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Started November 14, 2019 by Deleted user

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Don't know for sure. Maybe marines.
I'd like to do air force, but at the same time I have some personal reasons not to.
It's just, I already have depression, anxiety, panic disorder, and PTSD.
I feel like that's not a good mix.
But I'm at least doing basic training/boot camp. I've promised myself that.

Oh, cool. I actually have a lot of family who are/were in the military. So that was why I was curious. I have an uncle who was in the marines, but he was honorably discharged.

My dad was in the military. Bosnia. Fucked him up quite a bit.
But I want to do it. When I'm a senior there will be army people who come to our school at lunch and answer questions. I'll have a lot to ask lmao.
But my PTSD treatment should be done by then. If I up my meds before I go, I feel like everything else will be okay too.

They wait until you're a senior? We have people from different army branches in our lunchroom weekly.

Same

Mir are your lunches split up by grade?

Yessir.

Are you in any ROTC classes, Mir?

Ah.

Are you in any ROTC classes, Mir?

Not yet. And because of our budget we might be cutting them next year.

Are you in any ROTC classes, Mir?

Not yet. And because of our budget we might be cutting them next year.

Oof

Are you in any ROTC classes, Mir?

Not yet. And because of our budget we might be cutting them next year.

Oof

Right? We took a trip at the beginning of the year where we went to a base camp and did some of the courses. I'd pay to go back.

tw: sh scars

Are you in any ROTC classes, Mir?

Not yet. And because of our budget we might be cutting them next year.

Oof

Right? We took a trip at the beginning of the year where we went to a base camp and did some of the courses. I'd pay to go back.

Definitely not for me. I've got military family. My grandpa wants me to join the army or the air force, and my parents and some family friends want me to join the IDF (Israel's military). Little do they know I'm a weakling who cannot handle such physical extremes that our brave military folk take on. It's like my anti-dream job lol, but I respect and admire people who go into it.

Are you in any ROTC classes, Mir?

Not yet. And because of our budget we might be cutting them next year.

Oof

Right? We took a trip at the beginning of the year where we went to a base camp and did some of the courses. I'd pay to go back.

Definitely not for me. I've got military family. My grandpa wants me to join the army or the air force, and my parents and some family friends want me to join the IDF (Israel's military). Little do they know I'm a weakling who cannot handle such physical extremes that our brave military folk take on. It's like my anti-dream job lol, but I respect and admire people who go into it.

I wanna do it so bad!! Hnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn I'm sO pAsSiOnAtE about it

I don't know why, but of all the times my brain decided it wanted to remind me about my mother, that now was the time. Just, why, brain? Was that really needed?

I wanna do it so bad!! Hnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn I'm sO pAsSiOnAtE about it

Lol I'm happy for you. Hopefully they don't cut those classes.

tw: sh scars

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I have two horizontal razor blade ident scars on my leg and I can't stop looking at them

Covering them up might help you stop looking at them

Pato, do you know what 'sh' stands for?

Anyone ever put in hoop earrings then suddenly feel like taking over and commanding a whole ship? Or is that just me?

Don't call me out like that

I've personally never felt that.

I constantly feel like taking over and commanding a whole ship

I don't know why, but of all the times my brain decided it wanted to remind me about my mother, that now was the time. Just, why, brain? Was that really needed?

huh?

The one time I felt like I was commanding a ship was some time years ago when I'd watched some pirate movie (can't remember what) and I jumped down a flight of stairs yelling "shiver me timbers!" because I thought I could take on the world.

I don't know why, but of all the times my brain decided it wanted to remind me about my mother, that now was the time. Just, why, brain? Was that really needed?

huh?

What are you asking huh about?

I don't know why, but of all the times my brain decided it wanted to remind me about my mother, that now was the time. Just, why, brain? Was that really needed?

huh?

What are you asking huh about?

I'm too dumb to understand your statement
What about your mother? Are they okay?

999!!! :D

That's the thing. I don't know. I haven't talked to them in forever and for some reason, I'm thinking of them now.

999!!! :D

:DDD

That's the thing. I don't know. I haven't talked to them in forever and for some reason, I'm thinking of them now.

Ah. Not in contact, huh?

Mhm.

Sorry my dude.`

I'm gonna go write. Holden is calling my name.
Wish me luck, friends.

Good luck writing lol