school account even though you have four assignments left that you won't do?

Hmmm…

Okay i take back everything negative i said about this drawing i'm very proud of it

That's good! :D