I slept for nearly 10 hours, and yet I'm still tired
what the hell

I slept for nearly 10 hours, and yet I'm still tired
what the hell

Sometimes when you sleep for too long you're still tired because you just want to continue sleeping.

Sooooooooo…..
Today my history assignment is the holocaust.
I will be back at some point.
I don't know what emotional state i will be in.
Probably tears.
Also the stuff about 15-20 pages back hit hard.

I am so done with school
But I don't wanna finish school because if I do, then I'll have to give them my chromebook and I won't be able to talk to y'all all summer

what stuff…?

So, update on my brain last night:
It was a really weird feeling that ended with me having a panic attack, sobbing, and eventually falling asleep where I had a PTSD nightmare. I was my dad, he was in highschool, and his ex-girlfriend named Stacy who died in a car accident that year was there. There was a snap and suddenly things were happening that are much too terrible to put here.

But that's PTSD for you.

I slept for nearly 10 hours, and yet I'm still tired
what the hell

Sometimes when you sleep for too long you're still tired because you just want to continue sleeping.

I'm aware. That's irrelevant.

People my age should be getting 8-10 hours of sleep per night. I essentially had the best-case scenario for sleeping, and yet I still woke up tired.

Do you get it now?

People = always tired
Life = bad
Sleep = irrelevant

School = The Worst

S-even
c-ruel
h-ours
o-f
o-ur
l-ife

SO. For those who remember my despair last night over Chemistry, I just finished the final and have sent it in

I am…worried, but kinda hopeful? Either way the class is over and i don't have to deal with it again. I don't know what my final grade is yet. But thank you for all the help and kind words last night, everyone

Hours
Of
My
Existence
Wasted
On
Random
Knowledge

SO. For those who remember my despair last night over Chemistry, I just finished the final and have sent it in

I am…worried, but kinda hopeful? Either way the class is over and i don't have to deal with it again. I don't know what my final grade is yet. But thank you for all the help and kind words last night, everyone

That’s amazing, Ice. Hope is always good. I myself hope that you get a good score, and that we managed to help at least a little.

Can I just mention that I am ashamed of my country's history.
Canada has a really fucked up past.
(For context, I'm working through a lesson on the holocaust, and reading about the fact that the president at the time bought up land around his house SPECIFICALLY so people he didnt like couldnt live near him disgusts me.)

S-even
c-ruel
h-ours
o-f
o-ur
l-ife

Wow so original I'm very impressed

SO. For those who remember my despair last night over Chemistry, I just finished the final and have sent it in

I am…worried, but kinda hopeful? Either way the class is over and i don't have to deal with it again. I don't know what my final grade is yet. But thank you for all the help and kind words last night, everyone

That’s amazing, Ice. Hope is always good. I myself hope that you get a good score, and that we managed to help at least a little.

:D yup! Thank you so much again

Can I just mention that I am ashamed of my country's history.
Canada has a really fucked up past.
(For context, I'm working through a lesson on the holocaust, and reading about the fact that the president at the time bought up land around his house SPECIFICALLY so people he didnt like couldnt live near him disgusts me.)

That's the part about the Holocaust that you have a problem with?

No I have plenty of problems with it, like the fact that it ever happened, and the fact that Canada refused to help about 796000 people, 98 of which were Jewish orphans.
The whole thing makes me feel sick.

I missed out- You're talking about the holocaust right?

uhh yeah if you read back up like, two posts you’ll find out

Alright then.

:/

:/

What's up with the Damn " :/ " Every time i make a mistake!?

People are petty

_:/

People are petty

:/

Don't be ashamed of your country's history.
Every country has done terrible things.
My country still gets extra crap for the holocaust.
But without those terrible things we wouldn't be where we are today.
Sure, the holocaust was a fucked up thing– I would know, my family was directly affected– but we also gained research and learned about how our actions can fuck with other people.

This is not to say that this stuff is good. I'm just saying that to avoid something similar happening, we can't be ashamed. We need to acknowledge that this happened and make sure it doesn't happen again.

I mean we wouldn't have any thing when it comes to Rocket Science with out the Nazi's.

Holocaust level genocide events have happened numerous times since the end of WWII…..but I digress.